Chapter 35: Are You Okay Over There?

Luo Shu watched her father Luo Qiming fall asleep, and she gently closed the door.

In the deserted living room on the first floor, the nanny was cleaning the floor. Luo Shu walked over gently.

"Aunt Tang, I went to the cemetery to see my mother, my father fell asleep, and when he woke up, if he asked me where I went, you would say that I went to my classmate."

"Well, don't worry. Miss, will you come back for dinner at noon?"

"I'm not coming back for dinner at noon. You can make some light vegetables that Dad loves to eat, and you don't have to prepare meat dishes. After lunch, take my dad for a walk in the garden. ”

Luo Shu wore her black trench coat and held a large handful of yellow moon flowers picked from the garden in her hand, walked to the garage, and drove her white car towards Li Meng's cemetery.

Her melancholy eyes were filled with sadness, and uncontrollable tears slipped down her chest, silently accusing her of an unpredictable fate. Luo Shu gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, so that she would not have a traffic accident, because there was still a scarred father at home who needed her to take care of. She couldn't have any accidents, Luo Shu was strong enough to clean up her sadness and try to calm herself down.

In the cold cemetery, Li Meng's tombstone stands among the grass, the flowers in front of the monument have withered, Luo Shu looked at the photo of her mother posted in front of the monument, with a bright smile and gentle eyes, as if her mother was still in front of her, she didn't want to believe that her mother was no longer in the world.

Luo Shu took the withered flowers aside, put on the yellow Yueji she brought, stood in front of the tombstone, looked at her mother's photo, and said the words suppressed in her heart to Li Meng.

"Mom, are you okay over there? Does another world really exist? Is it just as beautiful there, is there no pain there? Can you see me and my brother over there and my father? I really want to know about that world. Will you always be there, as if you never left? ”

"I dreamed of you again last night, I dreamed that you saw me off at the airport, but as soon as I turned around, you were gone. I called out to you anxiously, but I didn't hear you again. Mom, am I going to lose you forever? Mom, I really miss you so much, Dad misses you very much, he has lost a lot of weight, I feel so sad, Mom, you bless Dad to get better soon. ”

"I'm coming to see you today without my father's knowledge, I'm afraid to see him heartbroken. After my mother is gone, is there really nothing? My brother and his new girlfriend went to Paris for a break, can you bless my brother to be happy and happy? ”

"Mom, I've decided to stay with my dad and not go to the United States. After a while, my father is in a better mood, so I will go to work at the radio station, and my brother in the United States introduced me to the broadcasting work of Jinling City Radio, and I will work hard, Mom, you have to take good care of yourself over there. ”

"If you lack anything over there, tell me in your dreams, and my father and I will buy it for you. Mom, are you lonely over there? Is there anyone you can talk to? Mom, I'm going back in a while, and Dad will look for me when he wakes up. He's afraid I'm sad, I'm afraid he'll be sad. ”

"Mom, that's all for today, after talking to you, I feel much more comfortable. Mom. I'll come to accompany you often, you wait for me. ”

Luo Shu and her mother told the questions in their hearts, she always wanted to find out if there was another world, that world that no one knew about and was full of mysteries, after people left, where did they go?

Luo Shu desperately hopes that her mother can tell her in a dream and reveal some secrets about that world.

Only those who have experienced life and death can truly appreciate the loss of a loved one.

Luo Shu told herself that when she went to work, she must tell people that when we still have each other, we must cherish it.

Losing and gaining are only momentary. Don't let yourself regret it, don't let yourself regret it.

Luo Shu looked up at the sky, and a swallow was flying overhead. She couldn't help but think of Zhu Ziqing's "Hurry":

The swallow has gone, and there is a time to come again; The willows are withered, and there is a time when they are green again; The peach blossoms are gone, and there is a time to bloom again. But wise, tell me, why are our days gone? - Someone stole them: who is that? Where is it hidden? They fled on their own, so where are they hiding now?

Mom, hurry, you're gone, when will we see each other again?

Next? Next life?