The night gradually shrouded Siye, and Zhang Xiaoqiang regretted and hated her past life!

Physically and mentally painful, tears fell like beads with broken threads.

At this moment, the door was pushed open a crack, and two little heads poked in, and if it had been before, she must have scolded a few times first.

Today, she raised her tear-stained eyes and motioned for the two babies to come in.

I looked at the two younger brothers seriously, there were two thin skeletons wrapped under the wide clothes, but the heads were big.

Ten-year-old Zhang Yang, six-year-old Zhang Chen, what should have been a beautiful childhood, the hopeful name did not change the slightest fate.

Long-term nutritional deficiencies, lack of food, and significantly shorter than children of the same age. "Sister, you're crying!" Zhang Yang opened his mouth first, so cautiously.

Zhang Xiaoqiang thought of her indifference to her younger brother in her previous life, and owed this affection of flesh and blood. Especially Zhang Chen, who died at birth, no matter who in the village sees it, they will say that they have a hard life, and Teacher Ge of the village primary school has always been very sympathetic to this child, and would rather save his share of food will be helped.

Teacher Ge also gave him a nice name called Zhang Chen, which is different from the army in the village. At that time, they were not rich, everyone could only see it in their eyes and hurt in their hearts. The food of the family is short, and they will sigh when they see the two children.

Zhang Yongchang is too honest and wooden, the family carries dung and water, and the village concentrates labor to earn labor (before the land reform) is him, and he is still foolish and filial in front of Zhang Laoshi and Zhou Congxiang.

No matter what happens at home, he listens to Mrs. Zhou's son, including the tragic death of the mother of his three children and the sale of his own daughter, he grabs his hair and smokes.

If you don't do any work at home, or if you don't earn less work one day, you will be cursed by the whole family.

Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen have never been blessed by him at all, as if the child jumped out of a stone and has nothing to do with him.

It's like this crop that grows on a hill, and it can only be fed by the sky. So the final fate of the two dolls, especially Zhang Chen, died at a young age and starved to death.

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaoqiang stretched out her hand and stroked Zhang Chen's head, Zhang Chen instinctively stepped back, "Sister, what's wrong?" "The sudden kiss, the baby is not used to it. Xiaoqiang leaned down and tried to hold Zhang Chen in her arms, but Zhang Chen pulled Zhang Yang's clothes.

Zhang Xiaoqiang stretched out her two arms towards the two children, "Come, sister, hug!" ”

The two babies slowly approached her, and the hug of this sister came too late and too suddenly!

Zhang Xiaoqiang obviously felt like a skeleton in her arms. She cried bitterly again, "Sister can't stand you, I'm sorry!" ”

"Sister, don't cry, look!" As he spoke, the two of them took out a small nest head from their pockets, "Sister, eat!" Grandma and aunt don't know, we secretly hid it, eat it! ”

Looking at these two nests, and then at the two dolls, Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen hugged Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen tighter again.

The thin bodies of the two younger brothers aroused her distress for the first time.

This painful sensation, one at a time, hurts into every pore. In this family, they are her closest relatives.

Zhang Xiaoqiang has been very sad since her mother's death, her father is not in trouble, and everyone in this family is making their own little calculations.

When eating a big pot of rice, the bell rings to go to work, and like the people in the same village, those who work hard are always hardworking, and those who slip are always indiscriminate.

Sunrise one day, sunset another. Her family's life in the village is quite above average, and their lives are not bad.

Zhang Xiaoqiang's uncle Zhang Yongliang, because he has a little ink, can play with the abacus, so he counts the work in the village, that is, the position of accountant.

Erniang Li Mei, graduated from junior high school, and after getting married, she entered the village primary school as a private teacher.

The laborers in the family include Ou Chunhua, the eldest daughter-in-law led by Zhang Laoshi, the second son Zhang Yongguang (although it is not a big laborer), the third son Zhang Yongchang, and the fourth son Zhang Yongan, which can be regarded as a labor team.

Zhang Yongliang will also take advantage of his position to give his family more money, so the living standard of this family is not bad in the village, but such a large family is selfish and indifferent, and they can't even tolerate food for their two children.

After the land reform, the big pot of rice is gone, the responsibility field is contracted to the household, and the two children have become a thorn in everyone's side, because the children have no labor, and it is very good to have a bowl and chopsticks when eating.

Zhang Xiaoqiang saw it in her eyes, and she was never moved by it, she only cared about her own food and clothing, and fought with people who were not pleasing to her family, grinding her mouth.

Zhou Congxiang watched Zhang Xiaoqiang, who was coming and going, becoming an adult day by day, and the eighteenth change of the female university. I think about how to ask for more money for someone who is looking for a rich person.

Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen, she didn't like it at all, she thought that these two boys would fight for food, stay up for a few years, and when they grow up, they can go out to work and earn money for their families.

The hateful old woman Zhou taught her family by word and deed, including Zhang Xiaoqiang.

Today, she is holding her two younger brothers, the most ordinary scene in an ordinary family, but at this time, she regrets and apologizes for her brother's lateness.

"Sister, let's eat!" It was precisely because of this hug from her sister that Zhang Yang handed her the head of the nest with body temperature to her mouth again. "Sister, there's still this after eating!" Zhang Chen also handed it over, unlike the timidity just now, he walked a little in front of him, and stretched out his hand to wipe her tears.

Zhang Xiaoqiang broke one open and gave half to each of the two babies, "You eat first!" After speaking, he also took a big bite, "Thank you two, sister don't cry!" In the past, my sister was not good, and my sister will promise to be good to the two of you in the future, and it will be twice as good. ”

"Sister, woo!" The two babies cried, and the sudden change of their sister made them unable to believe it, but after all, the sister is a sister, and the long-lost family affection has never been felt.

This sister's tears are warm, the palms of her hands are also warm, and her arms are even warmer. It's something you don't have in this cold home.

A child who has almost forgotten his mother's love, a child who has never felt his mother's love, huggs tightly in the arms of the eldest sister.

The appearance of these two dolls today brought Zhang Xiaoqiang not only the impact of family affection, but also the regret of selfish indifference over the years

Family affection, breaking bones and tendons. This opportunity for rebirth, the fate of the plane system, is destined in the dark! In his previous life, he had a miserable fate, he died unjustly, and his violent aura activated the plane system and was reborn.

Zhang Xiaoqiang, Zhang Xiaoqiang, escape from the miserable life, save yourself, and then find a way to change the lives of Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen, so that the tragedy can't happen again. However, now only Li Aobai has a glimmer of life if he marries him. Despite such an awkward chance encounter in the moonlight, she didn't hate this man.

"Yang Wazi, can you and Chenwa do my sister a favor?" Xiaoqiang hugged the two babies into her arms again, and touched Zhang Yang's head with infinite pity. "Sister, say it!" When Zhang Yang fully felt that his sister was different from usual, he had eliminated his timidity, but he became more kind to his sister.

"That's the case, you go and secretly go to find Li Aobai, the son of Lao Li Tou, and tell him that I want to see him, and ask him to come to see me. Tomorrow the sun will go down, and I will wait for him at the west entrance of the village. Zhang Xiaoqiang said these sentences word by word, afraid that the child would forget how to say it, so she repeated it twice.

Zhang Yongchang shouted in the yard that the two babies went back to the house to sleep, and it was not early in a flash. Xiaoqiang hurriedly advised: "Don't let others know, or my sister will be miserable!" Zhang Yang nodded solemnly, like a little man. Yangwa Chenwa, good, sister loves you! When she said this, she saw tears glistening in the baby's eyes.

The two dolls went back to the side house with their father to sleep. The moonlight reflected in the courtyard, yellow and yellow. The oil lamps in the houses were extinguished, and the dogs in the village stopped barking. Everything was quiet for a moment.

Zhang Xiaoqiang had insomnia, she was thinking about all kinds of scenes when she saw Li Aobai tomorrow. Sitting on the kang, leaning against the wooden box with red paint off, his eyes kept staring out the window. Looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow, there is still a trace of uneasiness in his eyes, afraid of the arrival of tomorrow.

Don't think about it, don't think about it, even if God gives you a chance to be born again, there will be a reversal. She told herself over and over again. His eyelids sank, and he fell asleep unconsciously.

The chicken crowed three times, and Zhou Congxiang had already gone to the chicken coop to check, otherwise, what should the eldest daughter-in-law do if she ate it greedily. Fortunately, the numbers are right, five eggs were collected, and the chicken butt was touched, and it was estimated that there were four harvests before noon. Wrap five eggs in the front of your clothes, take them back to the house, and put them in a basket under the table.

The sound of walking in the yard gradually became louder, and hoes and shovels collided. The village is to build an aqueduct in preparation for spring irrigation in the coming year. "Second brother, hurry up and sharpen your shovel, and you will be able to do the work in a while." Zhang Yongan said to Zhang Yongguang.

"You have a lot to do, so many people work, is there one less of me? Make a look, instead of watching the white bread at noon, the cabbage boiled vermicelli, and the meat, or I won't go! Zhang Yongguang said while yawning while shoeing his shoes.

Zhou Congxiang felt sorry for her son and hurriedly said, "My baby, you eat more at noon, don't be too tired." I said Yong'an, you have the kung fu you said, and you have sharpened the shovel for your brother. "I don't care about the bones of a body!" The fourth Yongan said reluctantly.

Zhang honestly spoke: "The eldest daughter-in-law, you give a few points to the nest, hurry up, it's early in the morning, why are there so many things." Ou Chunhua slowly agreed.

After these people left, the courtyard was just calm. Mrs. Zhou started again: "What's the matter, dead woman, hurry up, your aunt from Liangjiahe will come in a while, and tell you about Cheng Gencai, don't let people laugh at you, don't dare to be yellow about this!" ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang was still thinking about meeting Li Aobai at night, and when she heard this, she couldn't sit still. "Hmph, look at what you dreamed of, you want to sell me all day long! Old thing, why don't you die! She cursed secretly in her heart.

"Oh, Aunt her, you're finally here. Look at you as a rich man, this dress is dozens of dollars! These shoes are shiny, come in. "Mrs. Zhou's excessive enthusiasm makes people very uncomfortable. This aunt's bright red top, black pants, and coffee-colored leather shoes are really different from ordinary people in the village.

This woman's name is Zhou Hongzhen, and she is generally married well. A lot of smart people will come to things, and they will be in charge of their in-laws' hands. Usually talk to the owner as a matchmaker, and the west family matches to make a mouthful of money. If this thing is done, Cheng Gen will only give two hundred, a big deal. Zhou Hongzhen also made a capital this time: "Qiang girl, come and see what I got for you?" ”

Saying that, he took out a box of noodle friends (for moisturizing) and a scarf from his bag, Zhang Yongxin quickly ran out when he heard that there was something good and said, "I want it too, you are eccentric, why don't you give it to me." As he spoke, he went to ask for it. Zhou Congxiang pulled the woman back and whispered: "When the matter of the Qiang woman is decided, three thousand yuan, see what you want!" ”

All this was seen by Zhang Xiaoqiang, and she had to endure it before she saw Li Aobai. Zhou Hongzhen was pulled into the house by Zhou Congxiang, the door was closed, and the discussion began. Zhou Hongzhen said: "This time, the soles of my shoes were broken, where to find such a good person." You are blessed, 3,000 yuan, look at your beautiful scenery this time! Zhou Congxiang said: "Why don't you do things for your own people." As he spoke, he stuffed five pieces of unity into Zhou Hongzhen's hand.

"Yo, auntie, why are you here, who am I?" When he said this, his face bloomed. Zhang Xiaoqiang has been hearing these two people singing and singing outside the window, and the two old shameless ones.

"Auntie, do you have any opinions on that woman? If there is nothing, I will go over and talk back, discuss the ceremony, and set a date? Zhou Hongzhen finally determined what Mrs. Zhou meant. Mrs. Zhou said: "Aunt her, don't worry, I am in charge of this matter, it's not up to her, you go back and set a date as soon as possible!" ”

After the two discussed, they walked out of the door and saw Xiaoqiang at the door, Zhou Hongzhen smiled again, pulled Xiaoqiang and said: "Or my baby is blessed, come, take it, look at how beautiful it is, women in the city use this." As he spoke, he put on his scarf.

Xiao Qiang sneered, which made Zhou Hongzhen feel a strange feeling, feeling that this woman was different from usual. Whatever, the day of the ceremony must be 200 yuan. "That's it, I'll go first, I'll come back when the day is set. Auntie, Xin woman, I'm leaving! Zhang Yongxin didn't understand, pouting and hanging his face. Zhou Congxiang sent him out of the village, and when he left, he also bought a pair of leather shoes for the department store in the city after the promise was completed.

Zhang Xiaoqiang's day was spent in torment.