readx; If I had heard it wrong, I would have cleared my ears. If I've been worrying too much lately, I can still delete some unnecessary tasks; If it's too tired, then I think a good night's sleep will solve it... I just heard a male voice on the other end of the phone that was both familiar and unfamiliar to me, "Who are you talking to for so long?" "Who is he?" It was as if my heart had suddenly been hit by a heavy hammer, but I kept answering myself, "It's not like this, it must not be like this..."

However, what disappointed me the most was that I heard her say to the man in a delicate voice, "Oh, call my brother, it's nothing, you lie down first..." Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info emotions have long been uncontrollably violent.

"Xia Yun'er, tell me why this is happening, what the fuck are you doing!" I couldn't control my voice at all, and I roared at her, "You misunderstood...", she pretended to be calm, "That's just an ordinary customer in the foot bath shop where I work..." I found that my body seemed to tremble, "You tease me, I don't sleep so late, I don't blame you for calling you because of a customer who makes people think about it, but you still have time to work during school, you tell me what kind of customer, you can use such a shy voice to make him lie down, if it were you, what the hell would you think, you say!" Tell me! "But, no matter how much I shouted, I still came back with a busy voice.

She hung up, piercing my heart again like a slaughter, I still told myself that it was just a dream, and the dream was about to pass, and then I desperately dialed the number just now, this time she seemed to be a little more learned, and the cold female voice of the answer was changed, "The user you dialed has been turned off...", I was stunned, and raised my hand and punched the study table, "She must have gone for a pedicure, it must be." "I was still comforting myself in my heart, but no matter how much I resisted, the strong feeling of powerlessness quickly hollowed out my body as if it was constantly being absorbed, my fingers were trembling, my arms were trembling, my lips were tightly pursed, and even my breathing began to lose stability.

I looked at myself reflected in the window in a daze, my eyes were red, and the liquid inside couldn't stop flowing out, "I cried so ugly...", I smiled bitterly, and then laughed, "What innocence, what cleverness, what I ever thought of, it's all fake, it's all fake!" My endless screams seemed to penetrate the thick night, the edge of the sky, a series of secluded white light illuminated the vast black night, my face was unconsciously full of tiredness, and when my state of mind calmed down, I suddenly realized that the original black and violent night was replaced by the day after all, but the day will never understand why the night has become so dark, why it makes me feel cold.

For some reason, there was a cold chill in the air, and as I shuddered and let go of all my emotions, I suddenly noticed that the thick black cloud seemed to be gone, and it continued to add a thick pain to my scars.

It's raining.

Not expecting the rainy season to appear once or twice until autumn, I quietly looked at the white ceiling above

, as if I saw all my memories with her, the first time we met, I was terrified and embarrassed, when she ran down 5,000 meters in the sports meeting, she covered her mouth and chuckled in the audience, she patiently chatted with me for a long time when she had a fever, and let me ask her to practice when I was a little nervous, for her to fall the piano and go away free and easy, all my reluctance when parting... It seems that these will form a picture scroll, a trace of pain lingers around, I want to go forward to capture, but the touch is broken, those splinters with a little silver light are scattered in front of my eyes without accident, but it is like a sharp knife constantly intersecting in my heart.

"Yoona... Yuna..."I kept muttering these two words out of my mouth as if I was in a trance, but who else could hear my heart in this dark and rich night.

It was as if they had fallen into a chaos, and they couldn't see anything, it was like the last parting, but it was even more uncomfortable than that, they all hid a lot one by one, and I couldn't even figure out what they were thinking, if Yun'er, if you came back, I must ask you clearly, and I would ask the cause and effect of why you did these indiscriminate occupations; I also want to ask you why, in just a few days, you have gone from the good in my memory to the dirty; I want to ask what kind of person you are...

Only, will she know?

The CD player was still playing a faint sadness, and the singer's rustling voice gradually penetrated into my heart, he sang, "In this season of panic...", I couldn't help but think too much, "The end is not alone, the end that was once said to be good, even the memories have turned into a kind of extravagant persistence, the horizon has been cut in two, the sea and the sky are no longer connected, and the reality is stranded to back up the memories realized..."

It's really like what you said at the beginning, and I who insisted stupidly!

I put you in my heart, and you, well, I believe in giving each other a way out, maybe you already understood, that promise will change time, and I know too. Or will you never understand, and you listen to it as if you didn't hear it, and more than half of all my words are about you? Is this how you treat my suffering, believing in what it was? No wonder, no wonder, Lechuan is right, I still really don't know you too much, and even your profession, I'm a fucking mess! If you don't call me within 2 hours, then you can go, go where you want to go, and I won't be too burdensome to you, maybe in your eyes, I'm really a persistent "brother", ridiculous, really ridiculous, I have been played by you as a liar for a whole year! Ridiculous!

Time passed minute by minute, hour, two, three, four, five... When I opened my eyes again, the phone under the pillow finally began to vibrate, "Hum..." rang, "Buzz...", and a few more sounds, I just smiled sadly, I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyes became more and more blurry, I didn't want to open my eyes, I was afraid that after I opened my eyes, tears would flow uncontrollably, I was afraid that after I opened my eyes, I would really see the results I didn't want to guess, I was really afraid, I begged you not to torture me with vibration sound like this, okay?