Chapter 7: It's so tiring

Squatting there, Yang Fan suddenly felt that this scene was somewhat familiar......

In the year she graduated from college, Lin Yao also squatted on the side of the road and cried, and she also squatted side by side with her, smoking silently. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Maybe at that time, she only wanted one shoulder, but unfortunately she never wanted to be that shoulder in those years...... The bird wants to fly in the sky, and it does not have to follow the wild duck to flutter on the ground.

Speaking of which, I don't want to maintain that poor self-esteem, and I don't have self-confidence. So later Lin Yao said, Yang Fan, you bastard. Zheng Hao also said, Yang Fan, you are sometimes too bastard......

Thinking about it, thinking about it, Yang Fan felt that he was really a bit of a bastard, and then looked at Ye Qingwan who was squatting and crying next to him, or is he a gentleman?

Thinking about it, Yang Fan also knew that it was impossible to be a gentleman.

Stop it!

It's just that she doesn't mind, Ye Qingwan can really borrow her shoulder to cry?

I don't know how long Ye Qingwan cried, anyway, when a few cigarette butts around Yang Fan were lost, she finally stopped crying, stood up, and didn't look at Yang Fan, just looked at Shihu in front of her in a daze.

Yang Fan hurriedly stood up and looked at Ye Qingwan in front of him helplessly.

What's going on here?

Squatting and crying, go home to wash and sleep, and forget that bastard tomorrow, it's another sunny day.

Ye Qingwan didn't speak, she walked in front first, and then after walking a few steps, she heard the footsteps following behind, looked back at Yang Fan and said, "I'm fine, you don't have to follow me." ”

Yang Fan stood there and shrugged, pursed his lips, and finally spread his hands out, making a look that I didn't want to, and then waited for Ye Qingwan to turn his head and continue to follow......

The two walked one after the other, and after repeating similar conversations a few times, they arrived at the north shore of Shihu Lake.

When she arrived at the north shore of Shihu Lake, the fresh lake breeze was blowing, which would always make people feel better, Ye Qingwan no longer had meaningless entanglements with Yang Fan, she found that she had no way to take this student, no matter what she said and did, everyone looked helpless, just like ......

Bummer!

"Dididi"

As she was walking, Ye Qingwan's pager rang, she picked up the pager, took a look, and threw the pager into Shihu extremely hard the next moment, just like it was in the past.

"...... Uproar"

The surface of the stone lake rippled and gradually calmed down, as if nothing had happened. Only the pager lying at the bottom of the water has dimmed can prove that there was once such a person who resolutely threw the pager into the water.

Yang Fan looked at these, thought about it, and broke the silence, "Let me tell you a story......

After speaking, without waiting for Ye Qingwan to answer, Yang Fan began to tell the story, "In a remote town in France before, it was rumored that there was a special water spring, which often had miracles and could cure various diseases. One day, a veteran, on crutches and missing a leg, limped across the town's streets.

The townsfolk next to him kissed back with sympathy and said, 'Poor fellow, is he going to pray to God for another leg?' ’

This was heard by the retired soldiers, who turned to the townspeople and said, 'I am not asking God for a new leg, but for him to help me, so that I know how to live without a leg.' ’”

Ye Qingwan understood, but continued to be silent, walking along the lake, blowing the lake breeze, and her hair flying.

In Ye Qingwan's heart, when she first came out of the police station, there were still so-called teachers and students, but when she squatted next to him and cried bitterly, she had given up maintaining the identity of the so-called teacher, and now she regarded it more as an equal status, so she listened to this story, and the loss became a fact, and she had to face the future.

To be honest, this story made her a little impressed by Yang Fan.

Yang Fan didn't say much, just followed behind, occasionally smelling the fragrance of Ye Qingwan's lake breeze.

After half a ring, Ye Qingwan stared at Yang Fan a few times, she was still very impressed by this student, smart, fun-loving, and his academic performance was not bad. At least compared to his attitude towards learning, his academic performance has far exceeded his imagination. is good at sports, is very popular in the class, and is very close to Lin Yao, the best student in the class.

If that's all, Ye Qingwan will also regard him as a smart student who doesn't know the goal and has no struggle.

But today's performance exceeded her expectations, regardless of the bastard, no matter the story fits, he can always grasp the key. In fact, there is a person by his side at this time, no matter who he is, even if it is a dog, he will not be so sad, paused, and said, "Thank you!" ”

Yang Fan smiled and pretended to be stupid, "I'm just telling a story, what's the thanks!" ”

Glancing at him, Ye Qingwan didn't say anything, walked for a while, turned her head and said to Yang Fan, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper today!" ”

Yang Fan still smiled.

Yes, who doesn't have a time when they get out of control, some people collapse in front of them, and seek comfort. Some people will always be tough in front of people, or it doesn't matter, maybe a person behind them sings alone in the dead of night, singing until they burst into tears......

Yang Fan didn't speak, and the two of them were silent again, walking silently along the stone road on the north shore of Shihu Lake.

In the end, Ye Qingwan stopped in front of a gazebo in the middle of the shore, looked at it, found a stone bench, turned her back to the lake, and sat down. Across a stone case, Yang Fan sat face to face with her on the stone bench opposite, looking at her with a sadness in her eyes.

I sat for a long time, and no one spoke.

In the afterglow of the sunset, watching Ye Qingwan fall into silence and looking at the lake, some memories appeared on her face.

Yang Fan thought to herself, this place may be important to her, maybe it is where they started...... And not far from the other side, I also witnessed some of Lin Yao's grievances back then. In the beginning, it was undeveloped, but it was relatively close to home, and they often went there to find a place where no one was around......

Thinking about it, Yang Fan looked at the south bank.

The south bank is still very barren at this time, there is no stone road on the shore, art street lamps, there is a gravel road by the lake, and the weeping willows are mixed with weeds, compared with the prosperity of the north bank, it is desolate.

Originally, I didn't plan to say anything, but thinking of the former Lin Yao, Yang Fan's heart suddenly softened, and Ye Qingwan, who looked at Ye Qingwan with a somewhat empty expression, also felt a little more pity, "This place is very important to you, maybe it's where you started......"

"......" Hearing this, Ye Qingwan was a little sad, she didn't know how Yang Fan could see it, at least she thought she hadn't leaked anything, and only said in a hollow voice after half a sound, "Yes......"

"Are you thinking, I'm just sitting here, and if he can come, you'll give him a chance to explain, even if you don't intend to forgive him!" Yang Fan was looking at the south bank when he spoke.

Five years later, there were flowers and grass, and there was a bridge connecting the island, and there was a girl on the stone table on the island, and she also sat for an afternoon, waiting for a reason not to come, and then she went to the capital.

Perhaps, when he didn't know it, there were more similar scenes.

"How do you know!" Ye Qingwan seemed to have been stabbed suddenly, and this sentence blurted out.

I've seen it too, Yang Fan thought to himself, and then shrugged his shoulders.

Ye Qingwan misunderstood from Yang Fan's shrugging action, a feeling that you see, I just know. This made her suddenly feel that she had been stripped naked by Yang Fan, and even the most secret places in her heart were clearly seen.

Regarding her thoughts, Yang Fan didn't know, thought about it, and still opened his mouth and said, "Today, I did it on purpose!" ”

Ye Qingwan raised her head again and looked at Yang Fan in confusion.

Yang Fan smiled awkwardly and said, "I know him, I've seen you together before." So when I saw him with a woman, I deliberately hit him, and then beat him up for an excuse, and then deliberately didn't want to mediate. Finally, let the police notify you, and then it's time to expose them......"

After listening to what happened, Ye Qingwan was stunned and looked at Yang Fan in a complicated way...... deliberately provoked, deliberately entered the police station, and then unknowingly set a trap to put several people in, but even so, she was unaware until just now, and she thought that these were just coincidences.

Can this be something that a simple student can do?

Yang Fan seemed to see through her heart and said, "Do you think that this kind of thing shouldn't be something that a student can do?" ”

Looking at the light in Yang Fan's eyes that penetrated through her heart, Ye Qingwan found that the things in these eyes were completely beyond her imagination, and it seemed that they were a little indescribable, and the unknown things were hidden in the deepest part, which made her feel extremely weird.

Yang Fan looked at her expression, smiled meaningfully, and asked, "It feels weird!" ”

Looking at his eyes that seemed to be able to see through his heart, Ye Qingwan was inexplicably a little flustered, "What do you want to say!" ”

Yang Fan shrugged his shoulders and said indifferently, "I don't have anything to say." ”

Of course he wouldn't say that he was pretending to be a god stick, deepening his impression, and the persuasion behind him would be carried out, looking at Ye Qingwan, who was a little touched, Yang Fan continued, "I can see that in your impression, he should usually work hard and look very ambitious, you appreciate him very much." You think you can fight together for a better life. Your future should be bright......"

Yang Fan's words once again hit Ye Qingwan's heart, making her feel as if she couldn't escape any thoughts. This feeling made Ye Qingwan a little flustered, even scared, and said in a panic, "Don't say it!" ”

Yang Fan looked at Ye Qingwan, who was a little flustered, smiled, ignored it, and continued, "Actually, what I want to say is that he is not as good as you think, according to me, his personality is a little distorted, although he is well disguised. I like to drill the tip of the horns.,Usually it may seem to be empathetic.,But there's always a hidden unwillingness in my heart.。 This kind of person has a hard time accepting failure, and even has a tendency to destroy from time to time. So, I think you, you need to be on guard against that. ”

After speaking, Yang Fan felt that he had done everything a gentleman could do...... Debunk, comfort, remind!

I have to say, this is the feeling of a gentleman, tsk......

It's so tiring!