Chapter 193: Worry-free Secret
In the evening, Pang Ruolan and Yin Yang returned to the secluded mansion, with this girl by their side, Pang Ruolan seemed to have returned to the 21st century, and her friends were like shadows.
At night, Pang Ruolan pretended to miss Qianmo, left the room, and with the help of Qianmo, avoided the imperial court and secretly guarded out of the imperial city.
The night is quiet, the breeze is cool, and it is autumn in the blink of an eye.
The Sanssouci Mansion under the night sky is quiet and peaceful, independent of the world, and has a feeling of paradise. After changing her clothes, putting on a veil, and slowly walking towards the mansion, Pang Ruolan was full of thoughts......
"All the people we recruit no matter what position they have, even if they are just cooks in the house, all their relatives are brought into the eastern suburbs house to provide for them, and the children ask the teacher to take classes together, and the relatives arrange to raise flowers or grow vegetables. The house is designed according to the method I painted, and you don't leave the house on weekdays, because you handle all these designs, participate in all these preparations, and it is not appropriate to show up, if there is something you can ask your sister to help convey. ”
"There are many houses in the mansion, and walls are built at least three meters high around them, and special people are sent to inspect them every day, if you find any hidden dangers, come and tell me quickly, you can also find Jiutian Pavilion Yiyi. The tables, chairs and beds are all made of nanmu, silk bedding, and high-quality bowls, and you can arrange the number by yourself. The name of the mansion is called Sanssouci House, and I hope that everyone in the house will be happy and worry-free. ”
"There is a big fish pond in Sanssouci House, which can be used for everyone to play and entertain on weekdays. If you have a good idea, you can also say it. ”
"By the way, the master has a special requirement for the garden, which is full of pink peach blossoms in the spring, red roses in the summer, and roses of various colors and a small number of hibiscus in the autumn. In winter, it is full of pure white plum blossoms. ”
Pang Ruolan smiled shyly that day, blushing and saying her fantasies, while the carefree eyes of the silent listeners were filled with tears and full of hope.
"Master, you're here." The carefree sister greeted her with a respectful expression.
"Are you feeling better? How's the recovery? Don't be stingy with money, you need to make more supplements. Pang Ruolan's voice didn't look like herself because she took the pill.
"Thank you for your concern, my subordinates are fine." The carefree sister's eyes were shining, and her nose was sour.
"We'll be a family from now on. No need to be polite. "Look around, but you don't see a worry-free figure. Pang Ruolan couldn't help but wonder, "Where is the worry-free?" ”
"He, he's ...... Alas, he was in the garden. The carefree sister sighed softly, but said no more.
"I'll go see him." Pang Ruolan motioned to her worry-free sister to rest first. Turn around and walk towards the expansive garden.
Autumn roses and hibiscus flowers glow beautifully in the moonlight. Florals. It's intoxicating. Pang Ruolan stepped on the soft earth, feeling the loneliness of the night and the whispering of flowers.
"Hmm...... Whining...... Why, why are there three or six or nine people in this world? Why do we need to have a door-to-door mentality? Whining...... Could it be that we who truly love each other can only miss it in this life? Is it all fateful? Whining...... So why do we have to meet? Woo woo......" The man's voice was grieving and choked up. His back was so lonely and desolate in the wind.
"......" Pang Ruolan didn't want to eavesdrop on his privacy, but she felt that it was not very convenient to show up at this time, so she was in a dilemma for a while.
"Hmm...... Hehe, how would you feel if you saw me vomiting blood? Do you blame me and blame me? Do you remember me? At the beginning, our vows could not withstand the interference of our families, and we could not withstand the view of the world...... Woo, do you think I'm cowardly? Will you look down on me? But you know what? When I suddenly found out that I was not an orphan, and suddenly I had relatives, have you ever imagined what it would feel like to make your dream come true? Carefree sobbed, in a trance.
"Woo...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I can't watch the loved ones I have always fantasized about, and the family affection I have been longing for suddenly turns into bubbles...... Woo, I can't let my only sister die for my own happiness. Worry-free muttered, sitting under the flowers, he was bathed in moonlight, and the blood marks on his fingers were faintly visible.
"I told you that the rose tree will never bloom as a hibiscus flower...... Just like us, we are two different families that can never be together...... Woo, you hate me! I hope you remember my farewell, and I hope you have my little shadow in your heart, even if it's just a trace of hatred. Because, I love you. "Carefree tears kept rolling down, and the smell of blood wafted in the wind.
Looking at such a carefree look, Pang Ruolan couldn't help but be stunned, what kind of deep love can make people vomit blood and nostalgia, heartbreak aftertaste?
"Who?" Worry-free was awakened by Pang Ruolan's sigh, and a thin and soft branch was danced by him.
"Killing Intent Pavilion Master." Pang Ruolan spoke softly, and her carefree movements were suddenly stunned.
"Master, did you hear it all just now?" Carefree had just cried in a hoarse voice and looked worried.
"Do you know martial arts?" Pang Ruolan was very embarrassed in her heart, and she was caught in the corner of the wall, so she had to divert the topic.
"A little."
"You...... In fact, we are all people with stories and sad pasts. But it's man-made, and I think that if we are still alive, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, we must fight for it. Pang Ruolan stretched out her hand to pick a rose, and said, "So that when we are old, we will not regret it." In any case, always give it a try. ”
"Fight for it? Master, what should you do if someone else uses the family affection you have lost and regained and has always fantasized about to blackmail you and give up love? Carefree looked sad and his voice choked.
"I think I'll give up and then secretly try for it." Pang Ruolan sighed slightly, looked directly at the carefree pale face, and said: "I have always been a person who does not play cards according to common sense, and if I am threatened, I will never compromise." Because human life is really too short, if you can't live for yourself, what is the meaning of existence? ”
"What if you give up first, but you don't have a chance to fight for it?" Worry-free tears kept flowing, although it was not the first time that Pang Ruolan had seen a man cry, but her heart was still shaking.
"If you are still alive, you will have a chance, first of all, let yourself live well, and then continue to prepare for that opportunity in the future." Pang Ruolan smiled, "I think, God always leaves opportunities to those who are prepared." ”
"Master, you are really optimistic, it seems that nothing can defeat you." Looking at Pang Ruolan without worry, she was bathed in moonlight under the starry sky, indifferent, and elegant. This kind of demeanor is not as beautiful as ordinary dust.
"If you don't grieve enough, you can't fly. People who often analyze things and like to think alone always learn more and have deeper understandings. Pang Ruolan simply sat on the soft soil. (To be continued.) )