The girl who was lying in bed at night woke up, Xu because she had slept for too long in the afternoon and had insomnia at night.

The girl got up from the bed and looked at the notebook and pen on the table, very lonely.

In fact, she didn't want to write at all, just because she was so lonely. Lonely to the point of having nothing to do......

In the past, she could chat with her sisters when she was sad, which was relaxed and happy, and it was also very good, and she could also complain about the unhappiness in her heart by the way.

But now the lonely girl is left with herself. That's when the girl really appreciates what it's like to be alone.

In fact, it has been a while since these two submissions, although it is really good-looking to talk and laugh every day, but has she really come out of the rejection experience?

If you ask her, she will definitely tell you.

"Unwilling! Unwilling! I am not reconciled!!"

As the girl said to the window, the floor-to-ceiling windows did not close the curtains of the bed, and from here there was a wide view of the campus.

The snow-capped scenery is so bleak in the eyes of a really good-looking sight. That kind of thought with words of suffering, what should she do at this moment?

Perhaps, as my sister told her, we are all growing up day by day, and we can no longer learn to be as willful as before.

Words should be said subtly, even when trying to defend themselves.

This is probably the sign of a person's maturity, so beautiful and quietly staring at the scenery outside the window.

She thinks that the reason why she can't write a word now is most likely because of the rejection that has caused her a shadow in her heart.

After all, it was her first time expanding outward, and she failed in her first effort, which really frustrated her.

Maybe children are like this, a little injury will be thought about for a long time. It's easy to wrap yourself in when you think about it, and the more you think about it, the more you think about it, the more you think about it, and finally get into the tip of the horns. Maybe you did something impulsive.

The girl wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, opened her lips and sobbed with grievances: "I really don't want to be treated as a commodity and be sold at random prices." I'm so good-looking because I like to do creative things, and I think writing stories should be creative. But why is it so hard to be yourself?"

"Why is anyone trying to stop me, I feel like I'm surrounded by negative voices, and I can't hold on anymore. ”

"No, I shouldn't have called you too cruel. Because that's how you are treated, maybe I haven't conveyed enough kindness and sincerity to the world. Some childish me, always think that I can achieve success by doing a little bit, but in fact, the road to growth is to constantly solve all kinds of difficulties, including mental training. ”

"It's like I'm miserable and sad right now. But I can't let me fall into the mood of loss, I have to be strong in the face of those voices who deny me and try to solve them one by one. Now I really understand the meaning of this sentence, life is endless, and the battle is endless. As long as you live, there will be difficulties one after another, and it is still useless to be afraid.

It's like those who think they know me and feel sorry for me, but they don't have much use except for saying nice and beautiful things!"

The girl wiped tears from her cheeks, sniffed, and rearranged herself.

"It's your business that you don't agree with, but I look so good to do what I want to do. That's right, I'm a wayward lady, because my environment gives me wayward capital. And this time I will be willful to the end, I will find a way again, I will figure out a way to overcome with my strength. ”

With a striking look from the girl's eyes at night, it's time for the girl to tidy herself up.

Throw away all the false concern and gossip. Let the noisy world be quiet again, and only in this way can you listen carefully to your own voice.

No matter what difficulties you encounter, don't give up easily. It's much easier to give up than to hold on, but always give up, and in the end you will find that you have nothing left.

The good times passed slowly, and in the blink of an eye, the young and beautiful girl turned white sideburns. This is the price of wasting youth.

The world really doesn't need to be very big, invite those who really like you in, and then invite the hypocritical people out.

Of course, this will also face a great price, and it will take a long time to stay alone, so the person who can become strong in the end will be the one who can endure loneliness in loneliness and keep himself in the crowd.

I think maybe the girl didn't see the benefits of sticking to herself before, but after doing that, the girl did.

Although you will encounter a lot of difficulties in sticking to yourself, you will really make yourself stronger. And the process of becoming stronger will definitely shed tears and will be very distressing.

But it must not have survived, but came out. Even if the whole world says no to the girl, she has to stick to her thoughts. It's her world, and of course it's going to be her way.

In fact, everyone is denying her, but time has not denied her. The words around you are really distressing, but they are nothing compared to time. Time is eternal, and lost time will bear witness to the efforts that the girl has made. And time is eternal, and as long as it has been experienced, it cannot erase the traces of its existence.

Human beings are nothing but a tiny part of the ocean, and in the universe they cannot even compare to the stars.

Instead of interfering in other people's lives and pointing fingers at their behavior, it is better to put the experience on your own and live yourself.

"I don't want to live a hard day. I don't want to live on the sympathy of others in the future. Even though I have a lot of wealth, it comes from my parents after all, and I don't get it by my own efforts. I think the so-called growth is to say no to yourself in your comfort zone, and then bravely step out, even if it is only a small step. Just one small step is enough to prove that I am different from my usual self. Maybe I'm getting rid of my childishness and fighting for my ideals. ”

"Waiting is also a subject that must be practiced, and it is not impatient or impatient, but it is very difficult to say and do. Sometimes I feel that the concepts in the book are very jerky, like bones without flesh, although they look very full, but they are not chewy. I once read an interesting book, which was introduced in the book, and I wanted to put the content of the book into practice in life. Try to understand the content of the book, and on the basis of understanding, forget about it. In this way, you can really absorb it. But it's really hard to learn and then forget. ”

The girl opened the window and let the cold wind blow in.

The oncoming cold wind passed by the girl, and the pages of the notebook on the table were blown up.

I saw that there were dense words on every page, which were traces of the girl's efforts. Even if the text is controversial, at least the effort is worth commending. None of these words are confusing, they all come from the heart.

"Hiding now is pointless, and I will try to stand up. Even if the place was dark and full of sludge, I would give it a try. ”

The girl's brown eyes were dazzling under the night sky. The girl finally decided that she wanted to fight back against reality, and even if her good sister was not there, she would stick to her ideas.

This time she will learn to rely on herself and use her own strength to face difficulties, although she will definitely not do well, but if she fails a lot, maybe she will succeed?

【Raccoon Park】

"What are you kidding, Lord Nut of Raccoon Park, you can eat it as you please!" said the pistachio on the side.

They are really many times bigger than ordinary nuts, because they are only a little smaller than raccoons and about the same height as baby raccoons. That's why An Qing feels that she can't pay for eating~

"But aren't you just for people to eat?" An Qing asked with an innocent expression. It's confusing about what Baby Nut says, but it's funny, yes!

"How can Lord Nut eat it?" said the baby raccoon who had been in An Qing's arms at the beginning.

"Then what do you say you are doing with it? When it is an ornament, it is just left at home and watched every day?"

Saying that, An Qing made a movement of putting her hands forward. You must know that An Qing is an out-and-out foodie, how can she do it if she has no fun in life, of course she has to eat, eat, eat.

Eat all the delicacies around you, so you can imagine how Anqing felt when she saw the nuts babies.

The first reaction was to find the magic of the fruit, and first ate the milky macadamia nuts.

"That's a nut-sama who is nobler than a raccoon!" explained the little raccoon next to him.

"Huh?" An Qing was stunned for a moment, seeing that the baby raccoon paid so much attention, it seemed that she really couldn't eat indiscriminately.

"We have a respected raccoon owner in the raccoon park, and he is the most powerful god in the raccoon park. The raccoon that receives its gift will become a nut man. The little raccoon went on to explain.

An Qing thought about it and suddenly had an inspiration.

I saw the girl take out a post-it note and a pen from the placket of her clothes and start writing. It didn't take long for the girl to write.

The girl attached post-it notes to each of the six baby raccoons: macadamia nuts, pecans, almonds, hazelnuts, walnuts, and pine nuts.

"Isn't that so, the one you're talking about is like a label. Saying that you are what you are is is like a human label. When I have magic, I'll turn you all into nuts. Turn all the raccoons into nuts so you can eat them all......"

The six tagged raccoons stepped back, and together with the baby nuts that had been gifted by the raccoon pack owner, they looked at An Qing in the same fear.

After all, the food in An Qing's mouth made them feel a chill in their backs, and this unknown species in front of them was really terrifying.

In An Qing's eyes, they are all reflected!

"Ah!!h

As soon as the words fell, the nut baby was gone.

An Qing smiled helplessly: "This is the baby raccoon handpicked by the leader of the raccoon group? ”

Saying that, An Qing turned around and turned to the baby raccoon behind her, and the baby raccoon behind her made her cry and laugh.

Why didn't the baby raccoon run?

Look at the six raccoons on the opposite side with shaky legs.......

"Don't... Don't eat my ......"

Finally a baby raccoon who spoke 'unfavorable' spoke. (Hee-hee)