Chapter X: Mentally Ill
Suddenly, a strong arm was wrapped around my waist, and then I was firmly tucked into my arms, and by inertia I spun in place before I was safely placed on the shore. It's him! Familiar taste, firm chest. After I stood firm, he crossed between me and the Cao sisters, carefully protected me behind him, and yelled: "With me here, no one wants to hurt her!" ”
Looking at the tall and straight back like Yang Bai in front of me, fear and helplessness swept away, and the strange lake surface that was like a ghost fire just now became hazy and romantic, I finally understood why so many people can give up their lives for love, at this moment in such a tense atmosphere I only feel the sweetness of happiness, if people are inherently dead, let me die in his arms!
"I hate you-!" My thoughts were disturbed by a thunderous roar, my long curly hair was unkempt, my eyes seemed to be able to spew sparks, my features were distorted, and my body trembled and walked towards us.
One step over and grabbed the hand of the male god, right in front of my eyes, Shanshan's big red nails were deeply sunk into the male god's arm, and the red nails were particularly dazzling in the moonlight. I only heard the male god "ah-" A miserable scream, and the whole arm was pulled off hard! The male god covered the blood-spurting wound and turned back to me and shouted heartbreakingly: "Run!" Fast! ”。 I was just stunned for a second or two, Shanshan threw the torn arm into the lake, made a loud splash, and then walked towards me quickly, I didn't have time to think about it, turned around and ran, but before I could take a step, my hair was grabbed by someone.
"Ahh What's wrong with me?
Get up and pour water to drink, the clock in the guest room shows 1:15, it's so late, Mom and Dad haven't come back yet, it seems that they won't come back today, hey, Grandma hasn't slept yet, what are you doing in the house, there is a sound of pacing. I pushed open the door of my grandmother's room and just wanted to say why I didn't sleep yet, but I was stunned before I could open it! The quilts on the bed are neatly folded, and there is no one in the room! Where did it go? I trembled and was about to go to call my parents on my mobile phone, but as soon as I turned around, I froze again, and suddenly I thought, isn't my grandmother in the hospital! Hey, my memory has become so bad lately, why have I even forgotten about this thing. Close the door and laugh at yourself as you go to the kitchen to get water.
That's not right! I heard a sound in my grandmother's room just now! It's the sound of walking, and because I've been with my grandmother since I was a child, I can hear her footsteps as soon as I hear it, and it's really grandma's footsteps just now! The more I want to break my head, the more numb I become, take the water glass, "whoosh" and run back to my bedroom, lie down on the bed, cover the quilt, and don't turn off the lights tonight!
I didn't have a dream all night, and the sun shone on my quilt before I slowly opened my eyes, can I say that after I got to bed last night, my mind was full of male gods...... Then I had no dreams all night and slept very sweetly.
"Knock knock", knocking on the door, I nervously got out of bed, "Knock knock" came again, I secretly glanced at the cat's eye, it was a goose. To open or not to open? No, why do I ask myself like this, why don't I open when the geese come to my house? Last night was just a dream!
I mustered up the courage, opened the door, and smiled reluctantly at the geese. "What's the matter, you're amazed by my beauty? Hahaha, psychiatrist, have you done it over there? Take Shanshan with you! "Staring at Yan'er's cute and honest face, it's really hard to connect with the ruthless cold storage in her dream......
"What's wrong with you, you dreamed of a ghost last night? Hahaha," Yan'er quipped to me
"How do you know?"
"Okay, let's not talk nonsense with you, the doctor has been contacted, what's the doctor's name?"
"The surname is Ma", I blurted out without thinking about it.
Shanshan immediately took my hand: "Hehe, you're the best, I know that you have already arranged it, wash your face quickly, let's go"
When I came downstairs, I saw Shanshan waiting for us, with a melancholy but pure and quiet face, beautiful like a fairy, why would it be like that in my dream? I don't know why I suddenly remembered what my grandmother said to me, "Don't believe the Cao sisters", my heart trembled, but then I passed by, got in the car, and looked at Yan'er's skillful driving, I knew that a dream was always just a dream.
When I arrived at the hospital and passed by my grandmother's inpatient building, I instinctively stopped, I don't know if my grandmother is doing well there every day, whether she is happy or not, she used to be with me every day without separation, but now she has to live in this cold hospital......
"Ruolan, let's go see Grandma, don't waste time, anyway, it's still early, and I want to see her, but I didn't buy fruit today......" Yan'er saw that I was distressed and uneasy about Grandma.
"Then I'll go with you," Shanshan said timidly in the back.
As soon as we got out of the elevator, we heard the conversation between the doctor and the family at the corner of the corridor, because this is very special, after all, they are all places where mentally abnormal people come, in fact, everyone is full of curiosity here, especially Yan'er, the ghost horse elf, immediately went over and deliberately pretended to be on the phone, to eavesdrop on their conversation.
People with schizophrenia believe that their thoughts have been taken away by an external force (thought seizure) or that some thoughts are inserted into their brain by an external force (mind insertion); Feeling that one's inner experience has been known (thought insight) or broadcast (thought dissemination). Mental classification: Affective responses cannot resonate or relate to the content of the mind as well as external stimuli. The patient's lack of inner experience of the outside world and events of vital interest (emotional apathy); Laughing at the pain of a happy event or an unfortunate event (emotional inversion), and having two opposing emotional experiences at the same time (paradoxical emotion); Laughing, crying, or outbursting alone for no reason.
In the case of clear consciousness, there is a lack of intrinsic connection between the patient's sentences, concepts, or contexts, i.e., loose or loose associations, and in severe cases, fractured thinking. Logical reasoning is absurd and bizarre (logical perverse thinking), or using some ordinary words, nouns or actions to express some special meanings that others cannot understand (pathological symbolic thinking), or giving special meanings to some symbols, self-created or patchwork "words" (new works of words). The patient's thinking activity is abruptly interrupted without the influence of external factors (thought interruption), or a large number of compulsive thoughts occur (thought clustering).
"Your son belongs to the mind that is inserted," the doctor continued to say to the middle-aged woman in front of him.
"Well, he always said that something was going to take over his body, and wanted to drive his soul out," said the woman with a sad face.
Suddenly, the boy who had been behind his mother came out and looked at me sweetly, he looked very sunny, like the kind of basketball master surrounded by girls on campus, his eyes were pure and bright, and he felt a warm current to his heart, he suddenly shouted to me: "Sister! ”
I smiled awkwardly, afraid that they would find out that we were eavesdropping, so I immediately lowered my head and pulled Yan'er and Shanshan to leave, but as soon as I turned around, I suddenly remembered something!
This boy is so familiar! I must have seen it somewhere! But...... Where did I meet a boy in my middle and high school grades, and I kept suppressing a weird ......