After Keiko and I walked out of the hotel, we took a taxi to Shenzhen ZTE. We didn't say anything along the way. Both were silent! It seems that both of them have "secrets" that they don't want people to know.

After a few turns, the taxi came to Shenzhen ZTE Zhongxing Company.

After I got out of the car, there was someone who wanted to carry my backpack, but who knew that Keiko stopped me: "Chen Lixing, bring me my suitcase." When she finished speaking, she looked at me with a pair of big eyes full of affection. I looked back at her stupidly and replied, "Okay!

Actually, I also want to see more of her big watery eyes, but I'm afraid that I will like her unconsciously!

To be honest, sometimes I really want to find someone to love me, but as far as our family is concerned, who can afford it!

I dragged her lockbox and walked straight to the company's door. She muttered behind my back, and even though I wanted to turn back, I didn't care about it. Love is inherently difficult to explain, so why force yourself?

After I dragged her suitcase to the PR lady, I went to the boss's office, because I wanted to know what kind of work Wang Xinran had arranged for me!

I went to the boss's office and knocked on the door, and a familiar voice came from inside: "Please come in!" "When I pushed the door open and entered, I was stunned by the scene in front of me.

"Miss Keiko Yamashima, what's wrong with you?" I stammered.

Keiko sat in her chair and looked at my surprised expression and replied, "What? Thought heck? ”

I rubbed my eyes with my hands, patted my face, and after confirming that I wasn't dreaming, I asked: Aren't you still in the PR department? How can you be faster than me, is it......

"Who called you stupid, you take the stairs, I take the elevator, and I will naturally walk in front of you," she said, looking at me.

I wiped the cold sweat that broke out from the corners of my forehead: no wonder.

As soon as I finished speaking, she suddenly seemed to be a different person, and yelled at me, "Did you deliberately peek at me changing clothes this morning, say." ”

When we heard her words, it was like being struck by lightning, and before we knew it, our feet began to tremble, and our heartbeat began to accelerate.

I didn't mean to! I didn't mean to! I said scaredly.

I tried to keep myself calm, but the more I tried to do this, the more I shivered.

When she saw me like this, she scolded again: "Seeing that you are shaking so much, it means that you have a problem, did you treat me last night, ah?" Say, if you don't make it clear to me, you won't want to get out of this door today. ”

I thought: she was so drunk last night, no matter how we explain it, she won't believe it, so let's just not explain, the explanation is a cover-up! There's a fart to explain. It's better to save saliva and conserve physical strength. Ignore it, ignore it absolutely! Not only do I ignore it, but I want to ignore it. I made up my mind in my heart that silence is golden. Don't answer, don't pay attention, watch her crazy, follow her crazy, let her go crazy by herself!

She saw that I didn't speak for a long time, thinking that I really did her, and actually cried. Teardrops like raindrops were dripping on the ground, and in the quiet room, except for the sound of breathing, it was tick-tick.

I wanted to comfort her, but then I thought of what the university teacher said - pear blossoms bring rain. So I had a plan again, I'll see you cry a pear blossom with rain for us to see, anyway, we haven't done anything sorry for you, why did you wronged us? Hum!

I just watched her cry! I didn't expect to really cry out in the end that pear blossoms bring rain, which is a kind of beauty and a kind of heartbreak.

I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so I had no choice but to take out a pack of tissues that I had been reluctant to use for more than ten years, walked up to her and handed it to her and said: Mr. Keiko Yamashima, don't cry, wipe your tears!

I saw that she ignored me, so I had to work myself, tear open the tissue, and hand it to her. But I didn't expect her to even look at me.

I mustered up the courage to pick up the tissue, bent down and wiped her tears, hesitate when my hand was about to touch her white and flawless face. I'm afraid that she will slap me like Wu Jing, and then hit me again. Seven orifices bleed, unrecognizable, miserable!

I looked at her hesitantly and whispered, "Please don't cry, okay?" I didn't do anything sorry for you, I slept in the hotel hallway last night. I won't lie to you, if I dare to lie to you, let me thunder and thunder in the sky, and die without a place to be buried, okay! She just burst into tears and glared at me, as if indifferent to my words. I continued to whisper: I wiped your tears for you, don't be angry, and don't scold me. After I finished speaking, seeing that she had no intention of hitting me, I reached out and approached her face, and the moment my hand touched her face, my hand was electrocuted! A powerful "electric current" came from my hand to my heart, and it instantly creeped out to my bones. Shaking a little, I tried to suppress my breath and stay calm! Carefully wiped the tears from her face.

I've never seen her so closely, and she's so beautiful! Like flowers and jade, like spring water!

But I didn't dare to look at it more, and after wiping the tears from her face, I stayed away from her, afraid that she would scold me again.

It took a long time for Keiko to stop crying! In the quiet office, there is finally less fear!

In fact, we are not people who are greedy for life and afraid of death, we just don't want them to be sad and sad, life is short, and happiness is the foundation! It's a day to be happy, it's a day to be unhappy, so why be sad? Saddened?

Keiko wiped her eyes with her hand, got up from her chair, looked at me with an extremely angry expression and scolded, "You still don't go to clean? Why are you still stunned? I thought that the headquarters sent me a manager-level, but I didn't think it was a garbage, or I was found in Shanghai! Hum! ”

After I heard her words, I was full of complaints, and I wanted to explode immediately, but I thought that I had just arrived in Shenzhen and had not yet gained a stable foothold, so I didn't plan to confront her, and I didn't have a good life if I offended the leader, so I turned around and walked out of her office.

I walked to the logistics department and found mops, wiping cloths, basins and other cleaning tools to do what the lowest people in society do!

Although this company is not as big as the head office, but it is not small, even if there are five people to clean the first floor, at least it will take several hours, although I am only responsible for cleaning the second floor, but I have only cleaned a third of the place after cleaning a few hours alone, I do not feel that I have changed from a vigorous young man to an old man without fighting spirit. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: I thought that after studying for a master's degree, I would be better and more noble than others, but I didn't expect that now I am not as good as picking up garbage outside. Why is life always so cruel? Destroying this innocent life, devouring this mutilated soul.

The second floor of the company is pasted with white floor tiles, unlike the purple one on the first floor, so it is easy to see the traces as soon as people walk by. There are always a few SBs who deliberately pretend to be very busy, as if I can't see them, always walking up and down the aisle, looking at their disdainful eyes and triumphant looks, I really don't feel good in my heart. But it can't be helped, who called us a miserable child?

I was busy working alone until eight o'clock in the evening to finish the cleaning on the second floor.

I put the cleaning tools in the back of the logistics department and put my backpack on my back. "Wandering" went, because there was a bit of a conflict with Keiko today, so she didn't arrange a dormitory for me, but I don't want to live here either. I can't see those SBs who look down on me all day long. I don't want to see Keiko again.

After I walked out of the door of the company, I walked down the street alone, and a cold night breeze blew in front of me, I don't know if it was to snub me, a person who sleeps on the street, or to satirize my "childishness". I walked to the commissary and bought a pack of three pieces of Xiao Zunyi from the shopkeeper of the commissary. He continued to wander the streets. Faced with this bustling and unfamiliar city, I didn't know where I was staying, and I didn't know where to go, and suddenly my whole person became like a wooden man without thoughts. A so-called walking dead.

Suddenly, my mobile phone rang, and when I took it out, I saw that it was Wang Xinran calling. I answered the phone and he said on the phone: "Hey, Chen Lixing, where are you now?" Her insignificant greeting, for me now, is simply a fire in winter. I replied excitedly: I am shopping on the streets of Shenzhen now, and I don't want to tell her directly that I don't even have a place to live, and I don't want her to look down on me. She said again: "You are quite accustomed to Shenzhen, just two or three days to start shopping, it seems that Shenzhen is really suitable for you, you will be in Shenzhen in the future." "Alas! In fact, how did she know how embarrassing my situation was now? It's only a few hundred dollars on the whole body, and it is estimated that it will be a problem to use it until the end of the month. Look at my own clothes, the white lines have been exposed, and the heels of the shoes have been degummed. Look how sad this is! I smiled bitterly and replied: Even if you don't adapt, you don't have to adapt, the fittest survive, and the unfit perish. Otherwise, I'm a college student, how can I go back to work as a cleaner?

She laughed a few times on the phone and said: What's wrong with being a cleaner, it's a shame to be a cleaner, you think you're the only one who doesn't want to be a cleaner, and people who are cleaners aren't just unwilling to do it, but for the sake of life, there is no choice. You can think of it as a kind of training. I'll ask Keiko to give you more wages. I still have something to do, hang up first. I hung up so without worrying, I put my phone in my pocket. Light a cigarette and walk into the night.