"What"? I asked anxiously.

"Every time someone told her to go home from the hospital, she would get angry and cry once", the doctor pulled off her glasses and continued: "Your grandmother seems to have made this place her home, and she likes it very much, and now she is happy all day long."

I feel a little lost, that home, my parents have not seen it since I was a child, it has always been my grandmother who brought me up, there are so many happy memories there, and now my grandmother actually regards the psychiatric hospital as her home, but as long as my grandmother is happy, I am satisfied......

I suddenly remembered that my grandmother was so old, and the chair by the lake was too close to the lake, which was a safety hazard, and asked the doctor if my grandmother had the opportunity to go for a walk in the hospital alone, but fortunately, the doctor told me that the management was very strict, and it was even more impossible for a person to walk out of the inpatient building at the age of my grandmother, not to mention that my grandmother didn't like to go downstairs, so she only stayed in the building, and she had never been to the lake.

"Sister, sister......" I was about to leave, but Han Tian chased after me from behind: "Sister, you are here, why don't you come in to see me!" Although Han Tian is so big and much taller than me, he still looks very cute when he pouts and is angry, I took his hand and said gently: "I have serious business today, I will accompany you next time, okay?" Now I'm leaving, good! ”

When I left, Boss Jin learned that it was my grandmother's patient and asked me, "Are you sure he is a neuropath?" ”

"What are you doing here to be hospitalized?"

"But he looks normal", Boss Jin asked as he looked at me puzzled.

I spread my hands: "There are a lot of things that can't be explained clearly, Boss Jin, you also have your own experience, Han Tian, this boy is very special, I often wonder if he is a patient, but I heard that some mentally ill people have a higher IQ than ordinary people, so, don't guess him, maybe you will lose if you compare your IQ with him", I laughed secretly.

"You little girl, scold me crookedly", Boss Jin smiled faintly.

We arrived at a very atmospheric restaurant, very quiet, the music in the store is very relaxing, after the main meal, Boss Jin let the waiter serve coffee, said: "There is one thing, you have never told me, why do you know that my soul has been to the central lake".

I lowered my head and took a sip of coffee, I really didn't know how to say it, so I had to say: "I guess, that lake is very weird, I have seen a patient suddenly jump into the water to commit suicide before, and even myself, once I almost jumped into the lake in a daze, in the lake, I can always see some strange things, and ...... Every time I stare at the lake, I always hallucinate and I feel ......"

At this point, I looked around and continued in a low voice, "I feel...... That lake will attract people's souls! So, when I knew that you were someone who had seen Hades, I made a bold guess if it would have something to do with this lake, in fact, I just tried it casually, but I didn't expect to be really guessed by me! ”

Boss Jin stirred the coffee in his hand and said, "Your intuition is very accurate, and I feel the same way as you about Dr. Ma."

"What do you mean?"

"10 years ago, I was a standard disgusting rich second generation, no one in my eyes, debauchery, unfaithful to my wife, and even addicted to drugs, and was sent to compulsory drug rehabilitation by my family, and the drug rehabilitation was very successful, but after coming out, my temper became irritable and strange, and I was sent to this psychiatric hospital by my family for psychotherapy, and I met Dr. Ma, but I didn't expect that after a few treatments, I changed completely, and became the person I am now, motivated, loving my family, full of love! Charity also started with a psychiatric hospital, and when I add up, there should be tens of millions of people I sponsor in hospitals."

"But the hospital, it seems that many patients are free of charge, and it really needs sponsorship."

"Yes, the sponsorship of a psychiatric hospital at that time was also to repay the favor."

I looked at him puzzled and asked, "Isn't it great that you have become so good because of Dr. Ma and have a new life, but why ......?"

"Yes, on the surface, but...... Later, I always felt weird, this feeling, as if I was 10 years ago, was not myself, that is, my life is only 10 years. ”

"So, have you forgotten all about your life 10 years ago? From your life just gone? ”

"No", Boss Jin crossed his fingers in front of the coffee cup, frowned and said: "The life of 10 years ago has not been forgotten, but, it is gone!" The last time I talked to my family, I used to be a girl, but it was just by virtue of the relationship, this matter passed silently, when I was talking, it seemed that I was listening to other people's stories, and it had nothing to do with me, but I remembered the scene at that time, and it was indeed what happened to me."

"Is that understandable?" I asked, "Life 10 years ago was like a dream, although it was all vivid, but it was all illusory to you, and it had nothing to do with you in real life."

He leaned back in his chair, sighed, and said, "No, dreams are illusory, but the previous me was real, and it was all real to me, but those things didn't matter to me in my recollection." As long as I see drugs again in the future, I will have a desire for drugs, but the strange thing is that since the psychotherapy, I have not been addicted to a little bit, which is difficult to explain in the medical community, I admit that I have taken drugs before, but after that, it seems that I have never touched drugs."

"There is such a thing......" I still listened ignorantly: "If it is said that it is extracted from the previous memory, it is not right, because the previous things are remembered, which is indeed a bit strange." ”

Boss Jin ignored me and continued: "Every time I used to go to the hospital, as long as I passed by the central garden, I couldn't help but walk to the lake, and every time I was by that lake, I would remember a lot of previous things, and my mood would be irritable and I wanted to vent, so I never went there again."

I asked, "But, when you were not in the central lake, you remembered the previous events and felt very calm, as you said, the previous life seemed to have nothing to do with you?" ”

"Yes, only when I go to the lake, it seems that I have found my old self."

I drank the coffee in my cup in one gulp and said, "If you want to figure things out, you have to start with Central Lake, but how to find out, we just came back from there, and we don't have a clue...... How can I get into that space you're into? ”

"Is it only possible to die again?" Boss Jin said blankly.

"That's not good, if you die too much, you won't be able to come back."