Chapter 29: Dreams and Reality
I took the porcelain doll in her hand, chubby, so cute, with a small mouth...... After looking at it carefully, I shook my head at her in confusion, and said: "Me too, I can't see it, you look at this", I put the doll in my hand in front of her eyes, and said: "Don't say who I look like, it's a man or a woman, how old it is, I can't see it, the whole flesh is tooping, I really want to pinch it, you say, how can there be such a person around us?" ”
"That'...... For now, take care of them and don't let them go wrong." Sissi suggested.
"But ......" I thought for a long time, and said helplessly: "I always feel that they are a time bomb, maybe in a few days another porcelain doll will be destroyed inexplicably, and then another person next to me will inexplicably die in the same way as the porcelain doll, I really can't accept that such a thing happened again!" "Saying that, I leaned against the wall weakly, and broke down to cry, as if those people were killed by my own hands, the small eyes were broken into pieces, and Mrs. Kim's whole body was invisibly sucked dry, this scene lingered, how to stop!
"Could it be...... Do you want all 3 porcelain dolls to ...... Can you stop......" Sissi said hesitantly.
"No, I don't believe it, there is such an incredible thing in the world!" I suddenly rushed into the bathroom, threw the handle into the toilet, and pressed the flush button!
"Ruolan, you ......" Sissi was stunned as she looked at my move.
I stood next to the toilet, let out a long sigh of relief, and said, "I don't believe anyone would die in the toilet!" Even if you vomit on the toilet bowl after drinking, and then sleep to death, or drown your head in it, the body will be outside the toilet, and it is impossible for someone to practice yoga and practice to the point that they shrink themselves into the toilet bowl and die inside, right? ”
Sissi looked at me blankly and said, "It seems like that."
"And you also saw that the porcelain doll just now was fleshy, and its limbs were as fat as lotus roots. I don't have anyone like that, and even if he did, he wouldn't be able to put it in the toilet, and ...... It couldn't tell if it was male or female. You say, how can there be such a fat man who is neither male nor female in real life? I said as I put the other two in the box and tidy them up.
Sissi approved of my approach. But in fact, I have always had a bottom in my heart, Mrs. King has become a shriveled person for no reason, so will there be another person around me who puffs up like a blow for no reason? Wrong. Mrs. Kim didn't become like this for no reason, she was so thin because she didn't eat or drink! Will there be a person who has gained weight from overeating in a few days? I thought as I grabbed my hair, frantic all day at throwing that porcelain doll down the toilet.
"Ruolan, don't think about it, even if someone really eats fat in one go, he can't rush into the sewer like, it's late, you go to sleep." At night, I lay on the bed and tossed and turned, and Sissi saw my thoughts and comforted me.
"Haha. You're really good at analogy, right, did I break the curse? "It feels much easier to be said by Sissi, perhaps, it's really all over!
"Sissi?"
Why did she ignore me all the time. You won't fall asleep so soon, you're still talking to me.
When I got up, I really fell asleep! I really admire! One second into sleep, well, I fell asleep too. Let's put the porcelain doll thing aside, Lei Xing is right, I can't accept anything that Dr. Ma gives me in the future! Or. I won't be in psychology classes anymore, so if you don't score, you won't score, it's better than hell!
"Sissi, what's wrong with you?"
Suddenly, I saw Sissi sit up sharply, her eyes staring ahead in a daze, and I carefully crawled to her. Asked softly, "What's wrong with the little grandson?" ”
"Rescue ineffective, dead!" Sissi didn't look at me, and said expressionlessly. I didn't expect that I just asked tentatively, and she actually responded to me.
Sissi slowly turned around and looked at me with resentment: "I'm getting older, my body is getting worse and worse, this car accident has made my body weaker and weaker, it seems that my days are not long, but I can't bear you." Sissi looked at me like an old man, vicissitudes and helpless.
"Okay", I comforted, "Even if you really die, then you will start another dream, there will be another life, isn't it great?" But I'm not in your dreams, so you'll always be with me."
Sissi turned her head again, looked at the front weakly, sighed and said: "The person is dead, of course the dream is gone, how good I am in the dream, female college student, happiness has just begun, I am really a little reluctant to dream this dream......"
Sissi would continue her dream every night, and her dream was another life, so she couldn't figure out between dream and reality. Is there really such a thing? I really want to take her to see Dr. Ma and explain why this is happening from a psychological perspective. And now that she said that her dream was about to expire, what would happen if she died in her dream? Start a new dream all over again? Still is......
"Sissi, then why are you so good during the day and never mention the things in your dreams?" I asked suddenly curiously.
"I don't know why, every time I wake up from this world, I remember it very clearly when I first wake up, but after a few minutes it fades into oblivion, and after a few hours I can't remember it at all, and so on every night." Sissi replied to me with the same puzzlement.
"But ......," I thought for a moment, "why do you have to think that the old man is your real life, and the college student is your dream?" It's the same day by day, you are a college student at the moment, aren't you continuing what happened last day day by day? Why don't you think that being an old man is your dream? ”
Sissi glared and said, "This doesn't need to be determined, which is a dream, which is real life, how can this not be clear, what if...... If I had to have a reason...... Hmm......" Sissi said while rolling her eyes in thought, "Look, I'm 19 years old here, I'm in my 80s over there, and the timeline on both sides is the same, if I started dreaming since I was born, how can I be only 19 years old now, but more than 80 years have passed in my dream?" I'm the only one in my 80s, but I've been dreaming like this since 20 years ago, and I've been dreaming of 19 years now! ”
Sissi's words are quite reasonable, but obviously not true! Am I just a character in her dreams? How can it be!
It's better to go to bed early, and quietly observe whether there is a fat man who has been stuffed into the toilet and died on the premise of being intact in the past few days. (To be continued.) )