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It turned out that this was death, and I felt that I was naked and sinking in the water, sinking deeper and deeper, and the water surface that seemed extraordinarily empty under the sun was far away from me......

Death is really comfortable, I've never felt so easy, just like this in the warm waters - I don't know what kind of water it was at first, but now I can be sure that it is the seawater, the beginning of life, and will it return after I die?

I fled from the land, from my own life, because the land and my own life are so bad, although I can't remember the land and life anymore, I just think they are bad for no reason.

The light is far away from me......

Is it just dead? It's not bad, how gentle death is, she accepts me unconditionally, no matter how humble and dirty I am, she is willing to embrace me.

Why? I wanted to die, death was more beautiful than I had ever imagined, and I knew that I was about to succeed and live forever with the woman named Death......

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Death began to crumble, heaven and earth spun upside down, and I faced the abyss of extreme darkness, with my back to the light torn apart by the waves.

The dark abyss of death was far away from me, and I seemed to want to reach out and grasp the hand of death, but I had been carried away by the light.

Where is this?

My rented house is really dirty, and there is a smell of underwear, which is so embarrassing as a girl......

Smelly? It's not the feeling I feel right now, it's just the smell in my memory, I never wash my underwear, I just keep buying new ones, and the old ones are littered, so the smell is strong......

I suddenly realized that I was not breathing, and I felt sad. I inhaled hard, but it didn't work, I struggled in pain, and suddenly found myself dangling with my feet in the air, suspended in the air by a nylon rope!

I suddenly remembered how I died the first time, and I didn't want to die again!

I fell, but my neck was still strangled to death.

It was as if someone was licking me with their tongue, the warm, wet and sticky touch, I felt disgusting and comfortable, and I could only breathe after the "tongue" licked me.

It really stinks, this house really can't be inhabited, but I'm not human anymore.

It took me a while to recover and notice an extra ...... on the back of my ass Tail? It's actually more like a slender tongue covered in mucus.

Strange, I just accepted the reality like this? I'm resurrected as a ghost, I'm not human anymore!

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I didn't seem to be as flustered as the people in the TV series, and I didn't want to get rid of myself as a monster right away. I felt a sense of happiness that I had never felt before, and I was only happy that I was alive, and no righteousness or kindness could compete with that happiness.

I seem to have some memory loss after I was resurrected, and it took me a while to think that my name was Huo Tianzhen, and my life was also vague, just remember what my mother looked like, and her name became my mother - there is one less woman's name in this world, only one female who I regard as my mother, and the bits and pieces of her life with me.

Mom is not the whole of my life, if my life was all that, I would not want to kill myself, although I don't remember my life, but I know that it is bad.

Why on earth would I want to kill myself?

I think about it, what could make a woman kill herself......

I don't have a boyfriend, there's nothing left to be abandoned.

And also......

No, what else does a woman have besides a man?

I tidied up my home, made it a little tidier, and sprayed it with air fresheners I bought from downstairs. I think when I was alive my nose and personality were terrible, I should have always been worried about how I had a man when I was alive!

I found out I was pregnant.

The sound of hurried kicking of the door, and the man's invective.

I didn't open the door and focused on reading books about maternity care and pregnancy.

The sound of a key inserted into the keyhole.

"You come out for me, what a shameless thing!"

I was very disgusted with this human male, not only the first impression was bad, but the vague memories began to become clear, all bad memories.

"Don't get excited, she doesn't want to, baby!" A woman at sunset grabs the man.

The man pushed the woman over and stood in front of me angrily.

"You!" The man pointed at my nose and said, "You go to the hospital for me to beat the baby!" Otherwise, I wouldn't have your daughter! ”

"I can't understand your behavior, why did I do that, I......" I stroked my lower abdomen, "now I have a child, that's my offspring, my continuation." ”

"Good! If you don't go, I'll ...... now."

The man fell, he clutched his thighs and twitched, the sweet smell of blood filling the air, but it didn't whet my appetite, because the food was disgusting.

I put down the smoking revolver in my hand, and my mother bought me a weapon for self-defense, and when I handed it to me, my mother told me to be careful of myself when I was studying alone in Shanghai University, not to talk to strangers, not to get close to the van on the side of the road, to travel at night with friends, even if the food is not right, I must eat more, and I must eat more if I am weak and sick. When it comes to eating, you can't just eat food from roadside stalls, where the food is particularly unclean, but also eat more fruits and don't drink drinks with added coloring. If you miss your mother, just call, and I'll call you...... I'll still call you, you conscienceless probably won't think that I'm happy that I feel like no one cares about you outside!

Mom still fell to the ground, not in pain but in amazement, unable to comprehend the situation.

I dialed the phone.

"Is it 120, please? My dad was shot through the thigh with a pistol by me, come and save him! ”

"Address? I certainly won't forget that in the ......"

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"I said naïve to your child for a few months?"

I smiled and answered the shadow lizard's question: "It's been eight months, and the pregnancy is very obvious, the standard pot-bellied woman!" It's about to give birth! ”

Squinting at the shadow lizard, he said, "Is it your child?" You care so much that you don't even have to be naïve to hunt, and personally bring her food. ”

"How is that possible?" The shadow lizard didn't eat the fluttering set at all, "It's eight months old, but we knew each other six months ago. But I'm about to have a baby, but it's a pity that I'm a ghost and can't live with Rei......"

I was the oldest and the youngest of the ghosts in the room - I was only seven months old, but my total age was twenty-one, and many of them were teenagers, but they had to live on their own - to kill people.

I thanked my fellow citizens in the room.

"Thank you for taking such good care of me!"

Nicole laughed sluttifully like a man: "Don't be false with Lao Tzu! It also depends on your knowledge of anatomy, and you can make more money by selling your organs! Otherwise, who cares about you, a, will be pregnant before you get married! ”

"But the channels for selling are still provided by everyone."

"Ah...... Lao Tzu can't steal the credit for this, that's the shadow lizard's business, it's better to marry him if you want to thank him, you also lack men, don't you? ”

"Nicole! Don't mess around! ”

I glared at the shadow lizard, and he didn't speak.

Gong Na stood up to help me speak: "Is Sister Huo that ugly?" Big beauty! ”

The whole audience was laughing, it was laughter.

"I'm going to open a hospital, and I'll use the money from the sale of organs."

"Okay, Lao Tzu is the first to support, the legitimate income is better than our group of shady businesses, at least it is safe."

"Great, I've been studying nursing, I'm going to be the head nurse!"

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I never thought I would be so happy to have a child......

My happiness is based on the sacrifice of others, but I am glad that it is so, the happiness of sacrificing others! It's true! I am glad that sacrificing others is a factor that makes me happy - I am special, and I can sacrifice others for my needs, how wonderful! For me......

Now, don't you say?

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Yes.