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Many years later
When I look back again, the ordinary things you and I have walked through together
Sometimes it's a big day
I always feel funny
Laughing at us is too stupid, too fake, too naïve
Can't resist the tide of memory
I'll keep waiting
Until the heavens are desolate
until
The disappearance of flowers and wounds
The autumn wind of October embeds the silence of the whole dark night in this small city, and sometimes I wonder if it is my wish to leave in such a hurry, and in the city B, I take out my mobile phone from time to time and tap on the faint fluorescent screen, after all, this is a rare opportunity to break free from the cage of long-term flight mode, and my mobile phone is also vibrating wildly, lest I know.
"How's it going, are you feeling okay when you get off the plane?" Lethe Chuan still asked me cheekily even though he knew that I was not afraid of heights, but I knew that this kind of silly concern would only make my move surging like a tide, "Ah, it's okay, at least there are two big mouths around me, and it's a lot cleaner!" "I stretched, dragged my luggage, and began to walk towards the crowd in front of me." Where are you now? Tianyu quickly sent me another message, for fear that it would be lost, but according to his question, I even felt that the road that was originally very clear began to blur a little, and then I found that my eyes were moist again, didn't it mean that the autumn wind was shining, and the weather was dry? The theosophies of the ancients have also begun to play hide and seek at this moment? "Alas, why do you want to do so much, my brother has time."
I thought that a few stalls on the side of the road finally turned into high-rise buildings in reality, and the worst thing is also xxx supermarket or something, the night scene of B City has just come at the moment, there are office workers with briefcases on their backs and heads down on the bustling commercial streets, and there are girlfriends who are walking forward hand in hand, of course, there will also be couples wearing uniform clothes from time to time in front of them, in this world of shredded gold fans, I still pull my suitcase and walk forward without saying a word, I wander here indifferently, It seems that I've been looking for something, yes, Yun'er left me, and I also left Lechuan and Tianyu, this is my world at this moment, why should I worry so much, sure enough, a strong sense of dependence is not a good thing.
"Mochen, you're here." A soft female voice came from the front of the villa, and I looked up, and in the dim light, a slender figure appeared in front of me. "Ahem," my dry throat snorted a few times, "What, I'm tired from the journey, let's drink saliva and rest first." With that, he led me into the living room, and the remaining gusts of wind blew away the fallen leaves in front of the door. Aunt. "After a few mouthfuls of water, I was finally able to speak.
That's right, this is the destination of my trip, my parents have arranged a private school for me here long ago, and let me stay at my aunt's house temporarily, of course, in the face of a middle-aged unmarried goddess-level aunt, I still can't hold it back. That's why the picture just appeared.
"Stop, stop..."I hinted to myself countless times in my heart, and the nervous and cold sweat expression in my eyes eased down a little at this moment, "I'm so tired..."I suddenly collapsed on the soft sofa, feeling the touch from the natural massage, but I knew that I couldn't completely relax now, and then I did it again, quietly looking at the figure in front of me, my aunt was tall, almost to my jaw, a pair of bright eyes also with a little blur, eyelashes like a crescent moon from the stars, blinking and blinking, The vastness is immense, and the combination of black and white tones will always be synonymous with her, I took a closer look, oh, her teeth were slightly exposed, "Boy, I haven't seen you for a few months, and you have learned badly again?" As soon as the words fell, I felt an inexplicable pain in my thighs, "Good aunt, I was wrong, I was really wrong, give Mochen a way to live..."In the face of my begging for mercy, she was originally a little angry, and she also smiled, "Okay, tell my aunt how our eldest son Su came to this B city..." Say goodbye to me, too. I took a deep breath and draped the duvet over my shoulders, my aunt's villa was relatively warm, and at least for now, I didn't feel the desolation of the world.
My aunt, is also a strong woman, since childhood with her parents to work hard, and then like me came to B City, began to run their own business, do not want to disobey, she with her unique intelligence and enthusiasm and kindness won the recognition of colleagues, became the deputy manager of Watson Group, the villa I live in now is just a drop in the bucket she has, but the most tragic thing is that the man is married, the woman is married, people are nearly 30 still single, so that the whole family is restless, and the parents also play the role of matchmaker, the whole weekend is an endless date, a treat... In this family, she also loves me the most, and she always wants me to tell the story of what she has experienced, "Mochen, now the world is unpredictable, and the road is also very hard, you have to think about it." She still smiled easily, but behind the smile, there were countless hardships.
My first uncle was an oil tycoon in City B, undoubtedly the richest man in City B, and it just so happened that he was about the same age as my aunt, and I really don't know what made him run such a huge business. However, after my aunt stayed with him for 3 years, she didn't even mention him to me, sometimes I wanted to ask, but I didn't say, because I knew that something must have happened, my parents said that the person quarreled with my aunt, and the outside world also said that my aunt was relying on him to get mixed up until now, under the double blow, my aunt broke up decisively, but later I learned that the man was actually testing her, I heard it and came directly, "This rich also uses a test, this is good, the wind blows people away!" "As the time was postponed, my aunt also began to be a little reluctant, her acting skills were very good, she didn't show it to everyone, and I also worked hard to see a trace of gloom in her eyes. Later, I learned that the goods were married and had a 2-year-old son, and my aunt finally stopped hiding it and cried all night, and I looked at such a fragile person, and I didn't know how to comfort him.
The next two terms are not as brilliant as the first one's record, one is a pit of goods, deceiving people and feelings, and inexplicably disappeared for three months, and the other is currently dating.
The night is dark, the sound of the wind blowing and falling leaves is constantly coming from the window, only me and my aunt are talking to each other in the villa, her eyes are like stars, for some reason, I feel that although I am nearly ten years older than me, I still feel that she is still as innocent as a little girl, only when facing her family, she will show her most innocent side, right? As I thought about it, I told her everything I had had experienced, and sometimes when it hurt, her brow furrowed slightly, and she looked at me suspiciously, and I slowed down for a moment, for I knew that there seemed to be a page in her story that overlapped with mine. "What are you going to do next?" When I was finished, she gently patted me on the shoulder with her jade-like hands, "It depends," I said, "at least not yet, has you?" The corners of her mouth curled up slightly, "Yes, I had the style of the past." "What!" Maybe it was so lonely, but we both talked all night, knowing that we were sleeping with each other, leaning on the couch, well, very nice, like the time we met in a hurry. I sighed.