The love and pain of helpless refusal
Boarding the plane from the UK to Shanghai, towards the blue sky, to leave the place where I studied abroad for 3 years, I was a little reluctant, I met a lot of new friends here, and Ying Kai, although he was very good, considerate, and careful, sometimes I also thought about meeting someone who was so good to me, so I might as well agree to him. I was with him, but in the end I turned him down. My heart was obviously full of guilt for him.
Ying Kai, I'm sorry, I ...... Can't be with you.
Why?? Is there something I'm not doing well enough?
It's not my problem that you're good. I don't know what to tell you.
We've been together for so long and I don't want any secrets between us.
I. I remained silent in the face of his questioning. Don't know how to answer??
Why don't you speak, if you don't have any feelings for me, why do you always think of me when you're in a bad mood, I thought you had promised me in a different way these days, but I didn't expect that I was making a lot of love for so long.
It's not like that, you misunderstood me
I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Kai, and I always think of him first when I'm the saddest and saddest. And he will appear to me when I am sad and helpless, as if I have become accustomed to this kind of moment, accustomed to having him by my side, but can I really forget everything in the past???
I realized that I was being sentimental all the time
When he said this, I felt a sense of guilt for him, you are a good man, I have already said it, I am not worthy of you.
Is there still such a thing as unworthy?? Unless you don't have any feelings for me at all. Everything is superfluous.
You let me fail you. This necklace. I haven't touched it. Give it back to you. I hope you can meet a better girl than me.
Since I have given it to you, the thing is yours, and this necklace is specially designed for you DIY. I wish I could wear it around your neck forever. Ying Kai, I hope you don't get angry with me, you are a good boy, you will definitely meet a girl who is better than me and more suitable for you, thank you for taking care of me for being good to me, I will always put this special emotion in my heart.
He hugged me tightly in his arms. I know that there has always been a person in your heart that you can't forget, but I hope you can give me a chance to love you and take care of you, you don't have to answer me immediately, I will give you time, I will go back to Shanghai to find you in 3 months, I hope to hear a different answer from you then. He put the necklace around my neck.
You......
It's not too early, I'll send you back.
He draped his coat over me and sent me downstairs to my lodgings.
Ying Kai's confession disturbed my thoughts, and I held the necklace around my neck, and I didn't know what kind of answer I should give him when the time came, and I suddenly grabbed back on the plane
Ma'am, ma'am. Do you want coffee or milk tea.
Give me a cup of milk tea.
Your milk tea. Please use slowly.
Thank you!
Seeing that the plane will soon arrive at the Pudong Airport in Shanghai. I was very happy to see my family who I hadn't seen for a long time. I had already told my brother the night before that he would come to the airport to pick me up. I'll see him later and I'm going to surprise him with a big surprise.
Welcome to Pudong Airport. Passengers, please take your luggage and line up to leave.
I didn't see my brother's figure, but I saw another familiar figure??
Who are you looking for, gentleman???
You're scared me to death, I'm looking for you?
Looking for me??
kevin。 Who is this??
She is my friend's sister
She said hello to me, smiled and left
Tell me honestly, if you don't say anything about this woman, be careful that I will sue your wife???
Are you checking your account?
I care about you, you are friends with my brother, and I am half your sister, but I care about you. By the way, how did you get here?
I'm here to pick you up.
Pick me up? I heard you right.
That's right. Your brother can't come, so I'll pick you up at the airport.
What the? No, he came to pick me up at the airport when I had agreed with me.
Your brother accompanied your sister-in-law to the hospital.
Go to the hospital. What happened to my sister-in-law?
Congratulations! Soon you'll be an aunt again.
You mean...... My sister-in-law her.
That's right......
What's wrong?? You're not happy that I'm picking you up.
Happy is happy, but you have such a happy chat when there is a woman, if I didn't come to talk to you, you would have forgotten me to the edge of the sky.
I've been here for half an hour, okay?
yes, I met other women after half an hour, so they didn't care about me, or did they come to pick me up?
Miss, haven't I been waiting for you?? As for the person just now, he just happened to meet and say hello.
Is it?? The way you look at each other seems to be out of the ordinary. It's better to be honest, otherwise I'll sue Sister Fei.
It's just a friend. Don't talk nonsense.
What's wrong?? Scared.
I...... Afraid. How is that possible? You tell me??
Let's go...... Here, I'll help you with your luggage
This has one more godbrother, and it feels different.
Okay, let's get in the car.
You've got a new car.
It's been more than half a year.
For more than half a year, I haven't been back to Shanghai for a long time. I don't remember a lot of things.
By the way, how have these 3 years been in the UK? Have you ever had a boyfriend.
Hey, it's only been a long time since I got off the plane, and I asked about my love life, and your span is inevitably too big. Why don't you tell me that you still have Sister Fei and my godnephew, are you okay lately??
Your godniece knows that you are coming back, and she clamos to see Aunt Menghan every day??
It's really still made up by you.
Of course it's true, anyway, your godaunt left before this nephew's full moon. Is it supposed to be.
Say whatever you want.
Kidding you??
I know what you're trying to say?? Rest assured. I'll be there when I see you guys in a few days off.
I'll just say it. You don't take it seriously, do you?
Even if you don't say it, I haven't forgotten it.
Ding dong......
Miss, you're back.
Sister Zhang, long time no see.
Sir, Madame, and Miss are back.
As soon as my parents got downstairs, I rushed over and hugged them tightly.
You see how old a person is still like a child.
Minghui, thank you.
Auntie, it's too polite for you to say this, Mu Feng and I are good brothers, and this Menghan is also half my sister.
Come...... Come in and sit. Take a break. Mu Feng and Yating will come back later.
As he spoke, the doorbell rang.
Menghan, you're back.
Sister-in-law, I hugged my sister-in-law tightly.
My eldest miss, don't be so excited, okay? To know.
I know, does my sister-in-law have a baby in her belly? As soon as I got off the plane, Brother Minghui had already told me.
Minghui, thank you.
That's what I said. Okay, I've already picked up the people, I won't bother, I'll go first.
It's almost time, so stay and eat.
Auntie, next time, there is still something going on at home, so I'll go first.
Have a meal and talk to Fei Fei?
I'm really sorry, but today is my mother's birthday, so our family has to ......
So that's the case, then come with Fei Fei and Qiaoqiao another day.
Kindness...... Then I'll go first.
Mom, I miss you so much.
I miss your mom, I don't miss your dad.
Of course, I thought about it, and after talking to my parents for a long time, by the way, I bought you a gift. Dad, this is the tie I picked for you, and Mom, this is yours.
It can't be without me and your sister-in-law.
How could you be missing from you and your sister-in-law?? It's yours. I also brought you a set of parent-child outfits. It's a one-of-a-kind design.
Listening to this tone, did you make a design boyfriend, by the way, didn't you say that you weren't alone when you returned home?? How......
Okay, Menghan sat on the plane for more than 10 hours, let her go back to the room to rest first. Come and I'll help you with your luggage.
How does this make you take to know that you have a baby in your belly now?
I'll take it for you
Brother took me to the room. Wow the whole room has a new look. What do you think??? Do you like it??? Mom and Dad know you like the color purple, so they redecorated your room and added a rocking chair for you. You can lie down here if you're tired.
Packing up my luggage, suddenly a card fell out.
What is it??
Give it back
Look at you're nervous and show me.
No way. Can't let you see
I thought you would bring me a brother-in-law back when you came back from abroad this time?
This brother-in-law didn't say he could bring it back.
By the way, I remembered, the last time I went to see you, I didn't see you with a guy named Ying Kai. You follow him
He and I are just friends.
Friend?? He's been very good to you. People who don't know can say that you are a couple, you don't tell me you still like.
You asked me so much as soon as I came back and you asked me so much how do I answer you.
I'll talk to you in depth when you're rested.
Brother suddenly mentioned that person, I was a little caught off guard, facing Ying Kai's sudden card, I don't know how to face Ying Kai's hot pursuit, it can't be denied that I was very happy when I was with him, I can forget a lot of unhappy things, but every time after class, he will be the first to appear at the door of the classroom, and the friends around me are envious glances
Got up
Auntie, I miss you so much.
My good baby. I miss my aunt
Of course I thought about it, my dad said that you were tired after getting off the plane and resting in the room, so Kai Kai has been waiting for you in the living room??
Let's show my aunt that my house Kai Kai has become a little handsome guy. Tell my aunt how she did in school?
I was the class president and I was the first in every exam.
Are you sure?? I knew my Kai Kai was the best.
Auntie, you won't leave when you're back this time. Kai Kai didn't want her aunt to go.
Of course my aunt won't be gone when she comes back this time. My aunt went to the UK to study, so she had to leave, and since she had already returned, of course she wouldn't leave.
Okay, don't drag your aunt, hurry up and wash your hands, go back to the room to change clothes, and we're going to go out to eat later?
Going out to eat??