But...... What's wrong? The strange feeling is so strong, but I can't find a reason!

I kept standing downstairs looking up at the building, banging my hand on my head in anguish, but even so, I couldn't figure out what was wrong!

"Ruolan, why don't we go to the lake and relax."

"Good!"

I almost didn't think about it, and immediately agreed, probably because the inpatient building felt too depressing and weird for me, and I couldn't ask for a walk by the lake!

He just walked next to me and kept me inside, and he hadn't touched me since I shook off his hand, which made me a little embarrassed, so I had to follow him obediently to the left side of the building.

By the way, isn't that the direction Wan Boyi walked that night? That night, on my grandmother's balcony, I saw Wan Boyi downstairs walking in this direction. Central Lake, Dr. Ma took me to Central Lake, that place has a strange scenery......

Grandma! Balcony! My head is so messy......

That's right! I know! You know why it feels weird to stand under the building just now!

Looking at that building just now, it's clear that all the balconies are surrounded by railings! Right! See it clearly! All the balconies are! The whole building is like a prison! No notch! All balconies are!

But...... Grandma's balcony obviously has no railing!

This is clearly contradictory! There must be a place where I am hallucinating! Is it my hallucination that my grandmother's room has no railings, or is it my hallucination that the entire building balcony has railings? Why are hallucinations everywhere? How much of my life is just my hallucination? What the hell is the world! I don't believe my eyes anymore......

"Ruolan, what's wrong with you?"

It wasn't until I was held in Dr. Ma's arms that I realized that I had been crying for a long time, hating myself for being too powerless and living in a state of absurdity.

"Okay, whatever you're unhappy about, don't think about it yet, look here. It is full of life, and even the grass in the cracks of the stones grows so tall, what is there to worry about, no matter what the environment. As long as you have the heart, you will definitely find the sunshine."

I was suddenly amused by him: "It's still sunny, now it's only moonlight!" ”

"Isn't moonshine more beautiful!" Dr. Ma smiled at me.

yes, it's beautiful! The moonlight is hazy. A yellow-orange dimness, surrounded by an indissolvable fog, seems to be in a fairyland. In particular, the shimmering lake water, the light refracted from nowhere, was so brilliant that it was like a layer of diamonds sprinkled in the water.

"How can this water be so beautiful......" I stared blankly at the surface of the water, and couldn't help but sigh.

"People who can come here are not ordinary people, and even people who don't have any mental illness want to arrange a room here for a while, and a large part of the reason is this central lake, which is very special."

"Isn't it a little more beautiful than a normal pond? Is there anything else special? ”

"What do you little girl know", Dr. Ma gently tapped my head and said, "Don't you think there is a special feeling looking at this lake?" ”

"Feeling special?" I glanced up at him, and suddenly saw that he was also looking at me and smiling, the light shining on the water reflected on his face, how could his smile be so charming, I quickly lowered my head, my heart was beating.

"What's wrong? Ask you what special you feel and how you are shy".

"I didn't ...... Nothing special", desperately trying to hide his emotions. "Could it be that there is any magic in it, that smelling this taste can have a beautifying effect?"

"Hahahaha......" Dr. Ma suddenly stretched out his arm, wrapped his arms around my shoulders, and leaned me against him. I was at his mercy, too nervous to say a word.

"You don't think it's kind of ...... to walk on the shore. There is a kind of detachment from this noisy, hypocritical and vulgar world, as if this is another space in the universe, quiet and serene. Everything was so beautiful".

Tranquil and serene? How's that! I thought silently in my heart, I was so nervous at the moment, my heart was surging, what happened today, why was my heart always ...... If Dr. Ma proposes to me at this moment, I will definitely agree immediately!

Yes! What was I thinking! What was I thinking!

"Ruolan, what's wrong with you? Why do you keep wrinkling and laughing, and then it seems to be in pain? ”

"Huh? I...... I...... It's nothing...... "Fortunately, there is no mind-reading in this world, if he knows that I was thinking about these things, then ...... That's a big ugly one!

"This lake has this special charm, no matter what kind of mental illness, as long as you take a walk here, it will slowly heal itself."

"Haha, what do you want to do as a doctor! Wouldn't it be nice to have this pond? I said and laughed to myself.

"That's right!" I said, "Is there any fish in there?" Is it true that the fish raised in this water will grow into fish essence? Or...... Fish fairy? "I looked at him and laughed for a long time, maybe my heart was weak, the more shy, the more I liked him, the more I wanted to cover myself, but I was really happy at the moment, if time could stand still, how good it would be!

"Look at it," Dr. Ma said, leaning back on his side with his arm around my shoulder, "You haven't been so happy for a long time, it's all thanks to this lake, you think that the treatment of mental diseases is either to use a knife and an electric shock or to exorcise ghosts like a Taoist priest!" As long as you keep a childlike heart and a happy heart, you can heal all the wounds of the soul."

We both stopped talking, everything was quiet, and the croaking of insects could be faintly heard in the grass, a little embarrassed, a little shy, but so beautiful.

"I'll tell you a secret", he suddenly lowered his head, leaning against my forehead, I lowered my head lower, but couldn't help but sneak a glance at him, his eyes were like a brick, bright and clear. As he spoke, the warm breath hit my face, and I clung to his chest, my heart as if it wanted to jump out of my chest, and I couldn't stop beating wildly.

"What...... What a secret...... "My voice was so soft, even softer than the call of a bug in the grass.

"Look!"

Following the direction of his finger, I fixed my eyes, and suddenly the water surface rose into the air like a fairyland, and a snow-white mist was born, covering the whole surface of the water tightly, it was so beautiful! It's nothing more than seeing the clouds from an airplane......

But just as I was in a daze, the fog gradually dissipated, and strangely enough, along with the strange flashes of light on the water, were carried away by the white mist.

......Faced with the incredible but breathtaking beauty of this scene, I looked at Dr. Ma suspiciously, waiting for him to give me an answer.

"Shh He just put his index finger to his mouth, motioned for me to be silent, and continued to point to the water in front of him.

I was a little nervous, but now I took the initiative to stand next to Dr. Ma, staring intently at the water, for fear that I would miss something.

The surface of the water was devoid of those glittering flashes, and it was as black as ink, and in the night sky, it seemed to be one with the whole world.

Yes? Oh, my God! What's going on! Where did the projection come from?

I looked around, but I couldn't find the projector, but Dr. Ma knocked my head again and told me to concentrate on it.

Like a movie, a picture gradually appears on the surface of the water......

A man in his 30s, holding a girl who looks like a student, etc......

Why is it so familiar?

Isn't that the girl who lives in room 1101? Right! That's her!

She's pregnant! The belly is so big! She should be about to give birth, she leaned on the man's arms, and they stroked their bulging bellies together, their faces full of happiness.

Why did she get married and have children at such a young age, isn't she crazy because the child has fallen, so young, she has lost and started again, her husband is not very old, he looks about the same as Dr. Ma, although he is indeed a little older, but if you want to say that you have children, shouldn't the golden age for men to have children be 35 years old! Why bother thinking about it and having a mental problem?

Suddenly, a doctor in a white coat came in from the door, there was no sound on the screen, but it could be seen that the doctor shouted something, and the girl and her husband immediately got up and began to prepare things.

It turns out that they are in the hospital, are they going to give birth? Caesarean section? The girl didn't start to have labor pains, so she had to follow the doctor, so it should be a caesarean section, right?

Sure enough, yes! She changed into a surgical gown and began to administer anesthetics.

It's like a movie, the big screen is playing in front of us, the water is very calm, there are no ripples, so the picture is so clear, watching such a warm scene, I can't help but rest my head on Dr. Ma's chest.

The child finally came out, I clenched my fists hard, I couldn't restrain my excitement, a little life came, his parents loved him so much, and their husband and wife would be more affectionate because of his arrival, so beautiful, seeing this scene, I couldn't help but shed tears of joy.

But...... How does the little guy stay motionless? The whole person is soft, no matter how you fiddle with it in the hands of the doctor, it is always like a plasticine baby doll, whether it is the limbs or the head and neck, it is soft and lifeless.

Dead Baby! It's a dead baby!

The girl seemed to have discovered something, and suddenly went crazy and struggled to get up from the hospital bed, several nurses couldn't hold it, her abdomen was stitched, so big that the opening had not been closed, but she lost her mind, let the bright red blood gush out of her stomach, and desperately wanted to get up and hold the child.

Finally, the girl had been given an injection, although she did not fall into a coma, but she was already weak, at the mercy of the doctor, she lay on the operating table, kept staring, and kept saying something in her mouth, until she was withdrawn from the operating room, and she still had words in her mouth.

The moment she saw the man outside the operating room, she suddenly cried, she couldn't cry, her whole body twitched, and the man walked up to her and gently stroked her head.

Originally, although everything was cruel and sadistic, everything was normal, but I accidentally found out...... (To be continued.) )