Chapter 1: Past Life, Present Life
The clouds were heavy outside, just like that day.
That day, the person I loved decided to leave me, and it was so cloudy and dark outside. At the airport, he was unabashedly clasped with her fingers, and I thought that meant it all. But I don't think it's enough to explain everything. I've been through so much with him, there's no reason to ...... So, I made up my mind to ignore it, and wanted to hear what he had to say, and maybe I could let myself die.
"I'm sorry." After three simple words, he was silent.
"Why?" Even though I think there are a thousand words, I can only say these two words.
"Does it matter? You chased after you and wanted to know this? Isn't it possible that the reason is not to love and to be tired of it? "He's a little impatient.
"Really?" I asked softly, and then firmly self-denial: "You won't ......"
"Are you overconfident?" Ridicule floated on his face, "You have to hear that answer, maybe even more unacceptable, knowing that you can't continue, why don't you let go, why do you have to let me hurt you?" ”
"No, I want to listen, I want to know when and for what you let go of me."
"We've been together for 7 years, and to be honest, it's really annoying with someone for 7 years. Yingying is different, she is more interesting than you and can help me more, we decided to go abroad together, you know that if you can study medicine abroad, it will be very different to come back. ”
"That's it? Just to go abroad? With tears in my eyes, I said urgently: "I can too, you wait, I'm saving money, I can ...... with you"
"Xiaoqing, forget it, okay?" He interrupted me, and I stared at him, as if I saw a trace of unbearability in his eyes in my teary eyes, and when I looked closely, it was dark. His hand seemed to help me wipe the tears from my face, but he raised it and stopped. "Xiaoqing, you can find a better person, really. You have this capital. He laughed like this, he liked to laugh at the corners of his mouth like this, he liked to laugh like this every time he talked to me, and I was obsessed with such a smile. But now, there is a hint of desolation in this smile.
I may be crazy, he dumped me and went abroad with a rich second generation, what is there about him to be desolate, or it should be me desolate. I have this capital to find better, of course I know. Although I am not as rich as Bai Yingying, who inherited the family business, I am still working as a department head in a large company, and I am more than enough. And although he doesn't look like a country and a city, how can he say that he broke through from twenty or thirty people to catch up with me back then, and I still have this self-confidence.
"Brother Hui, I've got my boarding pass." Bai Yingying came and picked him up. She wears a white dress, which is as bright as her name, and people can't open their eyes,
"Let's go." He let her pull him and walked towards the security entrance.
"Sunset!" After I screamed, I couldn't get out of my words.
He was stunned, and finally did not look back.
Later, I have no memory of how I got out of the airport, how I drove, and how I had an accident, but I woke up and came to this strange time and space and became this strange person.
The rain finally began to fall clearly.
The past is unbearable. I couldn't help but sigh. "Alas!"
With a bang, I didn't look back, and I knew that it was my third brother in this life. "My fifth sister, you are only twelve years old, but you always look sad, people who don't know how old you are......"
"Ding Muyu, you don't care about me, my father doesn't care about me much, what do you want?" My private emotions were peeped through, and my face was a little unbearable, and I became angry.
This strange time and space is still in a feudal society, and the dynasty is called Ming, but it is not the Ming Dynasty that I learned from my previous history. The surname of Chaotianzi is Jiang. In my memory, it seems that no emperor has this surname.
When I first arrived in this life, I was already an eight-year-old girl with a noble status, and she was the fifth lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, Ding Muqing. is not a descendant, but he was born to the same mother as the only male in the prime minister's house. This man is the third brother Ding Muyu, our mother, and the third lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion. There is also the eldest sister Ding Muyun born to her mother-in-law, and the second sister Ding Muyan born to the second lady. I heard that there was originally a fourth sister born to the same mother, but unfortunately died.
The eldest lady's maiden name is Wu, and her father was an official to the second grade of the Ministry of Rites, when he married Ding Xiang, Ding Xiang was only a fourth-grade local official. And Wu Shangshu had a good eye and married his daughter to him. After Ding Xiang's momentum, Wu Shangshu also retreated bravely, and now he only has a vacant position, but he also has the respect of the imperial court, and many of his protégés who stayed in the court have also become one of Ding Xiang's important helps. And the second mother's family is just an ordinary merchant family, but it is better than wealth, I heard that it was because the eldest mother took the initiative to find a marriage for Ding Xiang after giving birth to a daughter. And the third lady, who is the eldest lady's dowry girl, also entered the door in the same year. The two ladies gave birth to a daughter and a boy respectively to Ding Xiang in the same year, and Ding Muyan was a few months older than Ding Muyu. And after Ding Muqing was born, Ding Xiang accepted the current fourth lady, the daughter of a small landlord.
This Ding Muqing, who is said to be the young lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, is also considered a golden branch and jade leaf, but no one disciplines her. Going down to the river to fish and going to the house to uncover the tiles is what she often does. The other two ladies of the Prime Minister's Mansion have been strictly educated since childhood, and they are proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and the third brother is not only outstanding in writing, but also good at kung fu, and is also good at riding and shooting. But this fifth lady did not arrange any classes, so that before I became her, she should have been illiterate. I heard that she accidentally fell down while climbing a tree and was in a coma for three days and three nights before waking up, but at that time, it was me who woke up. Since the age of eight, I have liked to read books by myself, and there is no shortage of books in the Prime Minister's House. Although no one cares about this fifth lady, the food and clothing are still excellent, naturally I want to read of course there is no problem, although the first time I took the book to read, Rulan thought I was joking, of course I also told her to keep a low profile. Therefore, although I am definitely a talented woman now, no one knows about it. It's just that except for my "daddy", Ding Xiang Ding Zhiyi. When he first heard that I was literate, he was very open, as if I was supposed to be like this, and I was a little puzzled about that.
There are two theories in the prime minister's house about why my fifth lady is unsupervised, one is that the fourth sister who died young seems to have been sick because of her heavy studies, and she died later. Therefore, Ding Xiang and the third lady vowed that if there were any more children, they would never be forced again, and let him (her) grow up freely. There is also a theory that Ding Xiang remarried after the third lady gave birth to the fifth lady, so he did not love this little daughter.
I tend to the first statement, because Ding Xiang, that is, my father, except for not sending anyone to teach the craft, is not inferior to others in other aspects, or even better. As for the third lady, I haven't seen it once, it seems that Ding Muqing died of illness when she was one year old. The fifth lady was raised by the second lady, and the third brother was raised by the eldest lady. Since I came, all of them have been taken care of by my third brother, although he was only eleven years old at the time, but it made me feel unusually warm in this strange time and space. Of course, I like him because of my bad roots - I like handsome guys. Hehe, the third brother is really handsome, so much so that I was shocked when I first arrived, the eleven-year-old handsome guy, thick eyebrows and big eyes, facial features seem to be carved, especially like his short thick eyebrows, adding a touch of joy to his picturesque appearance. Of course, one thing I know very well is that he is my brother, so I like him very pure and academic.
"Qingqing, Dad doesn't care about you, but ......" He wanted to say but stopped, just gently pulled my hand. In the past four years, I have become accustomed to some intimate actions with my third brother.
"Nothing, I'm not here for this." I shook my head, not wanting to understand why. In me, it's good to read books, but I don't want to learn anything about calligraphy, painting and embroidery. In my previous life, I was already a good guzheng player, so this qin was also exempt.
The third brother tightened my hand, pulled me out, and said, "Do you know, the eldest sister has made the crown princess, and she is about to announce the decree, and the prince is also here, and the whole family wants to welcome it." ”
Yes, the eldest lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion should be worthy of the prince. Eldest sister, she is seventeen years old this year, and it is time to get married. And Ding Xiang finally made a choice. I just don't know what the emperor thinks......