Chapter 55: Confused Brain
Their faces were hidden under the black hats, although they could not see the whole picture, but they could also feel the cold expressions, they walked in unison, dressed in uniform, there were five people in total, tall and depressed, like five mountains, crashing towards us......
The person who walked in the front, at the moment when he was about to touch the thunder line, the thunder line moved, giving up a position, I saw this, and immediately followed behind the thunder line to make a way, and then nervously turned back, Shanshan also moved quickly to the side, no one touched the 5 huge strange people.
But...... But Xiao Zhang, who was at the end of the line, stood like a wooden man! Motionless!
"Hey! Get out of the way! I whispered anxiously, lest the five giants would hear, though I knew what would happen if I alarmed them.
But the strange thing is that the five weirdos stopped in front of Xiao Zhang one after another, as if they were originally here for him! At this moment, Xiao Zhang, with slightly furrowed eyebrows and empty eyes, didn't seem to be surprised by their arrival at all.
Odd! Those five people aren't my hallucinations? Is it Xiao Zhang's hallucination? It's just that I can see his hallucinations? What are they going to do? It looks like I'm going to take Xiao Zhang away! Sure enough, Xiao Zhang turned around! And walked slowly forward, the five giants behind him followed......
"Don't! Don't go! It's an illusion! Hallucination! Don't believe it! Come back! "I started shouting, many people commit suicide inexplicably because of hallucinations, and where is Xiao Zhang going to be taken by hallucinations at this moment? Will it go astray? Will it fall under the bridge?
But Xiao Zhang didn't seem to hear my voice at all, and just walked forward silently, and the five black giants were like messengers sent from the underworld, finding the person they were looking for, and then bringing him into another world......
I can't just watch Xiao Zhang fall into a desperate situation! If you can't call him back, I'm going to deadlift him back!
However, just as I was about to run in the direction of Xiao Zhang, suddenly, my arm was grabbed by a big hand, and when I looked back, it was thunder!
"Thunder! Fast! Fast! Pull Xiao Zhang back! He's gone farther and farther! "I was staring at their background for only a few seconds, but it looked like it was far, far away from us......
But Lei Xing ignored me, but wiped his cow tears on my eyes, and when I opened my eyes again, I found that where there was still Xiao Zhang's shadow, which had long since disappeared, and the bridge had been covered by clouds......
"Thunder! Why are you stopping me! I burst into tears, I couldn't accept that life was disappearing under my nose, even though Xiao Zhang was already dead.
"Brother Lei, don't you keep saying that you don't have enough time? If you delay for her for so long, we will all be dead! "Shanshan was coquettish beside Lei Xing, but I was sad about what happened to Xiao Zhang and didn't pay attention to Shanshan.
"You're leaving, you're going first! Why do you want to come with me? Lei Xing yelled at Shanshan beside him.
Shanshan, who was still twisting her waist just now, suddenly retracted, and said timidly and whispered: "I'm not worried about myself, I'm worried about the goose on your back, I don't want her to be affected......"
"How can Yan'er compare with you! Shut up! Lei Xing roared again, and then he didn't speak, hiding behind Lei Xing, his head down, but those sharp eyes kept staring at me viciously.
Only then did Lei Xing realize that he had been holding my arm tightly, and suddenly let go of me, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you, I'm also in a hurry."
"I just don't understand," I stared blankly at the direction where Xiao Zhang disappeared with tears on my face: "Didn't you say that he is a person who has lost a hundred times?" So why do you still hallucinate and eventually fall? And you, why didn't you let me save him? ”
"Let's talk as we walk", Lei Xing held the goose on his back with one hand, and led me who was crying with the other, "That's not his hallucination, but your hallucination, he really doesn't care, but you have, you have him, you have always had an inextricable guilt for him in your heart!" ”
"But...... But I wasn't taken away, he was taken away! I asked, puzzled.
"He didn't belong here, but you just asked me why Xiao Zhang didn't hallucinate, and after I explained it to you, you once again recognized the fact that 'he is dead', so you will see him being taken away from this hallucination!"
"What? He was taken away, just my hallucinations? Didn't he get taken away? I looked behind me, and now I was walking side by side with Lei Xing, and there was only Shanshan behind me! What about Xiao Zhang? Didn't he not get taken away? It stands to reason that I've already wiped the cow's tears, and I should be able to see him now! But what about others? And Lei Xing's words were not entirely correct, I continued to defend: "I already knew that he was dead, not just now, you said that I understood this, and only then did I have the illusion of 'he was taken away', it doesn't seem to make sense......"
"I'm talking about your subconscious! After all, when you see a big living person in front of you, in your heart, he is a normal person, otherwise, why do you ask me, why doesn't Xiao Zhang hallucinate, such a question? Think about it, a person who has long since died, that is, a person who does not exist, where does any hallucination come from? ”
Lei Xing's words seem to make some sense...... But my mind is so confused, I can't figure out that relationship at all!
"You mean, when I subconsciously realized that Xiao Zhang was dead, so I made up my own brain, and a messenger from the underworld took him away?"
"Yes!"
"That'...... That is, no one took him away? ”
"Yes".
"What about others? If you don't take it away, shouldn't you still be there? What about the man? With that, I looked around again to make sure there was no shadow of Xiao Zhang.
"He's long dead, he hasn't existed since the moment he died!"
"What?" I shouted in surprise, "Ever since I came to the psychiatric hospital, there have been hallucinations about Xiao Zhang?" And this illusion has nothing to do with the mirror bridge? ”
"Yes".
"For ...... Why ......" I muttered, not quite believing what Lei Xing said.
"Think about it, do you have any knots in your heart about Xiao Zhang, is there something that has been stuck in your heart and can't be put down?"
"I ...... About Xiao Zhang? ”
"Hmm...... Or, have you done anything to be sorry for Xiao Zhang that makes you feel very guilty? ”
I did something sorry for Xiao Zhang? Hehe, he's not my husband, and I didn't cheat, where did I come from to be sorry for him! (To be continued.) )