Chapter 48: Gains and Losses
Today's smoke is more at KTV, and the tickets are thrown over. Ask for a reward, no one has ever rewarded the slave family...... Cover your face......
Body:
I ran wildly for a long time, and my brain was dizzy. Strictly speaking, Du Yichun is not to blame for this incident. His mission was to assassinate Yan Yue, and my appearance ruined his big deal, and he found that Meng Xizhi still cared about me as a friend, so he used me to lure him out. It seems reasonable. It's just that he was unlucky, and at this time it reminded me of people and things I didn't want to think about, and I took my temper out on him, and he was unlucky!
After thinking this out and comforting myself, I finally calmed down. But soon, I realized the problem: I was lost. In a moment of anger, the horse ran wildly, and now it was completely disoriented, so he had to let the horse slow down, stop and go, and see if there was anyone nearby.
As it got darker and darker, I started to get a little scared. My foot fell off the horse's back for a day, and I lost some consciousness. I jumped off the horse and felt my feet swell. It's been so long, but it's the first time I've been alone like this. Before we were with Rulan, we generally didn't choose to ride horses and walk at night; With Meng Xizhi, I don't have to worry about everything, even Rulan is lazy. I don't make a fire, I can't cook, I don't feed the horses...... God, how did I get myself into such a situation?
After leading the horse for a few steps, he felt that his right leg was getting numb and numb, so he simply tied the horse to a big tree and stopped. I looked around at the darkness, and my heart was a little empty, and after thinking about it, it was safe to sleep in the tree. But I couldn't use my right foot, and I couldn't climb up for a long time.
A little angry with himself: "Ding Muqing, you are a disabled person, and you still want to boast that you can go to Ancheng alone, what is wrong with people using you, it shows that you are still valuable!" What should I do now, the third brother didn't find it, don't feed the beast first! That dead Du Yichun, I saved you today, you really let me be alone, and you didn't chase it, and said that you like me, it's really a good skin. The gold and jade are outside, and the defeat is inside! The most hateful is the third brother, what are you doing in the border city if you have nothing to do, it's not good to play in the mountains and rivers, you have to repay the country for filial piety......"
I was about to be cursed one by one, but I didn't expect someone next to me to snort and say, "If I don't come out again, are you going to scold everyone I know?"
I looked up, but it was Du Yichun who led "Xiao Hei" from the darkness. He was still wearing the same white clothes as he had been in the morning, but he was so mixed with mud and blood that he couldn't tell that it was white. But the strange thing is that even with such a dirty dress of no color, worn on his body, he is still handsome and heroic.
I watched him slowly walk from a distance, and for some reason, I felt that he was like a god at this time, and he held out his hand to me gorgeously. I tried my best to shield myself from this thought, knowing that he was the one who got me into this predicament!
He chuckled and said, "Why, it's only been a few hours, and I don't know each other?" If I come to chase you, does that mean that I say I like you really? Also, you think I have a good skin? Well, it's good, it's better than thinking I'm ugly. ”
"What, what, I'm just ...... See in this darkness...... Belch...... Acquaintances, there is a little excitement and this excitement, I forgot to say hello to you. What a good skin, what like, I don't know what you're talking about. "I had to retort stiffly, anyway, there is no tape recorder now, and it is also a way to kill and not admit it.
"You? Hehe, it's okay, anyway, I heard it, I know it's okay, I don't need you to admit it. "This man is more ruthless than me!
I am speechless for this scoundrel statement. I had to turn around and want to leave, to express the anger in my heart. He ran up and took my hand and said, "Are you still angry?" You're right, I shouldn't have used you, I shouldn't have used you to beautify people. Who told you to be so beautiful, so that Wan Yanyue took it to heart, and he did not hesitate to risk his life for you...... "I have already told Dao that he is a person who has no concept of face, so I apologized quickly, and I am not surprised, but I don't want him to misunderstand the relationship between me and Wan Yanyue, lest he use his crooked brains on this in the future." So I interrupted him and said, "Don't talk nonsense, we're just friends." He's just because I saved him, and I care about me because I'm in danger. ”
"Really? It's just a friend? I thought men would only take risks for the women they love?" He had a smile on his face.
"Who said that? There are too many reasons why a man is in danger, there is a country, a confidant, a relative, and of course, a lover. Except, of course, a man like you who only scheming against others, because you probably won't be in danger for anyone, right?" I was harsh and squinted at him.
But he looked solemn and listened very carefully.
Seeing that he didn't speak, I thought I had talked about his sore spots, so I decided to continue beating the water dogs: "Men actually pursue a lot of things, family, country, and the world, and beauty only accounts for a very small part of them." Therefore, who said that the red face misled the country, who said that the crown was angry and the red face, and who said that the country loves the country and loves the beauty more...... That's just because the man made that choice at that time, and it has nothing to do with the woman. Therefore, why when men are desperate for the reasons of family, country, and the world, everyone feels that they are full of masculinity, and when they are desperate for women, everyone is more despised, and even more blamed the woman, as if she was dragging him down, but they don't know that this is just a choice for men. Women, on the other hand, only passively wait for their choice, are not chosen to bear disappointment, and are chosen to bear criticism. I sneered, "Women are still miserable enough." ”
"Do you have all these weird things in your head? I just said one thing, you actually have so many reasons waiting for me? In your heart, am I really so unbearable? Is it really that selfish?" He took my hand tighter.
I was a little in pain, but I still shook my head and said, "It's not selfish, it's just that I am too accountant to compare gains and losses, and I always weigh the gains and losses again and again before doing something." It's just that the gains and losses are not necessarily for yourself, or for the country or other people and things that you think are important, but it will hurt other people, those who maybe you don't care about. ”
He let go of my hand and said, "Maybe it's because I can't afford to lose anything." You know, growing up, it was very difficult for me to get one thing, even the name, I finally got it when I was five years old. Father...... My sister is even more like than me. I can't just lose because I don't have much to lose. When I grew up and attracted my father's attention, I took the initiative to ask for help and came to the border. Hehe, others came to the border city for the sake of national filial piety, but I came to the border city just to please my father, or to avoid my father's side, I wouldn't be so sad if I didn't see him ignore me so much. “
I saw his red eyes, and suddenly felt that my criticism was too serious, yes, Ding Muqing, you don't know him at all, so what qualifications do you have to judge him?