readx; Title of the novel: If you don't get it, you can't talk about losing it

It was on the eve of my farewell to love, and she said to me: "If you don't get it, why don't you lose it?" ”

Maybe in this life, she won't know how much I love her!

We also met in Pingshui, and we met in the vast sea of people. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I also gave everything I had for him, and I also gave up all of my all, but the ending was still unhappy!

We used to love each other so much! You can almost die for each other unconditionally!

But so what? No matter how beautiful the oath is, after all, it is still no match for the cruelty of reality, and in order to survive, we all have to make a choice, even if it is a mistake.

She followed a local tyrant who was older than me and willingly became his mistress. This is a heartache that I will never forget in my life!

It was a very hot afternoon, and the sun was scorching the earth like fire. As I walked along the tree-lined path, I could also seem to hear the creak of dead wood branches popping in the air.

Before I left the house, I had planned to visit the Dongchuan Art Museum, a hundred meters away from my home, to see a masterpiece called "Liuzhen", but after receiving her call, I dismissed this idea.

I had appendicitis two weeks ago and only came out of the hospital yesterday. The wound has not fully recovered. Every step I take, I feel unbearable pain.

It took me a lot of effort to get to the place she was talking about—the grove.

I don't know what she asked me to come here. When I asked her on the phone, she just told me to come here.

Before I saw the scene of heartbreak, I still maintained a joyful mood - full of joy and excitement! Maybe it's because I miss her so much!

I held on to a side railing that led to the path in the woods and walked slowly towards the woods. The excitement made me ignore the flowers that bloomed all the way! I only smell the slightest fragrance, and I never bother to see how they are blooming?

A few small birds chirped weakly on the branches, and the chirping was ridiculous.

When I reached a small pavilion in the forest, I saw a scene I had not expected.

She had seen me, but she had to talk to me in front of me with an old man who was more than a decade older than me. What made me even more angry was that she was still sitting on the man's lap, allowing the man to touch her delicate body.

I was furious, endured the pain of the wound, walked up to her, pulled her off the man's thigh, and asked her why she did this to me? Isn't my love for her enough?

Who knew that she looked like she didn't care, and before I finished speaking, he shook off my hand fiercely, and said to me that she had never loved me from beginning to end, but just felt bored to play with me alone, and now she was tired of playing, she didn't want to play, and she broke up, and wanted to throw me out of her world like garbage. I couldn't believe that this sentence could come out of her mouth.

My heart was dead, completely dead, and with this heartbreaking word, I lost consciousness.

I suddenly felt dizzy and exhausted. As soon as his legs went limp, he fell to his knees at once.

But I don't want to lose her so easily, even if she does have something to do with that man, I can forgive her. At least she'll be by my side! It turns out that I was dreaming!

I raised my hands to grab her hand and looked at her with teary eyes: "Are you really going to leave me?" Am I losing you like this? ”

When I said this, my voice was so trembling, and it was so unmanly, which showed that it was a manifestation of compromise and cowardice.

Ignoring the tears streaming down my face, she withdrew her hand from my hand and said to me reluctantly, "If you don't get it, why lose it?" With that, he left me and walked away with the man.

I struggled to get up from the ground and chased after him, but no matter how fast I walked, I was still a long way behind her.

Finally, she stepped out of my field of vision. I also fainted on the road from exhaustion.

Later, I wrote this sentence about this matter: "The merciless you go farther and farther, and the crippled I cannot chase you until you finally stop and look back, but I have long since disappeared on the road behind you."

The funny thing is that from beginning to end, she didn't even look back, let alone look back.

When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital, and my sister told me that she told her that I had passed out in the woods. For a while, I was full of thoughts and cried with my pillow.

I haven't cried since. Even when I see those scenes of "old acquaintances", I will no longer be moved by them, and I will no longer feel sorry for them.

After leaving her, I was like a walking corpse, without the vividness of the soul, only the silence of the body.

What is the time situation? Orthodox people promise life and death?

Maybe she's right, if you don't get it, how can you talk about losing it?

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