A night of pain, a thousand sorrows, made the heart full of scars boiling, tossing and turning, boiling out two big dark circles.

The rooster cries in the east and white, a new day

officially began, Jianming sat up from the bed, bloodshot panda eyes, full of endless lingering, unforgettable old feelings, how long has life endured?

Sweating, gritting his teeth to finish another day's work, Jianming collapsed to the ground, without any strength.

"Xiaoming, there will be heavy rain tomorrow, you have a good rest for a day, if you can't do it, go to the hospital to get a bottle drip, you see how tired you are!"

"Alas, Brother Lu, I dreamed again last night, and I didn't dare to close my eyes all night, so it's strange if I'm not tired."

"Ah, after doing so much work yesterday, you still have the energy to dream, brother, hold on for a few more days, and when I am free, I will go to LS County to have a look, and let the goddess exorcise evil spirits for you."

"Oh, okay, Brother Lu, I'll go back first."

Jian Ming was really tired, his eyelids weighed like a thousand catties, his back was sore and his legs were weak, worse than the king who had just conquered a hundred times, and he wanted to sleep well, but the pain in his heart made him sleepless.

Riding home cautiously, Jianming took a shower, lazily slumped on the sofa, and the bedroom was full of 'her' breath, so that he didn't dare to live anymore, so he could only put the sofa on the sofa and take him to sleep.

"Xiaoming, go to bed early after eating, go on a blind date tomorrow morning, the girl will come back for you."

"Oh, got it......, what? Mom, what did you just say? ”

"Tomorrow after breakfast, go on a blind date, and your Uncle Qingren will take you there."

"Ah, which ......, Mom, there are still seven or eight truckloads of cement to be delivered tomorrow, how can I be free?"

"Fart, it's raining heavily tomorrow, your dad has asked the boss, he doesn't live at all, do you kid want to be beaten?"

"I ......"

"I'll go tomorrow after dinner, and I can't do it for you."

"Mom, I'm ......, I want to talk about it myself, I don't want to go on a blind date."

"You ......, no, you have to go tomorrow, the little girl is back for you, she looks very beautiful, you kid will be content!"

"Very pretty? How beautiful is it? ”

"Hehe, here's the photo, look at it for yourself."

Jianming lazily took the photo and glanced at it listlessly, wanting to say that he didn't like it, but the girl in the photo locked his vocal cords.

I saw that girl, with long hair, tall height, round face, pure temperament, a pair of big eyes that could talk, there was no coldness of 'her', only a kind of kindness, which really made Jian Ming's heart move.

"Hey, this temperament is so familiar, who does it look like?"

"Hehe, stinky boy, this girl is pretty, isn't she?"

"Well, it's very beautiful, it makes me feel very familiar, there is a sense of déjà vu!"

"Hehe, you can like it, her name is Xiaoya, surnamed Sun, she is a girl from Sun Zhuang, 20 years old this year, one month younger than you, and works in Q City. She has also seen your photos and has no opinion on you, you can go over tomorrow and show yourself well, and this will be done. ”

"Oh, Mom, let me think about it."

"You ......"

"it, let the child make up his own mind. Xiaoming, I just want to say that the past is in the past, and even if you can't let go, you can't go back to the past. ”

"Alas, Dad, I know, I'll think about it."

In the quiet night, Jianming lay on the bed, recalling the time with Shui Shirou, years of unrequited love, years of waiting, careful care, and humble expectations, but did not keep Fang's heart, only in exchange for ruthless injury.

"Rou'er, Shirou, Shui Shirou, junior high school, high school, I love you, all the pain, all the suffering, is caused by unrequited love, I have no reason to blame you! However, since your heart promised me and made a white head covenant, my heart, my love has never weakened, humble begging, knee-like love, for you and the Shui family, it is really heart-to-heart, without a trace of neglect, and you?

If before you and 'him' fall in love, you first tear apart the vows between us, and reject my love first, I will not hate you, because love is to make the loved happy, this promise, I will always remember! But what about you?

What is it that you love 'him' without faith, in my vows of the mountains and the seas, and in my steadfast waiting? Shui Shirou, this is a betrayal, it was you who betrayed me, it was you who betrayed our oath, it was you who hurt me mercilessly!

Shui Shirou, you are not worthy of my love, please get out of my heart, in this life, I never want to hear your name again. Goodbye, goodbye, the love that used to be is my and 'her', we will no longer have a trace of relationship, people like you, not worthy of my love, let alone my hate, in this life, you are just an ordinary passerby in my life! ”

After figuring it out, Jianming figured it out, the love he once had died, and his wife, 'she', had been in a car accident and unfortunately passed away, and she was already buried in his heart. And Shui Shirou has always been a passerby, not worthy of his love, nor worthy of his hatred, and not worthy of his forgetfulness! He has the right to pursue his own happiness, and it is necessary to pursue his own happiness!

"Whew, finally woke up, the past days were really a nightmare, the silly sword roar is dead, I want to live myself again! Shui Shirou, a stranger who is already a stranger, it's time to say goodbye, write a poem about Yiren's resignation, say goodbye to all the before, I live proudly again! ”

juvenile mind,

The beginning of love,

For Yi Yi drunk,

Ten years of sinking,

Dream of the Void,

Drifting Thoughts,

It's hard to look back.

The past is like a cloud,

Drifting with the wind,

Leave only a few,

Forever remembered the heart.

Who is it

Long sleepless nights?

Who is it

Always full of sadness?

Who is it

Invite the stars to accompany you?

Who is it

Floating like a pedicle?

Who is it

Wet clothes with night tears?

Who is it? Who is it? Who is it!

Love bitter Tu Chanjuan,

Ten years into a tragedy,

The shadow faded

Acacia forever,

Only scars remain,

To whom do you speak of the haggard?

What is the resentment when the heart is sad,

Xiao Tian sighed,

Forget the old love!

It's all gone,

What to hate,

He recalled,

Leave only the shadow of the heart----------------

Surging!

After writing Yiren's speech, Jianming took out a lighter and burned it without hesitation, the red flame burned Shui Shirou, and also sealed the 'her' buried in his heart, the long-lost cheerfulness was rejuvenated, and the new Jianming has lived again!

"Haha, go on a blind date tomorrow, beautiful Sun Xiaoya, you can't run away!"

There is no dream all night, the sword roars again, the sleep is very sweet, the past is bittersweet and sour, and the light smoke is flying away! The sadness and pain of the past are all smiling and passing away to the void, and the new life should be lived vigorously!

A man's heart is pretended to be a career, a man's love is only for those who are worthy of love, Top Gun is a man's mind, and a mature heart is always smiling. At this moment, the sword roar has matured a lot overnight, and it is no longer that pathetic, self-tormenting poor worm!