After having dinner at the farmhouse at the bottom of the mountain, Han and I drove slowly towards the city. Inside the car was Sarah Brightman's sexy voice, and outside the car window was expropriated farmland falling backwards. If I could go back ten years and I was still on the road of youth, then I would be in the mood to appreciate the scenery and thank the Creator for his generosity.

But I can't go back, never again. Ten years ago, I was holding Jin Yong's martial arts novel in class, Chen Wei was dozing off next to me, and the teacher on the podium looked at me with a look of hatred for iron and steel. Today, ten years later, Lao Han is dozing off in the co-pilot's seat, there are no bystanders along the way, and the proud and lonely walk alone has become my favorite trek gesture for no reason.

The picture in life doesn't seem to change, but the people around me come and go, and they disappear silently as they walk.

I sent Lao Han to the apartment at the south gate of Qianchen Dahua, and Lao Han didn't wake up after parking the car, so I lowered my seat and leaned on it and waited for Lao Han to wake up. After the body stopped shaking, Lao Han quickly woke up.

"Hey, look I'm asleep, I'm here so soon, let's go Feng Tang, go up and sit down!" Lao Han invited me to Qianchen's apartment as a guest.

"It is said that Qianchen and Xiaomi have been very popular recently, and it is somewhat inappropriate for me to go up, so let's change the day!"

"I also noticed this problem, I also bought a second-hand house in this community a while ago, fully furnished and moved in, I should be able to move in soon!"

"That's fine, congratulations to Lao Han, on the day you move, let's have a feast to celebrate for three days, and then have a good drink!"

"No problem, I've been addicted to alcohol lately, and drinking is also a planned thing. Not much to say, Qianchen, this baby has recently abandoned his homework, I will go up and punish this kid for ten hours, give him some color and see! ”

Lao Han got out of the car as he spoke, shook his body and flashed towards the door. I watched Lao Han disappear around the corner, looked up at the buildings that looked like a forest, and suddenly felt a trace of unspeakable heaviness in my heart, when will this city pay me back?

Silently lit a cigarette for myself, closed my eyes and slowly smoked him, the thick smoke was raging in the carriage, and I couldn't cope with life as a fairy anyway.

Li Xin should be back in a few days, her house does not have a trace of fireworks in the world, so she will feel sad to live in, so I did not hesitate to drive towards the TV tower, which is where I should stop.

Back to the house on this side of the TV Tower, it was still the same as when I left, the room was deserted, a thick layer of dust had fallen on the table, the aloe vera on the side of the computer had turned black, and the lonely fish in the fish tank was strong, curled up at the bottom of the tank, spitting tiny bubbles unhurriedly.

I came to the silent study, staring at the pot of cactus on the bookshelf that had not been watered for a long time, and I was not feeling the vigor of vitality, after all, the living environment and needs are different, and the growth posture is also different.

I don't know how long it took for me to retract my thoughts from my thoughts, and when I looked up at the night outside, which had completely darkened, I felt an indescribable sense of loss.

I got up, went to the sanitation and got a basin of water, found a rag, and planned to clean the house. Many times when I am in a bad mood, I will deliberately find something to do that I can't stop, just like cleaning, it will slowly make my mood happy and refreshing.

Sweeping the floor, mopping the floor and wiping the table, I was in a room where there was no one else, while working, while shouting to my heart's content, "beer, drinks, mineral water, melon seeds, instant noodles, ham sausages." "This kind of self-amusing behavior made my mood improve quickly.

Am I a self-soothing person, maybe, I think.

When I finally cleaned up the spotless room, I lay on the couch panting and lit a cigarette for myself, and the silence of the night gave me a feeling of extreme comfort.

I need a space where I can relax and refresh my past and anticipate my future. In this state of waking up and dreaming, if Li Xin is really lucky enough to appear, it will be God's greatest gift to me.

It took me several cigarettes in a row to put my uneasy mind away, and when I was half-asleep, the phone on the coffee table rang suddenly. I'm a lazy person, and I originally minded people calling me at night, but recently I always had a hunch that Li Xin would call, so every time the phone rang, I was extremely excited.

This time was no exception, even though I was still in a dream, I was extremely excited to get up.

But unfortunately, the call was not from Li Xin. It was none other than Zhang Tao, who was mad and frenzied.

"Brother, so early, you're already asleep?" Zhang Tao was confused when he heard me, so he opened his mouth to inquire.

"Don't you see, what time is it, is it still early?" Hearing Zhang Tao say that, I was very unhappy.

"But brother, brother's nightlife has just begun. Brother Feng, I know that you are a bold person, so I don't plan to hide it, my brother called so late for only one purpose......"

Zhang Tao's words were not finished, and I could already hear the purpose of his call from his tone.

"Zhang Tao, of course I know the purpose of your call. To tell you the truth, the project money has indeed arrived, but the other party gave me a cash check, you don't want to kill me now and tear up half of the check in my hand, right? ”

Zhang Tao was silent for a while when he heard me say this, he must not have thought that I got a check instead of cash.

"Brother, brother weakly asks you, are you sure you didn't scare me?" Zhang Tao's voice on the other side of the phone was cute, which made me wonder if his intentions were pure.

"Why am I scaring you, why don't you come over and take a look now, the check is in my hand, and it hasn't been paid yet?"

Zhang Tao smiled stiffly on the phone, and he said kindly: "Brother, the check will not lay eggs if it is held with you, it is better to quickly make it into cash, put it in Yue Bao to make money, and it will not pass the redemption deadline, is it right?" ”

"Don't worry, Zhang Tao, brother has never seen such a large denomination of the check, put me on the night long dreams, it's really not good to be remembered by thieves, tomorrow, tomorrow night make an appointment with Zhang Zhang to have a meal together, let's make this matter clear!"

"Hey, brother, you're serious, how can any thief care? I'm just kindly reminding you, since you say so, then we will happily decide, tomorrow evening, we will see you or leave! ”

Hanging up Zhang Tao's phone, I threw the phone on the sofa without looking at it, intending to rebuild the broken dream. But after a long time of brewing, I found it so difficult to fall back asleep.

Reluctantly got up, came to the window to light a cigarette for himself, the lights of the city never go out, the traffic on Chang'an Road has always been a roaring posture, as Zhang Tao said, many people's nightlife has just begun, and I, but I have retreated most of the enthusiasm of the night.

In the lights of thousands of homes, among the buildings surrounded by auspicious clouds, I thought I was a child who never stopped running to my heart's content, but I was left in the cold night for no reason. In the next second, is it a bright firework?

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