Xu Ying looked at Lin Zhi'er fixedly, and that gaze made Lin Zhi'er stunned.

Xu Ying looked at Lin Zhi'er for a while, then suddenly smiled and asked, "Are you sure?" Are you sure you want to practice with me? ”

Lin Zhi'er wanted to say yes, but when she saw Xu Ying's smile, she subconsciously shook her head.

After shaking her head, she was stunned, what was wrong with herself? Didn't you ask for it yourself? As soon as Xu Ying asked, she shook her head.

When she got up, Lin Zhi'er understood in her heart that Xu Ying's smile just now was like a flower, but she just felt that she was oozing, and she had a feeling of coldness all over her body, and it felt like being stared at by a poisonous snake, which made her feel cold from her heart. She can be sure that if she and Xu Ying practice with each other, it will definitely be herself who will be unlucky when the time comes. So she instinctively shook her head, but after shaking her head, she felt that she was scared by Xu Ying and was quite faceless.

"Seeing that you are so reluctant, forget it, forget it, I won't look for you, lest you learn to rely on me if you don't get time, I'll find Sister Hongmei to practice."

Lin Zhi'er didn't say that she was cowardly, and said something about the scene.

Xu Ying didn't bother to take care of her, as long as she didn't fight her own idea.

Otherwise, if she pesters herself to practice with her, although she will definitely not let herself suffer when the time comes, she really doesn't want to put her energy on Lin Zhi'er.

After work, Liu Mingda came to pick up Xu Ying, and Xu Ying asked him to pull him to buy some pork.

Xu Ying specially picked the meat where you can see the pork veins.

Liu Mingda didn't care, he thought that Xu Ying sold meat to make it for his family.

When he got home, Xu Ying went into the kitchen.

Originally, she was going to cook first, but after cutting the vegetables, on a whim, she took out the needle given to her by Nurse Zhang from her bag and found the blood vessels of the pork.

Xu Ying didn't pay attention to it before, but now that she looks at it like this, thinking about getting a needle, Xu Ying feels a little sick in her heart.

But if she doesn't overcome her own psychology, she will never dare to start, and she will always be afraid.

Thinking of this, Xu Yingqiang endured his nausea and calmed down.

Xu Ying stretched out her hand and pressed the blood vessel, she couldn't tell what it felt like, she felt that the vocabulary was too poor to describe.

She held the needle, stared at the blood vessels, and her hands trembled slightly.

What are you afraid of! The pigs have become pork, and I don't feel it at all, what are I afraid of!

Thinking of this, Xu Ying was ruthless, so he pierced the needle into it.

This time, it was like a stab in Xu Ying's heart, as if someone was holding a blunt saw in Xu Ying's heart, making her so uncomfortable.

The blood in the veins burst out and reached Xu Ying's hand.

Looking at the blood on her hands, Xu Ying didn't scream in panic, but she seemed to have endured it to the extreme, and the churning in her stomach made her unable to bear it anymore, she covered her mouth and ran to the toilet and vomited.

"What's up, what's going on? Why did you vomit so well? ”

Chen Daniu asked anxiously outside the toilet door.

"Didn't you eat it badly? What did you eat at noon? ”

Sun Yue brought a glass of white water over and asked her daughter-in-law to snort. He asked with concern.

Xu Ying felt powerless to speak, and couldn't help flashing the scene just now in front of her, in fact, she was not a timid person, on the contrary, she was quite bold, but she was born with a little unacceptable for needles.

"It can't be there, right?"

Seeing her granddaughter-in-law vomit like this, Chen Dayu guessed.

"It won't be so fast, will it? Yingzi, do you have it? ”

Sun Yue asked with a little joy and a little doubt.

Xu Ying shook her head, impossible, her aunt has only been gone for a week, it won't be there.

"No, Yingzi has only been clean for a few days, so it's impossible."

Sun Yue also remembered.

"Let's start to learn to prick needles today, Sister Zhang said let's come back and get the blood vessels of pork to practice, I just pierced, how do I know that there is blood in the blood vessels, as soon as it bursts out, I am a little nauseous."

Xu Ying cleaned her mouth after spitting out, sat on the sofa and explained.

"Of course there is blood in this vein, what is there to be afraid of, you kid scared me, I'm afraid, how can you prick a needle in the future."

Chen Daniu thought it was funny, they hadn't seen anything, when they killed the chicken, they directly carried the chicken wings, put the chicken head on the board, and chopped the head directly with a knife, the blood flowed down the neck, and they didn't feel anything, how could it be like Xu Ying, it was disgusting to see blood in the blood vessels.

"Yes, Yingzi, if you are afraid of this, how can it be good to get needles in the future."

Sun Yue didn't expect her daughter-in-law to have such a reaction.

"Let's practice first, I didn't expect me to be like this, I didn't think it was like this before, I wanted to shiver when I got the needle, and when I saw the blood, I felt that my brain was not good to use, and I felt disgusting in my heart and wanted to vomit."

Xu Ying was telling the truth, she wanted to overcome herself, but she didn't expect her reaction to be so strong.

"Let's take a look first, if it doesn't work, don't practice first, and wait until you're not afraid."

Sun Yue did not force her daughter-in-law, everyone has their own side of their hearts that they are afraid of, which is normal.

"Hmm."

Xu Ying nodded.

She felt a little better and got up and went to the kitchen.

But seeing the pork on the kitchen board, thinking of the blood splashed on her hands just now, Xu Ying couldn't hold back and ran to the toilet again.

Seeing her daughter-in-law like this, Sun Yue was distressed and funny, and let Xu Ying lie down, and she fried the vegetables.

At dinner time in the evening, Xu Ying had no appetite at all, but her stomach was empty, and if she didn't eat, her stomach couldn't stand it.

Xu Yingqiang held on and ate some food and vegetables.

She ate vegetarian dishes, and she didn't even look at the meat dishes, as if the meat dishes were covered with blood, which made her unacceptable.

Seeing her like this, the whole family was amused.

Back in the house, Liu Mingda helped Xu Ying up and fed Xu Ying some warm water.

"Yingzi, if you don't nurse, don't do it, I feel uncomfortable seeing you like this, since you are so stunned, then we won't study, we don't have to find our own guilt."

Liu Mingda said while gently rubbing Xu Ying's sideburns.

"At first, I also thought about not being a nurse, I always knew that I was scared of needles, but I didn't expect it to be so serious, this is also a psychological problem, I want to overcome it, if I can overcome it, and then encounter other things I am afraid of, I believe I can also overcome it, if I encounter something that doesn't work, I will detour, and I will also take a detour if there are difficulties in the future, even if I don't become a nurse, I want to learn to do needles well and never do it again."

Xu Ying said to Liu Mingda, at the beginning she wanted to leave the hospital immediately and wanted to bypass the needle, but she didn't think like that now, she wanted to overcome her own problems. After all, there is still a long way to go, and she doesn't want to back down when she encounters difficulties.

"I just feel distressed when I look at you like this, if you want to learn, you can learn, don't force yourself if you don't want to learn."

Liu Mingda felt sorry for his wife and couldn't bear her to suffer.

"It's okay, I'll get used to spitting, it's healthier to spit, and I think I'm not afraid of spitting a few times."

Xu Ying's tone was a little happier than before. With Liu Mingda's care, she believes that she will be able to survive it.