I always pretend I don't care and tell myself,

I'm so strong, I can take it all.

However, when I was forgotten in the corner, I realized that I could not afford to lose, and I would be afraid.

I like to be alone in the dark night, like the eternal night. The night envelops everything, the dirtiest, the cruelest, the saddest ........, and in the endless darkness we are as small as a tiny speck of dust.

It's even negligible.

Yuan Shu sat outside the door of the rescue room, and the smell of strong and clean disinfectant water made Yuan Shu want to repulse.

In such a long corridor, the walls on both sides were whitewashed, and the pale incandescent lamps were overhead. The entire corridor was shrouded in a cold, bleak atmosphere.

When I was a child, I always heard people say that the hospital is a place where death is linked, and people can die here every day. But on the contrary, there will always be people who will come back to this world anew. Therefore, the people here have a cold face, and even the air here is so cold that it is suffocating.

Through the glass window, Luo Yu was lying on a white wooden bed, his hair was wrapped in thick gauze, his face was tightly covered with an oxygen mask, and a small transparent hose connected to it injected various diluted potions into Luo Yu's body.

Yuan Shu buried his head in his hands and didn't speak for a long time, without a trace of expression on his face.

It's almost dark now, and the rain is still lying in the rescue room. How much Yuan Shu hoped that it was himself who was lying in the rescue room, 'regret', the two words poured out of Yuan Shu's heart, as if he was laughing at himself.

Overhead, there is a miserable white light that never changes. Under the light, the sunken face of the original tree looked like it was carved out of stone.

Such a wait is too long for the original tree.

The hospital bell is ringing, and it's already 6 p.m.

The door of the rescue room was finally pushed open heavily. The doctor in the white coat now looks like the legendary black and white impermanence in the eyes of Hara Shu. Falling rain was pushed into the general ward, and Hara Shu looked at the doctor and asked; "Doctor, is Luoyu seriously injured now?" “

"Are you his family?" The doctor asked.

“..... Hmm," Haraki replied.

"The patient is now in good condition and can be discharged after a few days in the hospital'". The doctor said.

“...... Whew, thank you, thank you doctor". The doctor's words completely made Yuan Shu's hanging heart let go heavily.

It's like falling into a bottomless river, and you're holding a straw growing by the river. You are afraid that the straw in your hand will break, you are afraid that you will fall alone in the icy water, you are afraid of ......

The nervousness can finally be let go, as if it is out of emptiness. Hara Shu turned his head to look at the falling rain lying on the hospital bed, and sighed deeply.

Haraki made a phone call to his mother on his mobile phone and told his mother to make some food at the hospital. The bleak sun was about to set, and the setting sun reflected in the clouds dragged the shadows of the buildings for a long time.

All light travels according to a homogeneous medium, and in an inhomogeneous medium, refractive bending occurs. Red, yellow, purple, cyan..... Different colors of light are evenly combined, just like the miserable, the lucky, the ordinary, and the painful in the world we live in....... Different worlds make different people, we meet different people, and we leave different people. Different of us have experienced different stories, we may not be the protagonists of the story, but we have really existed and appeared. And the only thing that remains unchanged is the heart we had in the first place.