"Hmm...... I ...... "I gritted my teeth and tried to stay as awake as possible, but I felt that the breath in my body was disturbed and difficult to control.

"Keep your emotions under control!" The man shouted at me, his tone anxious.

In the blurred vision, I could vaguely see my body glowing with a white halo. Faint or strong light slowly emanated from my body.

"Poof...... the boy was already vomiting blood, and he was close to me, frowning and wrapping his hands around his chest.

"I ...... Control, no, stay......" I couldn't say a complete sentence, and my mind was scattered to see him teleport in front of the baby to protect the boy's body.

With my eyes closed, my heart was constantly pounded by the eyes of the maid who wanted me to leave before she died, and her broken and ruined corpse, and tears flowed down my arms, but I couldn't stop it.

"Sister, sister, she...... She's bleeding! How are her tears red? Vaguely in the confusion is the baby's anxious and worried inquiry.

"You control your mind! Hmm......" The man's voice suddenly broke, and he choked up as if interrupted by something.

"I'm sorry I'm late." As the words fell, I felt the boiling blood in my body suddenly calm down, and I struggled to open my eyes, and what I saw was the distressed eyes of the demon god.

In the afterglow, everything around was shattered into foam, even a single leaf, it was gone.

"Woo...... Yaya ......, "I forgot what gods and demons, forgot what love rules, I threw myself into his arms and cried, dyed his white Shengxue's clothes red." That's when I found out. It turned out that when I cried, it was really red blood droplets.

Red is bewitching, red, and dazzling.

"You—You're a demon god! You must have a way to save Yaya! Right? Right? I grabbed him by the shirt, looked at him pleadingly, and pleaded helplessly with him.

"I only had time to make you so stimulated that you wouldn't become a fallen immortal, but her corpse has turned into droplets." The eyes of the demon god in front of him were deep and helpless, and his hair was scattered in the wind, as deep as the night sky, and he looked sad.

"Why? Why?! I don't care! I don't care!! I want you to help me! I want you to resurrect you! I want her alive! I want her alive!! I yelled at him like crazy. The fingers that grabbed his shirt tightened.

The demon god in front of me just looked at me deeply. There was no answer.

"Just now, because your spiritual power was too strong, but you couldn't control it, you flew away and shattered everything nearby, including ...... Yaya's only remaining body. The man with the baby in his arms spoke sadly. Sigh heavily.

"Is it my fault?" I muttered to myself. Heartache is so bad that I can't breathe.

"It's not your fault. Yaya's body was broken beyond repair, and her soul was still there. "The demon god stroked my face. He whispered to me, "When I came, I saw that Yaya's soul was encased in an enchantment by him, and now it has been thrown into the underworld. ”

"Ahh So, is there anything we can do to save her? I asked anxiously.

"I can't break the rules of the underworld, otherwise, the demons and demons in the underworld will be chaotic and I can't manage them anymore." The demon god hesitated, avoiding my eager gaze.

"You! How can saving people be considered to be breaking the rules?! Isn't there no good or evil in this world? Can't the soul that can be saved live? I cried and cried, looking at the omnipotent demon god in front of me in my heart.

"It's a pity that I can't protect the two children at the same time, don't embarrass the demon god." The man looked at me with a sad expression, and said, "He is a god of the four realms of demons and demons, if he destroys the order and rules of ancient times for the sake of a human being, then it will be difficult for him to convince the people, and he will no longer be able to control the evil side of this world." At that time, more human beings, more weak races, will face extinction. ”

"Woo...... I don't care! I don't care!! "I cried loudly, and I was tightly held in the arms of the demon god, and the person I hated and blamed the most in my heart was myself.

If I had agreed with the man earlier and learned the skill of killing monsters in seconds, would I have seen her brutally murdered when I was with Yaya? If I had begged the man to teach me skills, even if it was just to protect the people of this village, would I have been able to impress him and avoid today's tragedy?

Why? Why! Why......

Why do I always look ahead? Why am I always unprepared for the dangers of this world? Why am I so slow to arm myself? Why can't I protect the most important people around me, but I can only see Yaya's tragic death?

I hate myself! I hate myself!!

I hate it! I don't want to lose Yaya! I don't want to lose her, she's so naughty and cute, so clever and smart...... She likes to play tricks on me.,She who deliberately calls me a monster.,She who talks to herself happily to Xiaobaihua.。

All kinds of figures flashed in my mind, how long did I stay with me? Why is it that sometimes it feels like a moment, and sometimes it feels like a few years of intimacy?

In the blur of tears, the image of the first time I met Yaya appeared in my heart......

"Wow! Monster! ”

"Wow! Fairy! ”

Thinking all the way about the skills of using the spiritual power that the demon god had just taught, I found that the two children in front of me were jumping and pointing at me and shouting, the boy was wearing a cupache and a red belly pocket, and the girl was looking at me with a cute mushroom head on her head.

"Hello." I smiled and walked over to the two children, who were jumping up and running towards me.

"Pretty sister, are you a fairy?" The little boy who was stuck in my arms raised his head at this moment and asked me seriously.

"Hey, guess?" Looking at his cute little appearance, I couldn't help but want to make him happy.

"Pretty sister is a youkai! You see, her eyes are dark red! Our eyes are black. The girl squirmed back, her expression full of grievance and fear, and her small mouth pursed slightly.

"I—I'm not a youkai, how can a youkai be so beautiful, right?" I grinned.

"Yaya, is what the beautiful sister said right?" The boy ran up to the girl, stared into her eyes and asked.

"Well, right...... No, no, huh...... Yaya, Yaya doesn't know anymore. The little girl carefully observed my appearance, and finally looked at me intently with big eyes.

"You guys are so cute!" I couldn't resist walking up to the two children and hugging them in my arms.

"Woo...... Wow......" The little girl began to cry the next moment, tears dripping from her long eyelashes onto my hands.

"Smell my sister's hair, is it fragrant?" I took the green silk in my hand and put it in the little girl's hand.

"Woo...... I sniffed, woohoo...... It's fragrant, fragrant. The girl replied as she sniffed my hair while crying.

"Then my sister will lend you this fragrant hair to play with, okay?" I smiled and couldn't help but kiss the girl's cheek.

"Well, okay, then, that girl won't cry." The girl choked and took my hair and ran it around in her hand.

I whimpered and shook my head, but I couldn't shake off the memories that had been deeply imprinted in my heart...... (To be continued.) )