Chapter 41: The Painful Struggle Under Contradictions: "What's the Matter?" Are you all stupid to look at me like this? Li Yao said that, but her heart needs their expressions like this, they are too arrogant sometimes, and they don't have some skills to surpass them, they always look like they are superior, which makes it really difficult for people to get along.

Ma Shang showed an embarrassed smile at this time, but he quickly retracted it, and changed back to a still youthful and handsome and proud expression, how to say that he is a man, even if he loses, he can't show so embarrassment.

"Huh...... Miss Li Yao, I didn't expect you to be really unexpected, I convince you of this, very good, from your singing, I can hear that your heart is very big, and that kind of patriotic feelings infect me. ”

"Hmmm! I grew up in a very poor family, and it was my parents who worked hard to nurture and take care of me. Therefore, I have a special feeling for the lives of the poor, and this feeling is amplified into patriotic feelings! ”

"Excellent! From your patriotic feelings, you can see that you are a person who can accommodate a person with a large capacity, which few people can do, you are the first one I have ever met, and from this point, I admire you very much. Ma Shang had a great impulse to Li Yao at this time to have her for the rest of his life.

Li Yao was fascinated when she saw the great love that Ma Shang showed to herself, and she was secretly happy in her heart: "Hehe...... Look at how you still escaped from the palm of my hand now, from now on, it's not you who choose me, but I'm picking on your shortcomings. ”。

"Actually, you don't have to look at my heart so strongly, I still have a lot of shortcomings." Li Yao paused and continued: "You are right, I can accommodate all the shortcomings of others, but I have not met a person who can accommodate all my shortcomings. ”。

Li Yao said this sentence to test how big Ma Shang's capacity is. After hearing what she said, Marchand was thinking in his heart: "Why would she say that no one can accommodate all her shortcomings?" Could it be that her personality and living habits are very special and different? What are some quirks or the like? It would be a pity if this was the case, the girl in front of her was indeed very suitable for her taste. But if she has an intolerable quirk, can she accept it? Do you have to wait for the next girl to appear? ”。 At this moment, Ma Shang really didn't know how to say the next sentence to Li Yao.

Li Yao saw Ma Shang with his head down, his consciousness fell into contemplation, and his expression showed the word "sorrow". "Does he have a painful past?".

"What's wrong? What are you thinking? Li Yao asked in a very gentle tone.

Ma Shang gave Li Yao a gentle question, sobered up from his contemplation, he looked at Li Yao who was smiling at himself, he was attracted by this beautiful face, and this caring and gentle voice, he liked her, he began to like her slowly.

"I didn't ...... Hehe, didn't think about anything, huh! Belch...... You say that no one can tolerate your shortcomings, so I would like to hear what your shortcomings are? ”。

Seeing Ma Shang's eyes when he looked at her, revealing the light wave of love, Li Yao felt very comforted in her heart, the ideals and ideas in her heart were always not understood and appreciated by others, but in front of the high-flying president in front of her, everything she had seemed to have become precious.

"My shortcomings are all my strengths, and people who like my strengths must like all my shortcomings." Li Yao said what she wanted to say most in her heart, and she hadn't said it to anyone once.

The reason is that for so many years, she has never really been her true self, and she has always been afraid that others will hate her true self, and she is worried that all the behaviors she does will cause others to have a sense of disgust for her image.

She strictly demands herself every day to be the type of person that others like. She did, and in the minds of those she came into contact with, she was a person of high quality, who was well-mannered, well-mannered, and honest and caring for others.

However, after countless inner struggles and training, she has developed a very conflicted heart after she successfully transformed herself into a superior person that everyone likes.

What is it? It was from her high-quality and high-level recuperation, and the people she saw every day made her feel very uncomfortable, and she began to hate contact with people who had not recuperated, and even hated the old and obscure appearance of her parents.

Her heart has developed to the point where she just wants to see beautiful things, and she wants to change people, things and things that she is not satisfied with. But she is not God, and she cannot change what she sees that she is not satisfied with.

She began to be conflicted, began to be unable to control her emotions, began to like to live alone, she felt that the distance between herself and everyone, between heaven and earth, how to accept and accommodate can not get along happily, she was confused, is there only one in this world, she began to feel very lonely and lonely.