DAY 190 Younger brother
"So, my brother and I are each other's 'the only ones we can trust and love each other'. They are the only bonds that bind each other in this world, and they are constantly cut off by everyone. We think of each other in everything we do, because the other person will definitely think of us first. Every time I buy a gift for the other person, I am very happy and happy, because I think of the smiling face that the other person will show after getting the gift, I am even happier than I got the gift. ”
"Because it was the other party, I taught myself what 'softness' and 'belonging' were."
"It's like occasionally, it's just a cup of hot water, but if the other party hands it to you, it's several times more warm and heartwarming than a stranger. When I am sad, I can expose all my shortcomings to him without any scruples, and I will tell him all my secrets with confidence, because he is there, so I know that even if something bad happens, I don't have to fight it alone; Even if you lose something, you don't get too much trouble with it - at least you still have him. ”
"And we both know that we are to each other, just as each other is to ourselves, and we are irreplaceable. When I think of this, I feel an indescribable sense of steadfastness and peace of mind in my heart. ”
"It's a pity...... I've lost him because of my stupidity......"
I thought of my brother, and my heart was torn apart. My breathing became rapid, and I felt as if the air was starting to thin out, and I felt like I couldn't breathe.
"So I really want to know how he's doing, if he's okay. For his well-being. I can give everything - not because of the theory that 'my mood must be judged by other people's circumstances', but because I want to know if the other person is okay or not, just as the other person wants to know if I am okay or not. ”
"This kind of affection is mutual and circulating." I looked at Jynn and said earnestly, "Maybe the reason you can't understand is because you don't have a circulating object yet. But once you understand it, you'll find out. In fact, there is someone who cares. It's a very beautiful thing. ”
Jynn looked down and thought for a long time, then looked up at me calmly: "Although I still don't know much, I seem to understand a little bit about why you are so anxious about your brother...... Well, I'll tell you about him now. ”
said. She raised her hand. A computer moved in front of my eyes.
"I don't know if that's what you want to see. But...... That's the only thing I can offer you right now - he's no longer with us. It was transferred to headquarters...... Only the headquarters could save him. Jynn pointed to the screen, and the image that made my head explode and said, "...... Extensive destruction of the body. We'll give him a skin graft right away, but the outcome depends on his own willpower......"
Jynn kept saying something in my ear, but in my head, her voice seemed to fade away from my ears. All I could hear and see at the moment was the boy lying in the nursing cabin on the computer screen in front of me.
Even though more than 80% of his body was burned by the flames and his limbs were already mutilated, he still had a serene expression, as if he had only fallen asleep temporarily, and when it was dawn, he would still wake up on time, still smile at me and say good morning, still complain that I always didn't listen to his arrangements and commands, or say "sister" to me with a little nasal voice. It was as if he had never suffered this terrible catastrophe, as if nothing had happened, as if he was still within reach of me.
"Yu Nuo." Someone shook me violently, and I suddenly woke up from my own world. I looked at the person who was shaking me a little blankly, it was Jynn, she was looking at me with a frown, her mouth was open and her mouth was closed, but I couldn't listen to anything at the moment.
She seemed to see my daunting at the moment, and slapped me directly and unceremoniously. I felt a tingling in my cheeks, and then I heard what she was talking about at the moment: "...... I've been shaking you for a long time, and I've called you several times, haven't you heard? Why did you ignore me? And what are you crying about? I'm not showing you this to see how you react. ”
I'm crying? I raised my hand to wipe it off my face in confusion, and I actually touched a wet tear on my hand - it turned out that the outburst of emotion was really uncontrollable.
How did he end up like this?!! I looked at the screen again, stunned, and the boy lying in the nursing cabin, still asleep, and looking so distressed that he wanted to kill myself, was really my sunny, handsome, warm-hearted, and mischievous brother?!!
- All of them...... Because I...... Not only did I fail to protect him...... And hurt him......
I lowered my head and inhaled a few mouthfuls of snot, then raised my head again and asked in a hoarse voice, "Didn't you say that I would be a 'volunteer' to give them the best treatment?" Why is he still like this? What about your K? Doesn't it mean that there is some strong healing power?! ”
"K's healing power is impossible to use on this. His power is also limited, and can only be used to heal the warriors who are still fighting the battle. This time, asking K to help your brother 'come back to life' is already an exception. For the rest of the work, we'll have to go through the normal process to treat your brother. Jynn's voice sounded particularly cold at the moment.
"Oh, really?" My tone immediately cooled. Just stared at her directly, and didn't speak for a while. She didn't answer either, and looked straight at me. After a while, I lowered my head first, and did not look at her again, but lowered my eyes and said to her in a somewhat low voice: "What is ...... 'work'?" I do. But if I can do the 'job' twice as much, please let K treat my brother. ”
"You're not qualified to take on the 'job' right now, and your current mission is the same as that of the Zoe and Josh twins, staying at the base camp to train first. Until the 'Commanders' who have trained you are sure that your abilities are sufficient, you can begin the 'work' that we have assigned to you. Jynn didn't care at all about my state at the moment, and said to me in a very businesslike tone, "I don't care what happened to your brother or not, there are so many people in the company who are in such a situation, we can't make a special exception to anyone - and I don't think that with the results of your recent 'interview', your 'ability' is enough for you to do our 'job' twice." (To be continued.) )