138: My hesitation betrayed me

"I like you, and I do have bad intentions for you."

Li Huanqing thought that he was hallucinating for a moment, and looked at Mu Yunsheng in a daze, the air seemed to be frozen, and there was not a trace of noisy sound in the ward, only the sound of each other's heartbeats.

Her smile stiffened on her face, if someone else said this, Li Huanqing would not lose her temper, she would calmly refuse, and said that she had a fiancé and was about to get married, however, this person was Mu Yunsheng, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Mu Yunsheng's eyes were in a white ward, black and heavy, and his focused eyes kept falling on Li Huanqing's face, those overly restrained feelings were not intense, nor did they gush out, but were wrapped around her body and tied tightly.

She seemed to have just had an illusion that Ah Sheng looked at her like this.

She hadn't been paying attention.

"That year, the note you left me, my subordinates hid, that night, I made a little mistake in the transaction, I was injured, and when I went to look for you, I only had time to see your back, I lost too much blood, and I was powerless to catch up, so I could only watch you leave." Mu Yunsheng said, "Early the next morning, there was a war in the Middle East, and my brother was in the tiger's den, so I had no choice but to go back. ”

This is the secret he has hidden in his heart, and it is also his regret, when he went back to be busy, he gradually forgot about it, coupled with his young age, high spirits, ambition is much more important than the love of his children, and he has no time to take care of it, so he missed it.

Li Huanqing swallowed her saliva nervously, her palms were sweaty, but there was a trace of relief and sourness, she was relieved that she finally knew that they were happy with each other back then, not that she was amorous, Ah Sheng also had feelings for her, although this relationship was not heavy, but it was also a precious feeling. The sour thing is that time has passed, each other's moods have changed, Ah Sheng is such a stable and introverted person, he didn't plan to say it when he reunited, that is, he didn't plan to continue this emotion, and he didn't want to disturb her purity. Now that she said it, one person was already down, and the other was deeply trapped, which made her a little panicked.

"Ah Sheng......" Li Huanqing's voice stammered a little, she was very nervous, and she didn't know what to say, as if she didn't know what to say except calling his name, and she had everything in her heart.

She thought of Qin Mu, the bits and pieces with Qin Mu in the past few years, the trickle of water is long, although there is nothing thrilling, those happy and happy but can't feed the dog, with Qin Mu, she is very happy, and she has also made up her mind to marry Qin Mu and be together for the rest of her life.

If he had said this a few years ago, she would have been ecstatic.

"Ah Sheng, I ......"

"After the reunion, I know that you have a sweetheart, and you are about to get married, and you have no intention of disturbing your life, and my world is not for you, if you are with me, I don't know if it is a happy thing or a bad thing, so I don't force it. I didn't want to talk about this matter originally, but after this life-and-death crisis, I suddenly realized that I was extremely stupid, and I was just deceiving myself if I was suitable or not. I have always been decisive and did not hesitate, this time I should have returned to New York, but I have stayed so far, and I have not returned, and even attracted enemies, this hesitation has betrayed me. ”

"At that time, I had too many worries and too big ambitions, so this relationship was undecided, I always thought that there was still a long time, I had too much time to think about it, but in the end I found that I was very wrong. So, is it too late for me to admit my mistake now? ”