My name is Ning Wanxia, and my biological mother is a maid next to the second master of the Ning family.

It was a complete accident that my biological mother was able to conceive me, and this accident was unexpected by the lady in charge, so my mother disappeared silently.

Madame does not intend to admit her identity as the concubine of the Ning family, so that I grew up in the Ning Mansion in the name of a maid.

My father didn't have any impression of my mother, and the accident was also drunk, and he didn't know about my existence, even if he knew, I am afraid that he would not offend Mrs. for the sake of our mother and son.

Ever since I was a child, I have been bullied and looked down upon in the house.

Secretly, I heard them talk about their mothers.

said that my mother was delusional and climbed into my lord's bed, I thought this was the case at first, and even hated my mother because of what happened to me.

It wasn't until later that the truth was known.

In Ningfu, I am the lowest and most unqualified person.

I couldn't see any hope of living, day after day, year after year, with heavy work, bullying, beatings.

I felt like I'd either die in the mansion or flee from this cannibalistic place.

In the end, I was still afraid of death, and out of the ** of survival, I began to plan a plan to escape from Ningfu.

I had been preparing for this for more than a month, and finally I waited for that opportunity.

When I finally escaped from Ningfu with great difficulty, I saw that the sky outside was bluer than before.

However, I was overjoyed too soon, and the people in the house soon discovered my escape.

Madame is very angry, if it is just an ordinary maid who escapes, she only needs to go to the government to explain, but although I am a maid in name, I am actually a lady in the house, but I have not been recognized.

After all, this is a family ugly, so the lady did not go to the government to report the news of the fugitive slaves.

He just sent a lot of slaves out after me.

I grew up in the house since I was a child, I have hardly been outside, and I am very unfamiliar with the outside environment, and I have been preparing for this escape for more than a month, but I am still flustered after leaving the house.

Didn't escape far. was found by the slaves sent by the Ning Mansion.

On the street, I was beaten badly.

After returning to the house, my wife did not want to see me, for fear that I would cause some trouble in the future. He said to me, since I am so unwilling to stay in Ningfu, then simply don't stay, and if I get into trouble in the future, I will call Ya Pozi directly. Sell me.

It was at this time that I met a lifelong benefactor, and I was the one I was most sorry for.

I don't know why Madame hates me so much that she lets Mrs. Ya buy me to train in that kind of place.

When I found out where I was going to be sold, I panicked.

Even if I was ignorant, I knew that this was not the place for a good girl.

But I don't have to choose it myself.

On the way to that place, I struggled to jump out of the carriage.

Ran, ran, ran, and ran as hard as I could, and then I bumped into Miss.

The guards next to the young lady stopped me. At this time, Ya Pozi also chased after him. I pleaded guilty to the young lady, saying that I was a slave who was not trained well, and it was a sin to bump into the young lady, and he was going to take me away after speaking.

Where am I willing to follow Ya Pozi back to that kind of land, and when I looked up and saw Miss's dress, I knew that Miss was not an ordinary person, I kowtowed to Miss, begging her to save my life.

The young lady extended a helping hand to me and bought me from Yapozi. He turned around and returned the deed of sale to me, and told me to leave on my own.

I was stunned, and then I was in a hurry.

I'm a little girl with no skills, even if it's free. Without anyone to protect him, how can he live peacefully.

Immediately knelt down and begged the young lady to take me in, and I would definitely serve her well.

The young lady was really a good person, and after asking if she regretted it, she accepted me, and the guard wanted to stop me. Mademoiselle stopped him.

After I really followed Miss, I realized what a powerful person Miss is.

Miss is my benefactor, save me from the dire situation, I can do everything for Miss.

Xu was moved by my sincerity, and the young lady trusted me more and more, and treated me more and more kindly.

The young lady taught me to read and write, and instilled in me many useful things.

I don't think there is anyone in the world who is better than Miss to me, and no one must be able to shake my loyalty to Miss, but the world is unpredictable, and who knows what happened after that.

When I saw the first time I saw Feng Chen's son, I was deeply attracted to him.

only to find that Feng Chen's son walked towards the young lady.

Yes, such an excellent man as Mr. Fengchen can only be worthy of an equally excellent young lady.

So, I hid my love for my son in my heart, and only occasionally secretly took it out to taste happiness.

I was very happy when I saw Feng Chen Gongzi smiling, and when I saw Feng Chen Gongzi frowning, I would also be worried.

It's just, I'm well hidden.

I became Miss's confidant, and I also knew about the great cause of Miss and Fengchen Gongzi's joint efforts.

I feel sorry for the heavy responsibility shouldered by Mr. Fengchen, and I am proud of his goal.

Miss and Feng Chen's son got married, and when I was happy for the two of them, I felt a little lost in my heart.

As a maid by herself, being able to follow such a good master as Miss is already a blessing that she has cultivated for several lifetimes, how dare you ask for someone like Fengchen Gongzi.

However, in private, someone joked to me, saying that the first-class maids around the young lady were all maids for the aunt, and if she gave birth to a child, she would become an aunt.

I rebuked the man who said this, but hope rose in my heart.

If it is really like this, I will definitely serve Miss and Uncle well, I will never compete with Miss for favor, I will try to be Miss Miss's helper, Miss will do whatever I want, as long as I can become my uncle's person.

It's just that this hope was quickly dashed.

I heard the conversation between the young lady and the uncle.

I used to think that Miss occasionally said that she didn't like concubines was just a joke, but I didn't expect that Miss really thought like this, and the promise of Miss and Uncle for a lifetime made me extremely envious.

When I was lost, I could only look at the happiness of the young lady.

At that moment, I felt that Miss's happiness was a little dazzling.

The young lady is pregnant, and the uncle is very busy, but she still finds all kinds of time to accompany the young lady.

Among the many women, there are a few people like Miss.

When the young lady gave birth. My uncle is even more like he has experienced hardships.

The love in my heart is getting deeper and deeper, but it is hidden more and more deeply.

I'm afraid that if Miss finds out, she will hate me and drive me away from her. In that case, I won't be able to see my uncle again.

So, I hid my feelings very well and deeply.

The young lady once joked to me that she wanted to find a good man for me to marry me, and I was so frightened that I said that I didn't need it. I said that I would stay with the young lady for the rest of my life and not go anywhere.

Miss said I was a stupid girl, but only I knew that I didn't want to leave Miss's side.

In this way, the young lady mentioned it several times after that, but I bypassed it for various reasons.

In this way, it was delayed until the completion of my uncle's great cause.

I am very happy that my uncle has finally realized his dream.

When the imperial court was first built, my uncle became very busy.

Because there are many things that need to be done by my uncle.

I feel very sorry for my uncle, who has become thinner.

At this time, the young lady also often corresponded with Mr. Li. For this, I feel sorry for my uncle.

Several times, I have seen that my uncle finally came to see Miss after dealing with the government, but when he saw Mr. Li's figure, the smiling face disappeared immediately, but Miss didn't care.

Gradually, there was some estrangement between the young lady and the uncle.

Especially the matter of accepting people in the harem after that.

The ministers admonished and asked the uncle to recruit the harem and extend the heirs for the royal family.

Uncle couldn't refuse. I came to the young lady to say it, the young lady's face was very ugly, and the uncle was also angry.

After that, the ministers argued about the matter.

I saw my uncle caught between the young lady and the minister, and it was very hard. Very distressed.

But Miss doesn't seem to understand her uncle's difficulties at all, and she reads with Miss, and I also know that in history, there is only one queen in the imperial harem.

Miss's position as the master of the harem can be shaken, so why can't you think about it for your uncle.

But the young lady seemed to be iron-hearted. In this matter, there is no negotiation at all.

Therefore, the contradiction between the young lady and the aunt is also getting bigger and bigger.

Finally, my uncle's family entered the palace, and this time my uncle did not refuse, and accepted his cousin, Miss Sun, as his concubine.

The young lady completely lost her good face to her uncle.

Until the news of Concubine Sun's pregnancy came out, the two also broke up completely.

I still don't understand what Mademoiselle thinks.

I can see my uncle's feelings for Miss, why can't she feel it.

No matter how many concubines my uncle takes, my feelings for Miss will not change.

Therefore, the dissatisfaction in my heart for the young lady is getting deeper and deeper.

I think Miss has changed, and she is not the person I first knew.

When the Wang family sent someone to me, I was very surprised, and I refused with righteous words, but I did not tell the young lady about these things.

When I saw my uncle suffering because of Miss, and seeing Miss suffering because of Concubine Sun, I had a different thought in my heart.

So the ghost sent the gods to obey the instigation of the Wang family.

Since Miss is so painful, then simply leave this world, Miss doesn't always say, isn't she a person from this world, then she leaves, you can go back.

Everyone doesn't have to suffer anymore.

So, I thought that I was for the good of everyone, and I joined forces with the Wang family to do that thing.

When I saw that the young lady was not working, my hands trembled with fear, but others thought that I could not accept such a blow.

The young lady really still trusts me, and she entrusts the little prince to me.

I thought I was doing it for my uncle's good, but I didn't expect my uncle's feelings for Miss to be so deep.

The departure of the young lady also took away his soul.

My uncle was depressed and in pain.

I started to regret my actions a little, and I wondered if I had done something wrong, but once it started, it was irreversible.

Afraid of those who know, leaks, I killed many people.

The farther you go on this road, too.

I am very good to Ziqing Huangzi, and I really take care of him as my own child.

I thought that one day, my uncle would be moved by me and would come out of the shadow of the young lady's departure.

When my aunt decided to canonize me as queen, I was ecstatic.

However, my uncle did not forget Miss when he died, nor did he touch me.

In his heart, I am just the one who takes care of Prince Ziyi.

When my uncle passed away, I was so sad.

Since then, there has been no love.

Begin to eat fasting and chant Buddha.

Because I became the queen, the Ning family also began to have power.

Although my memories in the Ning family are not pleasant, I still covet that little bit of blood, even if I don't take too much care, I still help the Ning family a lot.

Ziqing's eldest son was born by Concubine Ning.

I thought that I would spend the rest of my life as the queen mother like this, but that person, why do you want to come back.

I've been with Ziqing for so many years, I really have to treat him as my own child. Why are you coming back and robbing me.

At first, I thought that Miss Shen Jiasan was just a little smart and brave little girl, although she was somewhat similar to Miss Shen in some aspects, but she would never think of that aspect.

It's just that a series of events after that completely disrupted my plans.

Ziqing originally listened to me the most, but the handling of the witch Gu matter disappointed me.

Ah Fang discovered the difference between Shen Biyan early on, and I also found out, but I couldn't believe it, until Ziqing entered the prison.

I began to be afraid, and for the first time, I wanted to kill her quickly, because I was afraid, afraid that what happened back then would be exposed, and afraid of seeing Ziqing's disappointed gaze.

However, I still failed, I never imagined that she was really a young lady.

When Ziqing revealed the truth, I was shocked.

How could such a bizarre thing happen in the world, but they told me with facts that it was true.

Shen Biyan is the young lady, the queen who has been dead for many years.

I looked surprised on the surface, but in my heart I made a decision that I must get rid of her, otherwise my decades of hard work will be in vain.

So I sent a letter to the Wang family, but Wang Meng, a fool, didn't read it, delayed the information, and fell into passivity.

What I didn't expect was that there were survivors back then.

Even the survivors told King Huan the news, but fortunately, my people blocked the news in time.

It's just, why, that man also appeared.

It was he who disrupted all my plans and deployments.

Ziqing, who trusts me so much, actually hid it from me, did so many things, and even counted me in.

I really don't want to harm Ziqing's life, I just want to control him, and after killing Shen Biyan, I will let him be the emperor in peace.

But everything got out of control.

None of them had an accident.

Ziqing, Mo is popular, and they expose the things I tried my best to cover up in front of everyone.

All my hopes were dashed.

Miss, I hate you, I hate you until I die, I was imprisoned in Ciqing Palace, I will never be free, what is the meaning of living, just a white silk, close my eyes, go to Huangquan Road, and look for my uncle. (To be continued.) )