He's gone, away from himself for six whole years.

When he left, I chased after his car, and even if I tripped and fell, the car didn't stop.

I was ten years old and he was thirteen.

I hate him.

I swore I wouldn't be tempted when I saw him. As if I didn't recognize him, I walked past him in style.

If he has abandoned me, why should I care about him?

However, I found that I couldn't hate him, but I missed him more and more. Did I blame him? No, I never blamed him, and when I left me, I found that he had a good future, and I was happy for him and disgusted with him at the same time.

He is the big boss and has one of the top five groups in the country.

He got married, I found out a year ago, when I was a junior in high school. The newspapers were full of headlines about him and his wife, how happy they looked. I was very envious, and I had a trace of jealousy in my heart. How I wish the person standing by his side was myself.

I was ignorant throughout my senior year of high school, my grades plummeted, and I don't know how many times I was criticized by the teacher, anyway, the last time I came out crying. The third year of high school ended in the hot summer, and the cicadas were haunting me, and I hated the sound and decided to go to the North Pole and escape from the cicadas.

I've been following his messages, and I'm aware of his every move. For example, he went to the United States yesterday and negotiated a contract. Today the newspaper broke out that he likes to eat tomato scrambled eggs, so I bought a big box of tomatoes and eggs, and scrambled a room full of tomato scrambled eggs, expecting him to come and eat them. In fact, I was often eating alone, and the tears flowed and I couldn't stop it. Most of the tomato scrambled eggs were moldy, and I was reluctant to arrive.

On the day I got the letter, I went to my dream university, Qinhuang University, with a major in fine arts. That's right, this is the university under the name of him, Qin Yu. My best friend Gu Luoluo scolded me for being stupid, why bother to pursue the past instead of yearning for the future.

I said, it's too late, I can't fit anyone else in my heart. If you fall in love with someone, not if you fall in love with someone, it's hard for me to change.

However, I decided to give up. I've been hurt so much that I don't want to chase his shadow anymore, so maybe it's best to leave it at that. Even if I can't fall in love with someone else, I'm going to expel him from my world.

I regret it a little, why did I go to the university under his name, he would come to the college from time to time to give lectures, what if I met it then?!

Gu Luoluo laughed heartily when he heard my concerns, "Honey, do the math, how many years have you been apart?" ”

"Six or six years...... "I live with my fingers every day, how can I not know that we have been separated for several years."

Luo Luo cocked Erlang's legs, his white hand gently supported his chin, and his expression was a little helpless, "You have been separated for six years, hey, you, Ruoxue, have long since changed from the little kid who blew his nose and walked around to such a yellow flower girl~ Tsk~ You take out the photos of you when you were a child and take a look, how much has changed!" ”

I kept my head down, a little lost. yes, six years...... I am no longer the same person I used to be, my personality has changed, my appearance has changed, and my feelings for him have also changed.

I know what he looks like because he's capable, he's in the papers, but what about me? A small ordinary person, a person like me in the world grabs a lot, how can he know what I look like. Sure enough, is he too self-inflicted?

Lolo pinched my face vigorously. "Yikes! Lolo, what are you doing! ”

The expression on Luo Luo's face was very helpless, "Look, look, a person is distracted again!" Just like you, how can I send you out with confidence! ”

My face was covered with black lines, "Hey, big sister, where do you want to send me?" ”

Luo Luo got up and opened the curtains, my eyes couldn't be opened due to the sun, I really didn't understand Luo Luo's thoughts, and I didn't know where the topic was going to go.

"You know what? Ruoxue, you kind of person who can trick you away even from low-level liars, you who can make a stop on a bus, you who can get lost after walking dozens of times......"

Looking at Luo Luotao's endless narration, is she interesting? Though...... It's all the truth......

"So, how can I rest assured that you will enter this society. It looks glamorous and beautiful on the surface, but in fact it is full of stains. It's hard to get a foothold in this society. Ay...... It's harder to let you do a little trick than to go up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire! ”

Luo Luo's expression was to say that you are hopeless.

"Well...... I'm still early~ No, I just went to college, don't worry, don't worry! I pressed Lolo down and sat down, and said coquettishly, "Lolo, you're going to help me, right?" yes~yes~"

Luo Luo pushed me away with an expression of "you're enough", "Humph! School is about to start, and I've already taken care of it for you at school! Remember my words, you can't fully believe in a person, otherwise you won't know who it is when you are overshadowed! ”

"Uh-huh~" I said with a grin, "Our Lolo is the best~"

"That's~" Luo Luo straightened up.

Luo Luo's face suddenly turned cold, "I probably won't come back until you start school, and the company has been in some trouble these days." ”

"Oh......" I nodded blankly, am I going to be the only one in the room again?

"I'll see you when I'm done." Luo Luo held my face and said quite seriously, "When you arrive at Qinhuang University, it is very likely that you will meet him...... You have to keep your emotions in check. ”

"Hmm." May I? I doubt it.

"Ruoxue, you have to understand, if you want me to say, you are a good memory of his childhood, and you should also treat him as your memory."

We chatted for a while. Luo Luo went to work, and Luo Luo was the big boss. Self-made, climbing up step by step, I don't seem to have played a role at all, but it has ruined a lot of good things for Luo Luo, so since Luo Luo hit that time, he never let me help again. In recent years, her company has been on the rise and becoming more and more prosperous...... Of course I'm happy for her, but she's not going home anymore, she's only seventeen! I really don't understand, why did she make herself look like an old man, when she was supposed to be in the mood for love......

Looking at the empty room, somehow, there was always a hint of loneliness.

I understand what Luo Luo said, but everything in the world is not as simple as it seems. Can you forget? It's been six years, and I haven't forgotten it, can I still forget it?

I don't know when I had a very stupid wish, I hope that I have a happy home, that home, all the people I love are in it.