After Chen Yunlai left Laneige, Meng Jinxing locked himself in his office and engaged in a fierce ideological struggle......

The suspension of investment signing is not a trivial matter, especially the news that there may be a gold mine in Lao Xiongshan has grown wings and flown out, not to mention that the investors who have participated are secretly competing for the number of shares, and other people who want to get a piece of the pie are also using their brains to stick their feet in.

Once the news of the suspension of the contract between the Provincial No. 2 Mine and Lanzhi County spreads, it is difficult to guarantee that no one will take this opportunity to reach in.

Wang Huai'an and Yao Cunzhi now have no money in their pockets, and if they want to continue prospecting and not let the early investment be wasted, they must rely on Chen Yunlai, so Meng Jinxing is not worried about Chen Yunlai's cooperation once he makes a decision.

It's just that Meng Jinxing wants to avenge his wife and unborn child, and when it comes to dealing with Chu Feng for personal reasons, he has many psychological hurdles that he can't pass.

Take the suspension of investment contracts as an example, the suspension means that a series of work done by the county in front of it has stopped, which means that the interests of investors may be damaged, and it means that the county's finances and people's profits will be delayed......

All kinds of consequences will have a chain reaction because of his actions, and the reason why he can't be ruthless is that it is detrimental to the development of Laneige and the interests of the people.

Just like he is unwilling to use the whistleblowing to deal with Chu Feng, not only because it is taboo in officialdom to use the opponent's shortcomings to attack the opponent, once the East Window incident occurs, it will be regarded as a "political" problem, but also because in his own heart, reporting this kind of thing is somewhat of a scheming ingredient, in the depths of his consciousness, he still likes to be a scheming.

Just like when Weng Canhui was investigated, even at the last moment, he didn't finally throw out what he had in his hands, because he didn't want to be reduced to the same kind of people who were good at making tricks with Weng Canhui and others.

Although after joining the work, when his father discussed officialdom issues with him, he repeatedly used his own lessons to tell him that in order to become a tried and tested official, he must merge yang and yīn strategies into strategy, and train himself to have a hard heart that is not bothered by any external factors.

However, he still can't throw away the traces carved on his body by more than ten years of traditional school education, and he always restricts his behavior with various creeds, warning himself to do something and not to do something.

In particular, he prefers to use the word "cadre" compared to his father's frequent use of the word "official", and his concept has always been unwilling to confuse his career with that of officials in the old era, and only in this way will he feel that his life is meaningful.

When the anger made him make the decision to defeat Chu Feng in front of Chen Yunlai, he did indeed throw away the restrictions that had been put on him all along, and completely wanted to take action against an opponent who hurt his family from the position of an ordinary man.

For the whole day, he locked himself in his office and let the smoke envelop him.

Changfeng's experience is still vivid, and Laneige has put him under siege.

When he left Changfeng, he once thought about the gains and losses in Changfeng, and he felt that he was lucky, so he didn't get beaten down along the way, but rose up step by step.

He didn't believe he could be so lucky all the time!

Therefore, he is always summarizing the experience and lessons of all aspects during his work in Changfeng, but he has not summarized the lessons and lessons of his life in Shitu.

This is because his experience is so limited that he often thinks that he does not have the typical summary value at all, and he has always been very confident that as long as he does his job well and shows results, he can defeat all opponents and disintegrate all unfavorable factors.

It was only at this time that he noticed that officialdom is not a peaceful and peaceful fairy tale world, it is like the workplace anywhere else, with the greatest characteristics of right and wrong disputes when there are people, if he can't protect himself well, not only can he not go further, but he will also repeatedly involve his family and friends, Chen Yunlai's disability, Lei Yunyu's abortion, is a living lesson.

Thinking of this, Meng Jinxing suddenly crossed a light in his mind, and he had a great sense of epiphany.

If he can't let himself go further in his career, how can he have the opportunity to realize his ideals for the well-being of the people?

Power is always only in the hands of a small number of people, and if he wants to give full play to the value space that power should have, he can hardly really get the opportunity to grasp power and implement his ambitions except for constantly making himself strong and standing firm every step of the way.

And to do this, he must break the barriers of the heart and have a more complete worldview.

Meng Jinxing exhaled lightly, walked to the window, opened the closed window, and let out the smoke that filled the room, while twitching his nose and taking a deep breath of the fresh air pouring out of the window.

"That's great!"

He muttered, as if to talk about the comfort that the fresh air brought him, and as if to talk about the ease that comes from letting go of the baggage in his heart.

As soon as he went to work the next day, Meng Jinxing proposed to take a vacation according to Chen Yunlai's original proposal.

Tang Haoming learned that Meng Jinxing was going to take leave, although he was very reluctant to let him go at this moment, but considering that the countrymen all have children, it is almost impossible for Meng Jinxing to divorce due to his wife's infertility in the officialdom.

Moreover, there are a few days left to be the chūn holiday, and Meng Jinxing's vacation is nothing more than not participating in some condolence activities, duty and other work on the chūn festival, so it is better to let him rest for a while and adjust his mentality.

Chu Feng's attitude when he knew the news was very different.

He has been worried about Meng Jinxing's revenge behind his back, and now it seems that this young man's psychological quality is nothing more than that, and under the sudden change, he still chose to avoid going home and lick his wounds.

This made Chu Feng's tense tendons that had been tense for two days relax suddenly, and for the first time, he showed a kind expression to Meng Jinxing, "You have been working non-stop since you arrived in Laneige, you should relax and rest!" Rest assured, everyone can share in the work. ”

How could Meng Jinxing not see Chu Feng's pride hidden behind his smile? How could you not hear a pun on his words?

The so-called "everyone can share the burden" is to tell Meng Jinxing that he is just a dispensable figure in Laneige, and without him, the sky of Laneige will not fall.

Meng Jinxing said goodbye and didn't make any stops, and went back to the county to pack his luggage and rushed to the hospital, where he met Cao Ping, who had already packed up, and the hospital arranged an ambulance to send Lei Yunyu to Dujiang for treatment.

The decision to transfer Lei Yunyu to the hospital was made by the Municipal Commission for Discipline Inspection, and Sun Jiwei instructed to bear all the treatment costs of Lei Yunyu, and specially arranged for the cadres of the office to come over to apologize and go through the relevant procedures.

Lei Yunyu, who had already woken up, was depressed and reluctant to talk to anyone, seeing that Meng Jinxing was just crying non-stop, which was even more desperate than when she had a miscarriage for the first time.

Meng Jinxing saw the pain in his eyes, and he wanted to hold his wife's hand countless times along the way, letting her know that he felt the same way as her, and let her know that he was by her side.

But just as he said to Chen Yun, Lei Yunyu was unwilling to face others, let alone face him, and she pulled her weak hand out of his grasp again and again.

She never dreamed that such a situation would come one day, which inevitably reminded her of her first miscarriage again and again, which made her burn all her inside, and even the heart to die!

Cao Ping was worried that Lei Yunyu's constant tears at this time would damage his eyes, so he softly persuaded Meng Jinxing to sit away from Lei Yunyu's line of sight, so that Lei Yunyu could gradually calm down.

Back in Dujiang, Lei Yunyu was admitted to the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology of the Provincial People's Hospital for the second time due to miscarriage, and the Meng family was very worried, but no one mentioned the child.

Meng Jinxing did not accompany Lei Yunyu in the hospital, this task was handed over to Cao Ping and Zhu Yun, he took advantage of the fact that there were still a few days before the holiday, and successively went in and out of the provincial and municipal party committees, visited leaders at all levels one by one, and through Ni Ruihua and Wu Yaqin, they were contacted before the departure of the United States investment group.

In the face of Meng Jinxing's generosity in suppressing and grieving himself, as well as his positive work attitude of taking time off to run for Laneige's investment, Luo Min and Fu Shengyang, the two provincial and municipal leaders, gave him a big high score in their hearts.

At this time, Sun Jiwei reported to Fu Shengyang about Lan Xiangdong's bribery, and combined with the illegal means used by Lan Xiangdong in the process of investigating Meng Jinxing, Sun Jiwei proposed to implement shuanggui on Lan Xiangdong and formally file a case for investigation.

After thinking about it for a long time, Fu Shengyang asked Xu to find Meng Jinxing at home and had a conversation.

He went straight to the point and talked about Lan Xiangdong's issue, and asked Meng Jinxing to talk about his views.

Meng Jinxing said calmly: "On the day my lover's miscarriage came out, Lan Xiangdong went to the county to recruit me, specifically about the bribery process at that time, and I reported the matter to Secretary Tang with him. ”

Regarding this point, Tang Haoming had reported to Fu Shengyang alone afterwards, and he had already made a decision in his heart, the reason why he wanted to talk to Meng Jinxing was that he wanted to see if Meng Jinxing had a global vision.

Fu Shengyang nodded and said, "I want to hear your personal thoughts." ”

"The fact that he was able to confess his problems to the organization proved that this matter had been tormenting his heart, and that he was inherently aware of his mistakes. I hope the organization will give him a chance to repent and mend himself! ”

"Oh?" Fu Shengyang's gaze was sharp at Meng Jinxing, "Lan Xiangdong can be regarded as the culprit who caused your lover's miscarriage, and your intercession for him is not in line with people." ”

Meng Jinxing looked back at Fu Shengyang without flinching, and replied indifferently: "I really feel extremely sad, and I hate his actions!" However, this should not be confused with the fact that he took bribes. Moreover, he was not the initiator. ”

Fu Shengyang looked at him deeply, and then asked, "Who is the initiator?" ”

Meng Jinxing did not answer positively, "Maybe Lan Xiangdong can give the organization a clear answer." ”

Fu Shengyang looked at him for a long time and said meaningfully: "It's good that you can take care of the overall situation!" It is not easy to train a cadre in the organization, and no matter who you are, as long as you have made contributions to your work and have a full understanding of your own mistakes, we should indeed give them the opportunity to make amends. ”

Meng Jinxing's heart was bitter, and it was really not much different from what he expected!

ps: Chinese New Year's Eve, September wishes you all a happy family and a healthy body!