Chapter 1: Tang Jing commits suicide

Tang Jing entered the house, put the hoe away, stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat on his face, looked at the cold stove, and sighed!

I heard the sound of a radio in the house, and when I entered the house, I saw my husband Gao Hongsheng lying on the kang, humming a little song with his eyes closed.

Resisting the urge to kill, he turned around and walked out of the house, rolled up his arms and walked to the stove, and resigned himself to cooking.

I really don't know how to live this day, it's been almost fifteen years!

At the beginning, if it weren't for his parents who were greedy for the Gao family's money, how could he marry Gao Hongsheng, who was not doing his job? It will not fall to today's field!

Squatting in front of the stove pit while burning the fire in a daze, smelling a smell of burnt rice, he hurriedly stood up, lifted the lid of the pot and saw that the rice had been burned dry.

There are still more than two months before the autumn harvest, but my family's grain has bottomed out, every year, and I really don't know where to borrow it this time.

"Ahemβ€”ahem."

Tang Jing heard the cough and looked back, only to see her husband Gao Hongsheng, wearing a white shirt on his upper body, a pair of dark blue trousers on his lower body, a pair of polished leather shoes under his feet, and a shiny smeared on his head. It is estimated that flies will slip and fall when they stand on it.

"What did you do? How does it smell like this? ”

Tang Jing frowned and looked at Gao Hongsheng, turned around and entered the house.

Gao Hongsheng turned his face to look at Tang Jing's back, his face was angry, and his face, which was not handsome, became even more hateful.

said angrily: "Damn, if I don't beat you for three days, is it itching?" It's like you're dead all day, and I'm upset when I see it. As he spoke, he walked towards Tang Jing.

walked in front of Tang Jing, stretched out his hand to slap his face, clapped his hands, raised his eyebrows, and looked at Tang Jing.

Tang Jing stretched out her hand to cover half of her face, looked at Gao Hongsheng with a smile, and said, "Let's fight!" Isn't your Gao Hongsheng's biggest skill to beat his daughter-in-law? How can there be any village in these ten miles and eight villages who don't know that you Gao Hongsheng has this ability. ”

Hearing this sarcastic remark, Gao Hongsheng immediately raised his hand, looked at Tang Jing with an indifferent face, and took his hand back.

"Phew, Lao Tzu doesn't want to beat you, I'm afraid I'll dirty my hands, and I'll have to play cards later!"

Tang Jing breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, turned around and sat on the kang, picked up the soles of his shoes in the basket, and put them up.

Gao Hongsheng glared at Tang Jing.

"Hurry up, give me some money, damn, I've been a little unlucky these past two days, and I have to make a good deal of money today."

Gao Hongsheng stood at the door, looking like a gangster, full of swearing.

Tang Jing frowned, too lazy to look at Gao Hongsheng, lowered his head, and held the soles of his shoes unhurriedly. β€œ

"Damn, I'm talking to you? Are you deaf? ”

Tang Jing looked up at Gao Hongsheng, his voice was very calm, calm without a trace of emotion, and said, "You don't know if the family has money or not?"

Gao Hongsheng was speechless when asked, his face was red and his neck was thick, he opened his mouth and glared at Tang Jing.

"Phew, a mourning star, damn, why did you marry such a thing in the first place." After Gao Hongsheng said this, he turned around and left.

Tang Jing looked at Gao Hongsheng, who had left the courtyard gate, reached out and touched half of his face, his face was hot, and he gritted his teeth, "Phew." "Rushing to the ground.

Tang Jing took a nap at home for a while, and when she woke up, she saw that it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.

He hurried out to feed the fowl, picked up his hoe, locked the door, and went to the geography.

As soon as he stood on the ground of his house, he saw a man walking towards him.

The sun at noon in June was particularly dazzling like a fireball.

Stretched out his hand to cover the sun, squinted his eyes and looked over, but he didn't see who it was!

He squatted down, reached out and plucked a few grasses from the ground, clapped his hands and stood up.

When I looked up, I felt a mental chuckle, and the person who came was none other than my father.

Sigh! Walked head-on.

"Dad, it's noon, why are you here! Is it okay? Tang Jing knew that if there was nothing wrong, his father would not come to see him.

Looking at his honest father, I had a bad premonition in my heart.

Tang Dashan looked at his daughter, panting, coughing a few times, and sat on the ground.

Tang Jing hurriedly stretched out his hand to support his father and said, "Dad, you have something wrong with your own body, don't you know?" Still walking so fast! While complaining, he helped his father smooth his back.

Tang Dashan smiled honestly, reached out and patted Tang Jing's shoulder, and said, "It's okay, it's all an old problem." After speaking, he reached out and took out a rolled dry tobacco in his pocket.

As soon as he was on fire, Tang Jing stretched out his hand and snatched it away.

"Dad, I don't think you're going to be good, didn't the doctor tell you not to let you smoke? Why don't you listen? ”

Tang Dashan impatiently snatched the lighter, put it in his pocket, and looked at Tang Jing.

"Xiaojing, give my dad three thousand yuan, your brother wants to build a house, and the family won't be able to make up enough for a while, anyway, the Gao family also has money, go home and give me some points, if you don't give me this money, don't blame me for not recognizing your daughter's ......."

Tang Jing stood up, his face full of anger, and looked at his father.

"Dad, is it mine that the Gao family is rich? Don't you know about my family's situation? I borrowed the money from his second brother's house last time you were hospitalized! You speak strangely lightly, and you can open your mouth for thousands, but I don't. ”

Tang Dashan was unhappy when he heard this, but he didn't show it on his face.

"Xiaojing, this money is borrowed from your brother, don't worry, if your brother doesn't pay it back, Dad will pay it back."

Tang Jing laughed when she heard this, her eyes were full of tears, and she swallowed the tears back into her eyes, sniffing and snorting, her voice a little low.

"Dad, my sister-in-law asked you to come, right?"

Tang Dashan stretched out his hand and scratched his head, "How do you know?" Has your sister-in-law been here? ”

"Dad, go back! I don't have any money. ”

Reaching out to pick up the hoe, as soon as he turned around, tears flowed, he reached out to wipe the tears, calmed his mood, held the hoe and began to shovel the ground.

Tang Dashan stood up suddenly.

Stretched out his hand and pointed at Tang Jing and scolded: "You white-eyed wolf, don't you just use you for some money?" Look at your virtue, you money-loser, you're rich, aren't you! My mother's family doesn't recognize it, right? Okay, good, good, I'll go, don't think about going to the door of my Tang family again in your life. ”

Listening to his father's merciless words, he turned to look at his father's departing back, his body seemed to be hollowed out, and he had no strength at all, and he fell down as soon as he saw the black man.

There was no imaginary pain, but there was a faint smell of tobacco, very strange and familiar, and I tried to open my eyes.

I saw a strange and familiar face appear in front of me, and I reached out and stroked the face buried in my heart, and fainted again.

Lou Zhiming hugged Tang Jing who fainted, with mixed feelings in his heart, and hurriedly picked up Tang Jing and got into the jeep, stepped on the accelerator to the end, and the car ran to more than 180 miles, and the dust behind the car was flying, and I don't know how many people watched along the way.

In the field, I saw a middle-aged man, standing in the geography, holding a piece of grass in his mouth, holding a hoe in his hand, looking at the car that was walking away, and smiling.

"I didn't expect Tang Jing to have such a concubine? I'll just say it! At first glance, Gao Hongsheng is a portrait of a king, and he still fucks and pretends to be an uncle with me, fuck it, what do I think he is still pretending to be this time? After saying that, he smiled evilly.

Li Ying turned around and picked up the hoe, and threw it at Liu Dazhu, who had finished speaking.

Liu Dazhu hurriedly dodged, so he didn't throw it.

"Are you crazy? It's going to kill you. Liu Dazhu was also scared out of a cold sweat.

Li Ying put down the hoe in her hand, her face was full of anger, and she pinched her waist and looked at her husband Liu Dazhu.

"You take care of your broken mouth for me, other people's affairs, you give me less care, I see that if you dare to be with Gao Hongsheng again, I will divorce you."

Liu Dazhu nodded again and again, hurriedly walked to his daughter-in-law, and promised: "Daughter-in-law, don't worry, I will never have anything to do with Gao Hongsheng again."

Li Ying picked up the hoe and continued to shovel the ground, Liu Dazhu looked at the back of his daughter-in-law, his eyes were purring, and he didn't have any kindness at first glance.

On the way, Lou Zhiming looked back at Tang Jing who was unconscious from time to time, and regretted it in his heart, if he knew that Tang Jing was living such a life, how could he let go in the first place!

Lou Zhiming kept thinking nonsense, and finally arrived at the gate of the hospital, got out of the car and rushed into the hospital with Tang Jing in his arms.

Tang Jing heard the sound of people talking in a daze, and gradually the voice became smaller, smelling the smell of disinfectant water, it was very pungent, and when he opened his eyes, Zou Mei sat up, lifted the quilt and was about to go to the ground.

"Awake?"

The voice was low, a little hoarse, as if it hadn't spoken in a long time.

Tang Jing couldn't believe what she heard, and hurriedly looked up.

I saw that there was a man about thirty years old standing at the door, more than 1.80 meters tall, with refreshing short hair, eyebrows like a sword, deep eyes, a tall nose bridge, the corners of his mouth slightly upturned, cold and arrogant, and a smile with a taste of debauchery.

Dressed in a white shirt with a slightly open neckline, shirt cuffs rolled up to the middle of the arm, a pair of fashionable jeans underneath, and a pair of dusty leather shoes underneath.

Looking at this unforgettable face, tears flowed unconsciously.

Tang Jing laughed "haha", laughed and laughed and cried.

The white and flawless face left two lines of tears.

"You're here to see my jokes, aren't you? You saw it, now it's time to go. ”

Lou Zhiming walked in front of Tang Jing, looked down at the person he had never forgotten, and then took a closer look.

Willow eyebrows, walnut eyes, thin red lips, thin nose bridge, melon seed face, pointed chin.

Years of hard work have left a faint crow's feet on her eyes, and she still has long hair. However, it's just a coil.

I closed my eyes and reached out to touch this face that I had been worried about for a long time, and my heart was extremely excited.

Tang Jing stretched out his hand to knock away the hand that was touching his face, and his face blushed.

"Do you still want to be shameless? You don't want it, I still want it!"

Lou Zhiming sighed and withdrew his hand.

Reaching over a stool, he sat down.

Tang Jing returned home, lay on the kang, thinking about what Lou Zhiming said, and felt remorse in her heart.

"Bang".

Tang Jing sat up, put on her clothes and shoes and went to the ground, and just opened the door, she saw her husband Gao Hongsheng entering the house with a red face and a thick neck.

Tang Jing Zou Mei turned around and entered the house, and just lay down, he heard a "bang".

When I got up and looked, I saw my husband Gao Hongsheng, his head on the door frame, glared at Gao Hongsheng, and lay down again.

A "hiccup".

It was originally a small house, and suddenly the smell of wine in the room was scattered.

Lying on the kang, covered with a quilt, staring at the roof of the shed, a little upset. Listening to the tinkling sound on the ground, "Alas. "Don't want to sleep well tonight.

Gao Hongsheng finally got on the kang in one step, saw Tang Jing lying in the quilt crawled over, stretched out his hand to lift the quilt, and the person got in.

Tang Jing was helpless and lay there motionless, with his eyes closed, hoping that Gao Hongsheng wouldn't be tossing himself tonight!

Every time you finish drinking, you come back and play drunk, let alone lose money outside! If you don't toss yourself when you come back, he won't sleep.

It's been more than ten years, and I've long been numb and used to it.

God didn't seem to hear Tang Jing's pleading! The more you don't want to face it. However, there are some things you have to face.

Gao Hongsheng shook his head and crawled onto Tang Jing's body, "Hiccup."

The pain in his chest was pressed, and he wanted to vomit when he smelled this unpleasant smell of wine, so he reached out to cover his nose with one hand, and pushed Gao Hongsheng down from him with the other hand.

", ** looking for death, isn't it? Don't let Lao Tzu touch it, what's the matter, is there someone? ”

Tang Jing stared at the apricot eyes, gritting her teeth and looking at this disgusting face. ignored Gao Hongsheng and used all his strength to push him down.

"Bang dang," I saw Gao Hongsheng pouting his ass and falling on the kang.

Tang Jing sat up and said, "What are you doing in the middle of the night?" If you don't sleep, get out of here, and don't delay me ...... sleep. ”

"Damn, you're a **, you're a slut, you're long-lasting, aren't you?"

"Hiccup."

"It's comfortable for people to play, and when they come back, they dislike me......."

Tang Jing chuckled in his heart, listening to the words that were difficult to hear, he rushed up angrily, constantly comforting himself in his heart, turning his head to the side, and seeing that face was angry.

Gao Hongsheng tilted his head, squinted his eyes, with a cold light in his eyes, and raised his hand to grab Tang Jing's hair.

"Damn, who is that wild man during the day? Do you really think I don't know anything? ”

The scalp hurt, the body fell down, and the head hit the pit with a "bang" sound.

Tang Jing's eyes suddenly darkened, and the back of her head ached, and it took a long time to recover.

Gao Hongsheng saw it, let go of his hand, turned around and went to the ground.

"Damn, it's not over, you wait."

"Bang-, bang---。" Two slamming doors rang out.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, lying on the kang and holding the quilt tightly, thinking of her husband's face, and thinking of what her father said. Who said it was a hot summer, but I still felt bitterly cold.

Listening to the footsteps walking away, his expression was full of despair.

"Haha," the laughter was full of desolation.

There is no hopelessness in life than hopelessness, there is no hope, why bother looking at it?

Tang Jing sat up from the kang and reached out to take out scissors from the basket and held them in his hand.

Holding the scissors in his right hand, the scissors were very sharp, and with a slight stroke, he saw the blood flowing down his left wrist, and there was no pain, only relief.

Consciousness began to blur, and my body felt so cold, and I looked at the lights on the roof of the shed as if they were shaking back and forth.

If you can start your life all over again, you must change your fate, even if the price you pay is to fall into hell from now on, you will not hesitate to do it.