Ding Muyan smiled bitterly: "I think it was the name that was tiring at the beginning, maybe it was that person who admired my talent and left me behind." ”

Yes, at the beginning, "Beiyan Nanxuan", how many princes and grandsons flocked to it, but now, only Du Yuxuan is still beautiful......

I asked her to bathe her, but she said she was not used to refusing. But I know that her body must be ...... You must know that Ding Muyan is the most polite, no one has served her before, and she will never bathe by herself. Can ...... now

Ding Muyan lived in the "Star Picking Palace", I remembered that day after Ding Muyan rested, Wan Yanyue said: "Now that your biggest concern has been found for you, will you still leave?" ”

I didn't speak, and from my heart, going to Ding Muyan was just an excuse. The longer I stay here, the stronger I feel in a foreign land, I don't want to translate everything I say, I don't want to open a small stove for everything I eat, and I don't want to face the affection of Yan Yue at any time...... I can't afford it because I can't give him the same amount in return, which makes me feel sorry for him. I can't give him the same feelings, I know: midnight dreams, names on my lips; As the sun sets, the face that emerges in my heart; Thunder and lightning, the voice that sounded in my head...... It's not him, it's not Wanyanyue...... I know who it is, it's a name I'll never say in my heart, I won't say it, but I'll never forget it......

Wan Yan looked at me for a long time and didn't speak for a long time, walked over slowly, and said, "I don't need to reciprocate." ”

I looked up at him with a stirring spirit, and he seemed to be able to see through my heart, and he muttered, "I don't need anything in return, everything I give you is voluntary and I don't need anything in return." I only want to protect you, you don't know when I learn that you have suffered so much, you don't know when you don't feel anything in my arms, you don't know when you wake up and you don't care about anything...... You don't know how uncomfortable I am. Qingqing, I don't expect to have you, I just hope that you won't suffer anymore, just let me protect you, okay? ”

He looked at me, his emotions were genuine, and the word "good" had already reached my lips, but was interrupted by another voice: "I am responsible for her safety, and I don't bother the lord of the country." ”

When I looked at it, it was Ling Yun.

Wan Yanyue sneered and said, "If you can really protect her, why does she suffer so much?" If I hadn't come to the rescue, Leader Ling would have already returned to the West, so how could I protect her? ”

Ling Yun's face turned white with a brush, and he said angrily: "This matter is indeed thanks to the Lord of the Kingdom, but it is also because the contact system of 'Yun Shiji' was destroyed at that time. But now, 'Yun Shi Ji' has resumed operation, which can fully guarantee the safety of the young lady. “

Wan Yan ignored Ling Yun and turned to me: "Qingqing, I just want you to live a stable and peaceful life, do you still want to go to the officialdom or the shopping mall as the owner of the 'Yunshiji' sect?" Do you want to go to the intrigue again to make a living for the sake of 'Yunshiji'? Stay, you can do nothing and live a peaceful life like this......"

I confess, his words touched me. Although I don't have any problem returning to Daming now, as Ling Yun said, all the preparations have been made, and I am willing to live a peaceful life or turn the world upside down as I wish. However, as long as I return to the Central Plains, then I will inevitably have to take on a responsibility, it was originally from the Ding family, and now it belongs to everyone in "Yunshiji", after the previous ones, to be honest, I am afraid, afraid that I don't have so much ability to afford the future of those tens of thousands of people. I want to live like this now, without being responsible for anyone, and not worrying about who gets in the way.

After that, Ling Yun ignored me for several days, I knew that he was angry that I didn't categorically refuse Wan Yan Yue, and I didn't know how I should refuse, let alone what I should do. Ling Yun saw my tangled appearance, so he simply went to the Central Plains again, saying that out of sight is pure.

And Wan Yan Yue said that he was going out for the past two days this morning, saying that although Wan Yan Bing was under house arrest, he did not stop at all, and was still passing the news inside and out. The Wen Gu Sun family has also been ready to move, and it won't be long before Wanyan will have to go to the barracks to ensure that he is still the desire of the people.

And since Qianqian knew that Du Yichun was in the palace, she came to me less and less. And Du Yichun, although I often go to walk around, but in order not to make Qianqian suspicious, and at the same time, to let the two of them have more time together, my time is strictly controlled, at most twice a week.

I found out that in fact, Du Yichun should also have feelings for Qianqian. Because every time Qianqian went to see him, she wanted to give him medicine, although he always pushed three and four, but in the end he always pushed half and half done. Sometimes I even found that as long as Qianqian was there, Du Yichun's injuries would always be more painful, which made me can't help but suspect that he was "coquettish" to Qianqian...... And the most powerful proof is that Du Yichun's injury has actually been healed a long time ago, but he keeps saying that it hurts here, feels uncomfortable there, and is unwilling to leave...... I think it's not that I'm unwilling to leave Hu Zhen, but I'm reluctant to leave Qianqian...... But Qianqian looked dazed and unaware, and she was worried that Du Yichun would leave tomorrow all day, but she couldn't find a chance to complain...... Looking at the two of them, Lang is affectionate, and the concubine is intentional, but they are unwilling to pierce the layer of window paper, I, a bystander, am anxious, but also feel very warm and moved...... How long has it been since I've seen such wishful happiness? Sometimes I want to help them break the calculation, but I feel that this kind of gain and loss, random suspicion and silent care at this time may be the sweetest time in the process of love, and this layer of paper should not be pierced by outsiders anyway. Just like a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, if there is an external force, then this butterfly will not be able to fly far even if it can fly. And the same is true of feelings, I am afraid that feelings without twists and turns will not last long.

Ding Muyan has always spoken very little, and sometimes often looks at her in a daze. Today, she was unusual, prepared a lot of wine and food in the evening, and said that she wanted to have a good chat with me.

Actually, I also wanted to know what happened to her during this time, so I happily sat down with her for a drink.

But the strange thing is that she kept pouring me food and wine, but she didn't want to mention her. I've been thinking that Ding Muyan is a woman who is so proud that she doesn't want to open up to others and talk about that period of time that she herself can't look back on. Perhaps, she still can't accept that she has committed herself to others, and she can't accept the past of being tortured by daily bullying.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little depressed. I've been thinking about how much responsibility I have to bear for the collapse of the Ding family, so how much responsibility I have to bear for Ding Muyan's misfortune.

I hadn't had a few drinks, but I had a vague feeling that something was wrong, my head was getting heavier, but it wasn't the feeling of being drunk.

With a pang in his heart, he asked, "Second sister, what did you put in the wine?" RS

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