The world is cruel and real......

My name is He Wenjing, I am 17 years old this year, and I am studying at a certain university. My appearance is average, only the face of the public, that is, I can catch a bunch of similar people in the crowd.

I work very my studies, and when others are playing, I review in the classroom. When I got home, I didn't waste half of my time playing, and I still read with books.

Why do I work so hard?

Because of my poor family environment, my dad left with a beautiful aunt a year ago and only threw a divorce agreement to my mom. In this way, my mother became a single mother and supported the family by herself.

Since then, I have been silently determined to study hard in my heart. When you grow up, you save money to reduce your mother's burden. So that she doesn't have to be so tired.

But providence, my mother went to the hospital for a check-up because of the unbearable stomach pain. But it turned out to give me the feeling that the sky was falling, that none of this was real.

The doctor told me that my mother had stomach cancer, and it was in the middle stage, and if she didn't continue to treat it with expensive drugs, it would be in an advanced stage, and there was no way to recover.

I didn't cry because I knew it was useless and would only weaken me. But my mood is still unlawfully calm for a long time, and I still have a sense of heartbreak.

I went back to the ward where my mother lived, and when I saw my haggard mother, my heart was sour. When my mother saw me, she smiled and asked, "Jing'er, the doctor told you how my physical condition is?" If not, it is better to be discharged from the hospital earlier, the cost here is too expensive. ”

I shook my head and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just that I'm going to be hospitalized for treatment, and I'll get better soon." "I didn't dare to tell my mother this cruel truth, because my mother had suffered so much.

Mom didn't ask anything, but there was a trace of sadness in her eyes, as if she knew something.

I took care of my mom for a long time and then went back to school. But I can't study seriously in my heart, and my mind is full of how to make money in a short period of time. We didn't have much savings in the family, and my dad didn't leave a penny before he left.

"What's wrong?" A boy walked up to me and asked kindly.

"I didn't ...... It's okay. I replied with a vague attitude. This boy is the person I like in my heart, but I have never had the courage to say goodbye to him.

"But your sad face and absent-minded look can't be something wrong at home." He asked worriedly.

I didn't respond to him, just shook my head.

After school, I walked dazedly down the street home.

"Handsome guy, are you interested in having a shot, it's very cheap to pack a night." At this time, I saw a woman standing on the street in front of me beckoning customers, and I suddenly stopped.

I struggled inwardly, but for the sake of my mother, I still made up my mind.

That's right, I did the help.

I went through a website where I posted what I looked like and what I was like.

I don't know if I'm still a virgin, but in less than an hour, I received hundreds of orders. I chose a list with the highest bounty and followed the time and place to pass.

I didn't think much about it at the time, I just saved money to help my mother get treatment.

I came to a hotel, stood in front of a room, and I stood blankly in front of the door for a few minutes.

Then I shook my head, plucked up my determination, and knocked on the door.

The door opened, and an ugly face appeared to me, a fat man, with a pockmarked face.

"Are you good?" The fat man looked me up and down with lewd eyes, giving me goosebumps.

I nodded, obediently my nickname in the aid network.

The fat man immediately turned the corners of his mouth at an evil angle, and pulled me into the room with all his might. His body was just wearing a pair of bottoms, and his upper body was exposed in front of my eyes, and the clumps of fat made me feel sick.

"You go take a shower first." The fat man commanded.

I did as I was told, went to the laundry room, rinsed some water, and walked out wrapped in a white scarf.

I saw that the fat man had taken off his underwear, revealing his lower body. I stared blankly at the bulging flesh, nervous and scared.

Before I could react, the fat man pounced on me and pushed me to the bed. His lower body was pushed hard under me, and I instantly felt the pain of my lower body being torn, which made me feel suffocated.

The fat man kept sprinting, and I kept screaming in pain, and my hands clutched the sheets.

After a few minutes, the fat man's body shook and shot something into my lower body, making me feel a hot feeling.

"Hehe, it's really a virgin!" The fat man said excitedly, looking at the blood stains on the bed with a look of ecstasy.

And I hadn't recovered from the pain until the bills were thrown in my face.

"Obediently, I'll take care of you, what do you think." The fat man said obscenely.

I looked at the banknotes in front of me, and they were roughly 5,000 yuan, and I only knew that it was my mother's life-saving money. I agreed to the fat man's request without the slightest hesitation.

I went back to the hospital and gave all the money to my nurse. Then I went to my mother's side, and continued to care about my mother as if nothing had happened.

A month passed, and I was raised by a fat man for a month. Every day, a luxury car will be waiting for me at the school gate, which is specially sent by the fat man to pick me up.

And some of my classmates who knew my family background would look at me with contempt as if they had guessed something.

I didn't pay attention to it, because I only knew about my mother's illness, and if she didn't have the money, she would have left me.

But the truth knocked me down again, and a month later, the fat man didn't send a car again.

I called and found out that the fat man had given up on me because he had found a new love. But I don't think it's okay because I can continue to do aid to save money.

Not long after, before I could find a new client again, the hospital called me and said that my mother's condition had suddenly become serious. I immediately ran to the hospital, where my mother had already been taken to the operating room.

I waited silently, praying in my heart that my mother would be safe.

An hour passed, and the doctor walked out of the operating room. I hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Is my mom okay?" ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "We've done our best, I'm sorry. ”

I instantly had a heartbreak and couldn't believe it was true. I couldn't hold back my tears and flowed.

I cried for two whole days, and I've cried twice in my life. One is when I was born, and one is when my mother leaves.

I went back to school, walked up to him, handed him a note, and left.

I walked to the roof of the school building and looked at the scenery in the distance, looking relieved.

"There is no more concern, no more remembrance." With that, I jumped and fell with tears in the corners of my eyes.

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In fact, life is so cruel and ruthless, sometimes we can't accept it and face it. But that's the truth, doom is inescapable.