Chapter 14: The Return of Curie
"Why would even you object to me doing this?" Li Hur suddenly felt a little confused: "I thought that if you knew about this, you would definitely understand me." ”
Cui Zhengcan lowered his head and sighed lightly: "I understand you, but I don't want you to go this way." There are many ways to succeed, and there is no need to choose the riskiest one. ”
Li hurriedly pursed the corners of his mouth and spoke: "However, only this is the fastest way to succeed." ”
Cui Zhengcan shook his head: "You are smart, witty, and have high emotional intelligence." But you are too young and have not much life experience to have this kind of thought, the bloodiness and brutality of this road is not something you can imagine and understand, once you set foot on this road, it means that you have embarked on the road of no return. As for success? It's not that simple, have you ever seen that big brother mixed up in just a few years?
Needless to say, let's just talk about Jin Chi, who debuted in his teens, and now has been working hard for twenty or thirty years, and he is only a deacon in the southern cave, not even the president. And in Seoul, Nambu-dong is not a big organization. From this reality, doesn't it tell the story?
Do you dare to say that you are more capable than the golden pool? More adapted to life in the underground? No, it's impossible, your heart is too soft, not ruthless enough, and your wrists are not high enough, even if you mix for thirty or forty years, you can't reach the height of the gold pool.
You can't even reach the height of the gold pool, why do you want to get a higher status? So, dear, it's completely wrong for you to have this kind of thinking, and this path is not for you.
What suits you is writers, screenwriters, variety shows, film and television, these are the foundation of your life, I hope you don't give up your roots to fantasize about the kind of mansion in the air.
After so many days together, I also figured out your character. It seems to be a very casual personality, but it is unusually stubborn and stubborn, I don't know if my words can make you give up this idea, but I hope you can think about it, if your future is full of bloody storms, will Li Juli be happy with you? ”
Cui Zhengcan is gone, but his words linger in Li Qian's mind like Hong Zhong Da Lu, and they will endure for a long time. I don't know how long it took, he suddenly woke up, reached out and rubbed his cheek, and said in confusion: "Is it true that I am too young and too naïve in my thoughts?" ”
The future that had been clearly planned suddenly became blurry again, and he didn't know what to do. There are countless forks in life, and there will be a choice before each fork, and choosing a different intersection means choosing a different future.
No matter how high his emotional intelligence is, he is only twenty years old this year, and he has the confusion of reality and fear of the future of people of this age. It is also easier to make some decisions that are taken for granted under impulse, which will affect the trajectory of one's life.
Silently stood up, walked to the huge floor-to-ceiling window, put the bench where it was placed, he sat on the ground, took out a cigarette from his arms, looked at the sun gradually setting in the distance, and smoked one by one.
Li Juli, who looked tired, gently pushed open the door of the room, and from the moment she received a call from Cui Zhengcan, she abandoned everything and rushed back to South Korea on the fastest flight. After returning to China, she didn't even rest, and came here directly by car, and only she could understand how tired it was.
When she pushed open the door and saw the scene in front of her, she was stunned, surprised, incredulous, and slightly heartbroken. It's like an ant biting on the heart, very uncomfortable, very sad, with a sour nose and some moisture in the eyes.
Is the man who sits in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a confused face and smoking a cigarette, or the man who often makes himself laugh and make himself feel burdened, with his own slings and funny attributes? It turns out that on the other side that he can't see, is he the most real?
Why, I feel so sad and want to cry, I can't stop it
Li hurriedly took out the last cigarette in the cigarette case, lit it, and just took two puffs, a small white hand suddenly appeared and snatched the cigarette from his mouth.
"Smoke less, it's not good for your health."
Li Hurri's body stiffened, and when he turned his head suddenly, he saw the girl in tears, biting her lip and her misty eyes, staring at him in a daze. In his hand, the right hand holding the cigarette butt was already slightly white.
"I'm back" Li Hur smiled at her, but suddenly found that his voice was hoarse.
Li Juli nodded, snuffed out the cigarette, threw it in the trash can, and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with him: "If I don't come back, you don't know what will happen, you are so seriously injured, but you still smoke like this, is it dead?" ”
Li hurriedly shook his head and suddenly spoke: "Am I quite naïve?" ”
Li Juli bit her lip and looked into his somewhat unconfident eyes, "Yes, you are very naïve, very naïve, very hypothetical, very immature in thinking, self-righteous, stubborn and rigid and do not listen to advice"
Listening to her constant counting, Li Hur wanted to laugh inexplicably, obviously he was still very heavy in the last second, and now he really wanted to laugh, so he really laughed.
"Still laughing" Li Juli stretched out her hand and slapped him, and after a pause, she laughed too.
Looking at her bright smile, Li Hurry slowly retracted the smile on the corner of his mouth, "It turns out that I have so many problems?" I always thought that I was a perfect person other than a sling. ”
Li Juli couldn't help laughing again, stroked his cheek and said: "You are already very good, even if you have so many shortcomings, many times people can't help but want to beat you, but you really did a good job." ”
"Are you comforting me?" Li Hur's eyes were strange, and he asked hesitantly.
Li Juli couldn't help but smile and nodded: "Nei, I'm comforting you." ”
"But how do I feel like I'm here to mend the knife?" Li hurriedly sighed and said: "Ever since you came in, you've been talking about my problems, and now you can't help but want to beat me, is there such a comforting thing?" Is it ready to be comforted with fists? ”
Li Juli chuckled and shook her head, and after a while, her face gradually returned to calm, and she spoke: "Let's talk about it, let's talk about it seriously, some things must be explained clearly and solved." ”
Li hurriedly pursed his lips and said softly: "Since this is the case, let's talk, what do you want to say first?" ”
"I don't want to repeat a lot of what has been said." Li Juli said seriously: "I only want to ask you one word, which one do you choose between that road and me?" ”