760: A good spring is better than a dream 15
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Mu Ling knew that he was the most wrong in the things back then, Gu Ping'an once said to him that he would rather have a word of truth than those false and beautiful words for her good, she had heard enough of those words, and she was tired of hearing them, and she was hurt by him again and again, she had long been desperate. But in that case, how could he tell the truth, a lie could exchange her life, a truth might make her disappear into the world, no matter how he chose, it hurt peace, and he could only choose the lesser of two evils, she had understood his struggle, he said sorry countless times in the most painful time, but he couldn't say a word in the face of Gu Ping'an, he was really not good at apologizing, and he didn't feel that he was really wrong, the person was gone, he felt that he was wrong, but where was the mistake, He just wants Gu Ping'an to be as his name suggests, and to be safe.
The fist under the table, clenched tightly, he tried to suppress the anger burning in his heart.
He misses that delicate girl, he reminisces about that happy time, but he forgets, eight years, farewell to the old and welcome the new, people are beyond recognition, those happiness have long been unrecognizable.
He was the only one who reminisced about the past and couldn't get out.
She had already started a new life.
There was no more Mu Ling.
"Gu Ping'an, An Xiaoyao is your own brother, you can ask, what happened back then, was my choice wrong At a critical juncture, I must say that I love you, I must prove that I love you in that situation, prove my heart, and then watch you die." Have you thought about the consequences, you are dead, there is no more junior high school, what about me, I will never see you again, and you will not sit here and settle accounts with me, what is wrong with me, I just think" Mu Ling paused, "You tell me, what is wrong with me in these eight years, even if you ask, I will not miss the first and eighth years of junior high school." ”
Nor will it miss you eight years.
The air conditioner was turned on in the house, but Gu Ping'an's forehead was sweaty.
Mu Ling is indeed right, she has been afraid of asking for eight years, and it will not be like this, but even if she asks, so what, what about what happened to him and Lin Yuanyuan back then, her father's death was always a thorn in her heart, and she couldn't forgive or let go of it in a short period of time, plus Lin Yuanyuan brushed her sense of existence from time to time, she couldn't bear the love that was so suppressed at that time.
Mu Ling was carrying too much on his body.
Gu Ping'an pursed his lips, "I thought what you said back then was true." ”
Maybe she knew in her heart that it was unlikely, and she also knew that Mu Ling just wanted to protect her, but she was not confident, overturned all speculation, and insisted that Mu Ling chose Lin Yuanyuan, she always felt that Mu Ling had kindness and feelings for Lin Yuanyuan, compared to Lin Yuanyuan, she was what she loved Mu Ling back then, she loved Mu Ling so passionately and sincerely at the beginning, she couldn't wait to dedicate herself to it, hold everything she had in front of him, and only hope that he would be happy.
After knowing that she was just Lin Yuanyuan's shield, she was disappointed, desperate, and planned to break it all, the young man's feelings are always so vigorous and intense, once there is a rift, it is difficult to repair, and finally under Mu Ling's sincerity and confession, for the sake of the child, she and him reconciled, the rift is still there, she is no longer the Gu Ping'an who is desperate to love him, and would rather burn herself.
Behind that rift relationship, it was Gu Ping'an's disappointment in him and his lack of confidence in himself.