Chapter 13: When the Last Expectation Evaporates

I asked Mench, "What's wrong?"

Mench said: "The box of money was used to buy the judges, but the judges didn't ask for it, but they were still bought. This morning, the female singer looked like she hadn't slept before, and she was a little messy and depressed, so she should have been ...... by that judge."

I said, "Huh!?"

I was silent for a moment and asked, "But what is the use of going over now?"

Menqi paused: "Uh...... It really doesn't seem to work. ”

He added: "Go buy a few mobile phones and try to keep in touch with the short one." By the way, will you use it? ”

I said, "Yes, we used to be telecommunications workers in the mines, and we were responsible for telling the high-ranking mercenaries at the execution ground about the situation in the mines.

Mench said, "Oh, that'll do."

We arrived at a mobile phone store not far from the Chengdong Hotel. Bought four mobile phones, one landline. Suddenly I feel rich, and life is much easier.

We quickly went up to the short guy and gave him the phone. Then we drove back to the chalet and thought we were bored.

When we got back to the cabin, Mench suggested to us, "Now that you have the money, let's go and rent a house in the city center."

The big one said: "I don't think it's appropriate, our money is limited, and it's a little uncomfortable to go to the city center to live, and you have just built a wooden house." I don't want to live a life of walking around. ”

Menqi said: "You are just seeking stability, we now have so much money that we can rent a three-bedroom apartment for hundreds of years, and we haven't got all the money for the villa, have you become a slave completely?"

The big one rolled his eyes and didn't speak.

Mench asked me, "What is your opinion?"

I replied, "No comment, but I can qualify as a person from the Southern Lights."

The big one immediately said: "Hey, I said, our money is inherently unstable, why do we care about others if we can't manage it ourselves?"

Menchi said: "You are enough for the big one, they are all homeless people, just fund a little."

The big one reluctantly said, "I can't take care of it."

I said, "Yes."

The next day, we went to the city center and found the perfect place to live. Menchi paid off the rent for four years in one go, and the landlord helped pay the utility bills, because we gave so much at one time, the landlord's discount. It's just that the landlord asked us to sign the rental agreement, and I couldn't write it with the big one.

Mench came up with a new name for us on the fly. From then on, the eldest one was called Dunxi, my name was Ka Ye (which felt weird), and the short one was called Ban Yan.

Then it took another two days to renovate.

The night the renovation was completed. I was about to go to bed when the landline started to bustle.

I took my time to answer the phone. On the phone was Ban Yan's roar: "Hurry up, come to the roof of the hotel!" Come on, the female singer is going to commit suicide! ”

I was forced to sweep away the sleepiness and go to call Mench, but Donxi didn't go.

When Menchi found out, he immediately jumped out of bed and hurriedly put on his clothes and ran towards the hotel.

As soon as Menqi reached the top of the building, he shouted: "Why can't you think about it now, why can't you think about it now?"

At this time, Ban Yan stood in the middle of the roof, his face was very bitter. The female singer sat on the edge of the wall, her hair blown by the wind and struggling frantically like a bound soul. The back was very haggard, his hands were covering his ears, and his body was trembling. I crept over to the fence and saw her wide eyes staring at the bustle below, her eyes full of fear, helplessness, and most of all disgust.

I retreated to Ban Mo, who was asking him what had happened, but Ban Mo didn't say anything, he was very anxious and lonely.

I said to Panyu, "Say, or someone will die!"

Ban Yan's expression was about to cry, and he said aggrievedly: "It wasn't money that bought the judges that day, it was ...... Yes! You know. Later, the fat man died, and her spirit was even more fragile, so to speak, she was already dying, and she was about to collapse at the first touch. The day before yesterday she played erratically and received very low votes. I was raped by the judge again this morning, and the judge said that she would be promoted, but who knew that the judge called the paparazzi and was filmed by her bribing the judges, and today the newspaper was uproaring, and she couldn't stand it, so she ......"

I exclaimed, "Huh!?"

Menchi frowned, I thought he would convince the singer to survive, but he said, "It's really unexpected, but don't expect me to convince her to survive, I'm not the kind of person who would comfort people."

Menchi said to Ban Yan, "You have to accept the next thing."

Ban Yan felt unreasonable, and shook off: "But this ...... If you don't save it, why are you doing this? ”

Menchi took a few steps towards the female singer, and said to Ban Yan in a loud voice: "Because this society is far dirtier than we think, your goddess is too weak, and she is going to lose." She felt that living in such a terrible ghost place would not give her the life she wanted, and it was better to live than to die, and it was better to die. This society only allows fools to survive, and there is no room for too many dreams. I'm not going to stop it. ”

The female singer turned her head and looked at Menchi with an empty look in her eyes. Ban Yan evaded Menqi's words and said to the female singer: "Your dream has not been realized yet, didn't you say that you will not give up if you don't realize your dream?" Isn't it better than standing on the biggest stage and singing the most moving song? I'm still waiting to hear it! ”

Mench said to the female singer, "Because you didn't know how dirty that so-called biggest stage was, did you?" And now that the fat woman is dead, even if your dream comes true, it's just a deformed dream that is incomplete, extremely ugly, and completely devoid of the inside, right? ”

The female singer's breathing was heavier, her whole body trembled, and she held her head in her hands, looking very frightened.

Ban Yan was already running out of words, but he was still struggling uselessly: "But...... As you said, without dreams, life will not be meaningful without sunshine. ”

Menqi helped the female singer answer: "Because I feel that the days of having a dream life and sunshine have passed, and there will be no sunshine in society." Besides, dreams are just a way to make life fulfilling, just a way to make yourself happy, dreams only have this meaning, don't think about it. Now she can't feel happy in this society anymore, and she has dreams, but it's just a piece of paper. ”

The female singer trembled and said: "Yes, yes, this society is not worth my existence at all, it is not worth my dreams here, and it is not worth carrying the expectations of so many people......"

Mench said, "Do what you want to do now, as long as you feel happy."

Ban Yan cried very aggrieved and sobbed desperately. Menchi saw it and said: "I know what it feels like to lose a loved one, and I know that you can't accept it, but you can only accept it, love is just a mask, a mask to hide your instinct, all the efforts are just to be able to play with your lover's body, but I believe that you are definitely not that kind of person, where your lover thinks you are happy, you will fulfill her, she feels happy, I believe you will be happy, isn't it?" So, you can only accept it. ”

Panyu fell to his knees, in great pain.

Suddenly, the female singer screamed. The voice was terrifying, and it was unbelievable that her heavenly voice could let out such a terrible wail. She stood up halfway through her shouting, and I knew she was going to jump, as did Ban Mo and Menchi. Ban Mo rushed there in a frenzy, but it was too late.

I instinctively rushed down, and Mench followed. But the building was so tall that it didn't work to make the elevator, so we ran for ten minutes to get downstairs.

The female singer fell with her back down, and the back of her head was shattered. But the face is still visible. There is also a slight upturn at the corners of the mouth.

Menqi took a picture of her face with his mobile phone and sent a text message to Ban Yan, with a line under the photo: Don't worry, she is very happy and beautiful now.