Chapter Ninety-Five: She's My Man

"Don't tell me that the reason why you chose the third sister and rejected my friendship is because you care about friendship with her. Gongsun Hong's ugly face didn't last long.

Feng Yi nodded when he heard this.

Gongsun Hong smiled and said: "It's really rare that there are people in this world who value friendship so much......"

After a while, he asked, "Third sister, she also treats you as a friend?"

"It should be. Feng Yi continued to nod.

Gongsun Yi thought that he had friendship with himself. Even under the low peak, Gongsun Yi's words and actions made Feng Yi very dissatisfied.

But dissatisfaction is dissatisfaction, and reality is reality.

"Is he the maidservant girl given to you by the third sister?" Gongsun Hong looked at Xuan Qing.

His topic was fluctuating, turning here for a while, and going around there for a while, without the slightest purpose, which made Feng Yi's brows furrow tighter and tighter, not understanding what he wanted to ask and what he wanted to say.

Following Gongsun Hong's gaze to Xuanqing, the girl was standing with her head down, seemingly extremely nervous.

Feng Yi sighed "En" and said, "Young Master Hong, do you have anything else?" If not, I will leave first. ”

"If you knew what the task assigned to her by the third sister was, would you still think that the third sister would treat you as a friend?"

Gongsun Hong ignored Feng Yi's words, and just talked to himself.

Feng Yi raised his eyebrows and asked, "What task?"

"Why don't you ask her yourself. Gongsun Hong Chong Xuanqing nuised.

Feng Yi looked at Xuanqing and asked again, "What task?"

"Miss Yi...... She...... She ......"

Xuanqing was hesitant, and he couldn't say why for a long time.

Gongsun Hong's expression was slightly cold, and he reprimanded: "Say it well." ”

As soon as the words landed, Xuan Qing's delicate body trembled sharply, "Miss Yi told me to stay with you no matter what method I use, even if I sacrifice my body, even if I use some tricks." ”

In order to firmly hold his subordinates in his hands, the master will use some means to a greater or lesser extent.

Some will coerce, some will induce, and some will take their family members and friends hostage and call them 'substitute care'.

All these things are not uncommon things, Feng Yi understands and understands that Gongsun Yi is not so absurd and excessive.

But to understand is to understand, and disgust should also be disgusted.

Feng Yi has always hated this kind of method, he thinks that the most important thing in interacting with people is true affection. If you have true feelings, why worry about not getting a sincere return from the other party?

If you really can't get it, you can only blame yourself for not knowing people.

Just like Liang Mu, Feng Yi didn't feel that his own means were wrong, until this moment he blamed himself for not knowing people, and he didn't see through Liang Mu's nature early.

This kind of way of doing things is undoubtedly unrealistic, and Feng Yi knows it, but he is stubbornly unwilling to make changes.

It's about temperament, not maturity.

Some people are born like this, and so will they when they grow old. Some people are born like that, and they will be like that when they grow old.

Of course, there are some people who are born like this, like old age, but that is not Feng Yi, at least not the current Feng Yi.

After all, he is only eighteen years old, and although his thoughts are more mature than those of his peers, there is a limit to what he thinks.

The things that he hated have now happened to him, and the diaphragm in Feng Yi's heart can be imagined.

He narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at Xuan Qing coldly.

The girl trembled, just hung her head, not daring to look at Feng Yi.

"Alas......"

After a long time, Feng Yi let out a long sigh.

Sigh, just turn around.

"Aren't you angry?" Gongsun Hong straightened up and asked eagerly.

Feng Yi didn't stop, and said coldly: "Individuals have their own means, as long as they don't touch the bottom line, what's the anger?"

"Oh, so you're one of those people. All along, I've been mistaken about you. Gongsun Hong's tone was abrupt.

Feng Yi had already walked out of the door, but he still couldn't help but ask, "What kind of person does Young Master Hong think I am?"

"I thought you hated being played with and trying to be controlled. Gongsun Hong said, Chong Xuanqing winked.

The girl hesitated and panicked, and Gongsun Hong's expression was grim, and he made a decapitation gesture at his neck.

Xuanqing's body trembled, and finally gritted his teeth and ran after Feng Yi.

When he stayed behind Feng Yi, he whispered, "Childe, I'm ...... I'm sorry for you. ”

Feng Yi walked slowly, and when he heard Xuanqing's voice with crying, he didn't have much anger in his heart, and it dissipated in an instant.

It's not that he is soft-hearted, but Xuanqing's appearance and voice are too much like Qing'er.

Smelling the crying, Feng Yi thought in a trance that Qing'er was following behind him.

"I don't know how the little girl is now?"

Just thinking about it, I suddenly heard Xuanqing say again: "Childe, I'...... I'm so sorry for you. ”

Feng Yi shook his head and smiled, "What's so good about this, isn't it ......?"

Before the word 'Qi' could be spoken, a sharp pain suddenly came from the lower back.

The pain entered the bone marrow, and a sharp blade had been inserted from the waist, leaking out from the lower abdomen, and the tip of the sword was stained with red blood, dripping from itself.

"Tick ...... Tick ......"

Feng Yi turned around, Xuanqing tearfully withdrew his hand, the short sword left his body, and blood sprayed wildly.

"Why?"

Feng Yi covered his lower abdomen, staggered back, and struggled to speak.

Xuanqing's sword stabbed him in the lower abdomen, and it was his dantian that wanted to be destroyed, but it was not fatal.

"It's simple, because she's my person. ”

Gongsun Hong strode out of the lobby.

The warm sun shone on his body and face, setting off a romantic flow.

It seems that he has returned to the past, and he has become the eldest young man of the Gongsun family who is responsible for the cultivation of the inner rest realm.

"She's your man?"

Feng Yi stared at Xuanqing, and the girl fell to the ground with tears in her eyes.

"Childe, I'...... I'm so sorry for you. ”

She repeated the phrase over and over again.

"The third sister used her to control you, but she seems to have forgotten that this girl was originally bought by me and given to her. ”

Gongsun Hong walked to Feng Yi's side and looked at him with a smile, "You are a person who has a strong cultivation, but after all, you are just a reckless man." This time, I also taught you that between people, how can there be any full trust, pure friendship? Even brothers and sisters are wary of each other's calculations, let alone friends?"

Feng Yi smiled faintly, "I should have known this. ”

"Oh, isn't this the first time you've experienced this kind of thing?" Gongsun Hong said: "Since it's not the first time you've encountered it, you've capsized on it again, are you stupid? Or are you naΓ―ve?"

Feng Yi didn't pay attention to him, just covered his lower abdomen and half-knelt on the ground.

Gongsun Hong took another step forward, looked down at Feng Yi condescendingly, and said with a smile: "Cultivation has been abolished, and the dantian has been destroyed, is this kind of feeling good?"

This title of the Great Commander contains countless mockery.

Feng Yi shook his head, "It's not very comfortable." ”

"Ben Shao asks you now, if you want to be a fool for the rest of your life, how would you answer?" Gongsun Hong squatted down and stared into Feng Yi's eyes.

He tried to see the glint of anger and sadness in those eyes, but alas, he didn't.

All he saw was Feng Yi's faint smile, and the smile contained deep self-reproach for his carelessness due to trance.

Gongsun Hong's brows furrowed, his face distorted slightly, and he said angrily: "You have become a waste person now, aren't you miserable? Aren't you angry? Don't you want to rush forward and kill me and this damn bitch?"

As he spoke, he pointed back to Xuan Qing, who was kneeling behind him.

The girl raised her head and smiled stupidly, "Yes, I'm just a, very lowly, like a mustard." Young Master Hong, now that your order has been successfully completed, can I ...... Can you let my brother go?"

It turned out that she did this because her younger brother was in the hands of Gongsun Hong. Feng Yi secretly thought in his heart.

When I looked at Xuan Qing again, I was not as angry as before.

Although she was not too annoyed, she stared at Xuanqing at this time, and suddenly found that she didn't seem to be quite similar to Qing'er.

What's not like it?

I can't say it, it doesn't seem like the eyebrows and eyes, and it doesn't seem like the nose and lips.

But why did it feel so similar before?

"Maybe I missed Qing'er too much before, and subconsciously always inadvertently regarded her as Qing'er. That's why he was defenseless against her, so that he was stabbed by a weak woman like her who had no cultivation. ”

Then he thought again: "It's also thanks to her intention to destroy my dantian and destroy my cultivation." If it were intended to save my life, and this sword stabbed me directly in the heart, wouldn't I have died long ago?"

Cold sweat fell, and Feng Yi's clothes were wet in an instant.

Feng Yi suddenly thought: "When I first returned to the Dragon Yin Sect, I thought that Qing'er was the only one left in the whole world to treat me sincerely. I also secretly calculated and didn't trust anyone anymore. But why is this happening now? I believe again and again, I experience loss again and again, but I find a lot of excuses again and again, so that I can get rid of the indifference in my heart. ”

He did make such an oath, because he was in a sad state at that time, thinking that everything was empty, and because the people of the Dragon Yin Sect had changed their respect for him, there were many harsh and insulting people.

Then he killed the Zheng family and left the Longyin Sect, and the depression in his heart dissipated a lot. And because of the cultivation of Great Compassion, the sad state of mind is also gone with the wind.

Later, he met the fat man, the fifth elder, and Gongsun Yi, and came to Sanxuancheng, where he became acquainted with Shen Bin, Kong Liren, Xuanqing, Kong Miao, Chen Ling, and Feng Yuan.

The affection exuded by these people made Feng Yi leave the oath he had and the loss of humanity far behind.

He has indeed forgotten his original state of mind, which is a subtle change caused by circumstances and encounters.

And at this moment, he knew that the friendship that Gongsun Yi and Xuan Qing had emanated was premeditated.

The loss of humanity was stimulated again, but when he knew that Xuanqing was also a last resort, the loss would disperse again.

Feng Yi is entangled, contradictory, and contemplative.

At the same time, in this entanglement, contradiction and contemplation, he slowly grows up.

Eventually, he settled on his mind, "No one is perfect, and if you really want to associate with someone, you must not only enjoy his strengths, but also tolerate his shortcomings." As long as what he does does not touch the bottom line of morality, it doesn't matter if the friendship he gives is mixed with anything else. ”

Thinking of this, he no longer felt that Xuanqing had done too much.

Thinking about Gongsun Yi again, "What she did was indeed excessive, although it was for the future of the Gongsun family, but she gave up her friendship with Chen Ling too decisively." ”

When he was under the low peak, Gongsun Feixiong showed his intention to dominate Sanxuan City, and everyone present could see it.

Gongsun Yi's silence at that time showed that she gave up her friendship with Chen Ling and was willing to follow her second uncle Sun Feixiong to replace the Chen family and be the lord of the Sanxuan City.

This matter was not very authentic by Gongsun Yi, although there was a saying, but it had touched Feng Yi's bottom line.

But what exactly is this bottom line?

Regarding Xuanqing's actions, Feng Yi chose to forgive, because she came to hurt herself for her brother.

But the choice faced by Gongsun Yi is very similar to Xuanqing, why can't Feng Yi forgive?

The reason for this is only because Xuanqing hurt Feng Yi himself, and Gongsun Yi hurt Chen Ling.

It's not that Feng Yi attaches great importance to Chen Ling, and even regards her as more important than his own safety, but because of Chen Ling's experience, Feng Yi has compassion.

In layman's terms, someone has to bully themselves because of some things, and Feng Yi will choose to forgive after understanding the reason.

But when the object of bullying changed from himself to a beggar on the street, Feng Yi would never forgive again.

This is not disrespect for one's own life, nor is it overflowing tolerance, but a code of conduct that seals oneself.

There is no need to delve into right and wrong. After all, he is only eighteen years old, and he still has a long way to go in life.