155 Awakening (2 chapters in one)

Cheng Zhaoer was stunned at first, and then her heart trembled, she couldn't understand how the topic of marriage came to the matter of marriage again!

She didn't know how to answer for a while, and stared at Geng Yiyuan's eyes for a long time, trying to see from this man's eyes why he suddenly brought up this matter! This man does not shy away from looking at her! His eyes seemed to be unwavering, but it made her clearly feel that he was serious and firm!

With Cheng Zhaoer's judgment of Geng Yiyuan, she only felt that her heart fluttered even more for no reason!

She didn't know why he had this idea, even if it wasn't the first time he had married her, at the beginning, he threatened her, and even tried to please her father, just to get her to agree to marry him!

At that time, she easily refused, and she could list his many shortcomings! She has always been like a Jiang Taigong who sits firmly on the Diaoyutai platform, no matter how Geng Yiyuan jumps, she doesn't mention what is behind her back, but in front of him, she seems to be able to calm down!

But, this time, it doesn't seem to be! She had never heard him so categorical, and she had never made her feel this man's determination so clearly! This made Cheng Zhaoer realize that today's conversation was very unusual.

Cheng Zhaoer felt that this kind of Geng Yiyuan was very strange, not the honest but hot-tempered him, nor the evil ruffian who would threaten her, let alone the last time he came back to chat with her. This one seems to be the other side of him! A side that Cheng Zhaoer doesn't know and doesn't understand.

He is determined to do this!

How many faces does this man have, and which one is the real him!

Cheng Zhao'er suppressed the tremor in her heart. I don't know how to react, she couldn't control herself from staring at him for a long time, Geng Yiyuan calmly and unavoidably let her watch, and at the same time looked at her!

Cheng Zhaoer suddenly found that her throat was blocked by something, and a thousand words gathered in her heart, but in the end she found that she couldn't find an outlet to vent!

She said dryly for a while: "Why do you suddenly want to get married, I didn't hear you talk about it last time I came back...... Cheng Zhaoer didn't realize that he didn't reject him!

Geng Yiyuan didn't answer her question, he stepped forward and grabbed Cheng Zhao'er's hands. Warm hands rubbed against each other. His big palm lined her palm, the swarthy palm, which did not have much beauty, and looked like the palm of a farmer. I don't know if the palm of my hand is the residue of previous farm work. Or the remnants of weapons. Leaving a lot of thick and hard cocoons.

Cheng Zhaoer's hands are very fair, although she also does work, but. The woman's natural softness still has a good experience in her!

The contrast between black and white and the difference in size is so stark, yet it seems so compatible.

Cheng Zhaoer didn't know why she didn't refuse his touch, but she clearly felt that she didn't want to refuse! When I raised my head, I saw him lowering his head and staring at the two hands that were clasped together, his face was pale, he didn't seem to have any expression, and he couldn't see what he was thinking! But Cheng Zhao'er suddenly felt that from his inky eyebrows to his heels, there was a deep tenderness from top to bottom.

At this moment, she suddenly softened her heart!

The heart is like being soaked in soft rose water, warm, romantic......

There has never been this moment, Geng Yiyuan is so close to her heart, I don't know what touched her nerves, is it his expression or his firmness? Let her suddenly realize that her heart is a little out of control?

What is it? Thrilled? How could it be so sudden, so ...... Unprepared?

How should she cope?!

Although she thought so, she found that there was no trace of panic and nervousness in her heart. faintly seems to be full of inexplicable peace of mind and joy!

Is this how love comes? Came so pretentiously and quietly?

Could this be her awakening to love?!

Similarly, Geng Yiyuan also has a strange feeling, from the time he came back during the Chinese New Year, to now, the bits and pieces of getting along with Cheng Zhaoer are replaying in his heart little by little, quarrels, misunderstandings, intersects, threats, and possession...... A lot of emotions finally converged into the expression he saw on Qin Jingshi's face last night.

That look of regret when you don't meet and don't get married!

He suddenly realized clearly: It is a happy thing to be able to have Cheng Zhao'er, not because of possessiveness and any other external factors, nor because these men have a strong competitive heart because they have taken a fancy to the woman he wants to take in his arms. Not to mention Cheng Zhaoer's strengths and weaknesses, ability and weakness.

It's just because, in the silent passage of time, he suddenly has feelings for this woman!

He didn't want one day, when Cheng Zhao'er really didn't belong to him at all, there was such an expression on his face, the heartache of missing out, he didn't want to have the opportunity to try at all!

Qin Jingshi's expression was like a catalyst, catalyzing out the feelings he hadn't realized yet! Let him have a deep and clear understanding of this feeling!

It was a strong feeling, something he had never experienced in his life with any other woman so far.

His first twenty years old was nothing special, just an ordinary boy who died of his mother's life, his stepmother abused him in different ways, and his father was also very partial, and never disciplined him well! Sometimes when he sees the dogs raised by people in the village, he laughs at himself a little, and his life may not be as good as a dog at that time! However, he hated this woman and the child he brought with him, but he could not do anything about it. Such frustration and hatred and depression kept accumulating and suppressing in his heart, making him eager to become stronger even in his dreams! I dream of breaking free!

The life during that period was gloomy, and if there was a touch of brightness in his life in those years, he should be regarded as Hongying in the same village.

Hongying is his childhood sweetheart. They grew up together as children. When they were children, Feng and Hongying's mother had a very good relationship, and the two did not joke that they would marry their children in the future.

This was heard by the little one, and although he didn't know what it meant at the time, he kept it in his heart! Since he was a child, he has always thought that he would marry Hongying in the future, and he has always regarded her as a family member, he has always thought that he will live like this in his life! Perhaps the biggest thought hidden in my heart is to wait for the marriage in the future, and wait for the opportunity to go outside as an apprentice, and wait until I have the silver. took his wife and children and flew away. As for whether he will retaliate against the Zhang family, he won't think about it at all, because it's still too far away from him!

It's just that I didn't expect to be conscripted later. Hongying also married someone else. From the time Hongying left. Geng Yiyuan removed this person from the boundaries of his family. He could understand Hongying's distress, but emotionally. It's a betrayal.

Then, there was Cheng Zhaoer!

Geng Yiyuan doesn't like Cheng Zhaoer, unlike his family-like feelings for Hongying, Geng Yiyuan really doesn't like Cheng Zhaoer, doesn't like her character, and most importantly, he can't see a wife's care and care for her husband in her eyes.

However, it is very strange, now, it is obviously the same person, and now when he looks at Cheng Zhaoer, he is pleasing to the eye everywhere, beautiful everywhere, and makes him feel happy everywhere.

He suddenly longed that he couldn't wait to marry her back, to live with her, to talk to her, to quarrel with her, and to experience the bits and pieces of life with her.

He wants to be close to her!

As he thought just now, this time, he didn't have any distractions, and he didn't have any miscellaneous thoughts to get close to her! Cheng Zhaoer may feel very sudden, but he doesn't feel sudden. Maybe on the first day he came back from the Chinese New Year, when he met for the first time, her figure was planted in his heart, and then after temptation, running-in, and heart-to-heart, his emotions were finally catalyzed by Qin Jingshi, the "enemy" who coveted Cheng Zhao'er......

His feelings have already been reborn and stood out all of a sudden!

He took a step forward, his nose and lips gently stepped forward, sniffing Cheng Zhao'er's hair and forehead, and after a while, he gently rested his chin on the top of Cheng Zhao'er's head, and said in a coquettish and affectionate tone that he thought he would never use in this life: "Zhao'er, let's get married, I want to live with you!" ”

didn't explain why, just a simple sentence, but Cheng Zhaoer felt that this sentence was completely enough, maybe this is the love she has been waiting for a long time, and even doubted for a while?!

She suddenly had a sour nose, and she didn't speak, neither nodding nor shaking her head, but just took a step closer gently, buried her face in the warm chest in front of her, and waited quietly.

She suddenly remembered what a familiar aunt said to her in her previous life, it should be that your fate will never run away, and when fate arrives, it will come, even if this person has thousands of shortcomings in front of outsiders, you can see his good in your eyes. And before you met your own fate, all your assumptions about the other half were just empty talk......

Now, inexplicably, fate has quietly arrived! However, it made her feel profound! She felt that her previous evasion and all her thoughts were nothing more than her struggle and intransigence in the face of the unknown! Now that she thinks about it, she can't remember how she felt at that time, maybe it was just a process of growing up!

Is this what love doesn't know and goes deep?

She suddenly felt that she had awakened! There is no warning or reason!

Geng Yiyuan didn't speak, quietly hugged her, and this moment seemed to become eternal.

I don't know how long it took, Geng Yiyuan said softly: "Let's be filial to our parents and raise children together in the future, you have to always be by my side, we will face each other in the morning and dusk, and we will grow old!" ”

Not many words, very simple, no flowery rhetoric, just an oath!

Cheng Zhao'er buried her face deeper, forced herself to put down her heart that had not stopped trembling since Geng Yiyuan spoke today, and said softly and firmly: "I believe!" ”

What responded to her was Geng Yiyuan's fiery hug, as if he wanted to rub her to the bones.

At this moment, she suddenly understood him better, no matter how many sides he had, she felt the sincerity of his face to her, and that was enough.

After a while, Geng Yiyuan said softly: "When my father and mother come back, I will understand my father and mother, and with my father's consent, we will get married!" ”

After thinking about it, he said with some guilt: "I'm not by your side for the time being, you don't have to go back to the house in Yehe Village, just live on my father's side, Rong Rui and I are not at home, Rong Feng Rongnian is still young, and my father and mother also need you to take care of it!" ”

and said firmly: "Don't worry, no matter what happens in the future, I will find a way to let us live together, and I won't be separated all the time, just leave this matter to me!" ”

He muttered to himself: "I'm going to talk to my father-in-law, can I ask for leave, I must not wronged you this time, I must let you marry me beautifully, and I must not be as sloppy as last time......"

I thought of something again: "By the way, I got a lot of money when I came back outside, I have been quietly hiding, now it's okay, I have a daughter-in-law again, all by your side, if you like something, just buy it, don't save ......"

Geng Yiyuan at this time is more like a child, eager to show all his advantages and good things to the people he likes.

Cheng Zhaoer has been listening silently, no matter what he said is right or wrong, whether she agrees or denies, she is silent, feeling that it is enough to hug each other quietly and enjoy this good time.

As for the rest, it's all unimportant things, there's no need to bother, just discuss it later!

It wasn't until it got dark that Cheng Changqing's family of three came back.

Cheng Zhao'er finished dinner, Geng Yiyuan helped Cheng Zhao'er do housework for a while, played a few laps with Yuanyuan and bolts, and discussed with Cheng Rongfeng and Cheng Rongnian how to make a slingshot.

Seeing that Cheng Changqing and the others were back, Geng Yiyuan glanced at Cheng Zhao'er, and thought about finding a better opportunity to tell Cheng Changqing and the Li family about it.

It's just that the expressions of the three of them are really not very good, Cheng Changqing is very angry, there are tears in Li's eyes, and Cheng Rongrui also has a look of humiliation, Cheng Zhaoer and Geng Yiyuan looked at each other, at a glance, is this a big deal?

Cheng Zhaoer asked: "What's the matter!" ”

After Cheng Changqing sat down, he sighed, he really didn't know what to say about those people in the old house!

When Li heard this, his red eyes shed tears again, and the few small ones in the family didn't make a fuss, they seemed to be able to feel that the atmosphere was wrong, and the mood was low, and they stood aside obediently.

Cheng Rongrui stepped forward and hugged Li, he didn't know how to say anything about this. To his grandmother, he found out that he had never known them!

Geng Yiyuan pulled the curtain knowingly, found an excuse to help clean up the cattle pen, glanced at Cheng Zhao'er again, and went out, and when he left, he also took four children with him. (To be continued......)

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