Section 31 Sad and Hurtful Words Shouting for help
Sister Yiyi's voice was a little choked when she said this, and when she looked at Sister Hui again, she burst into tears. I slept on the bedside table, so I opened the drawer and pulled out a tissue for her.
"Thank you, Fangfang."
"I'm sorry, but we caused your sadness!"
"It's okay, I sent a message not to cry about this anymore, I don't know what's wrong today, when Yiyi mentioned it, I couldn't help it at this time! I know you think I'm not a good woman, but that's okay. Because I know it's not good, but I can't help it. What woman doesn't want to be a little woman, it's just that life forces us to be like this. How else to gain a foothold in society? Sister Hui still kept crying when she said this.
"Okay, girl, don't say it, let me tell you for you! You shouldn't be so sad now! Sister Yiyi stroked Sister Hui's shoulder.
"Why don't you tell rather than listen? Have you not heard the saying that the speaker is sad, and the listener is sad? Sister Hui looked at Yiyi with firm eyes.
"Well, you're not alone now!"
"I know that." Sister Hui rested for a while and recalled her unbearable past.
Far from the hustle and bustle of the city, there is no traffic or high-rise buildings, just small bridges and flowing water and scattered small brick houses. Our ancestors did not know when they came to settle down in this pure land, and they multiplied from generation to generation, passing on the ancient teachings from generation to generation. A woman's chastity is the most important thing for women, and even if she loses her life, she can't lose her chastity. Once a woman loses her virginity, it is worse than death. And this happened to Sister Hui's mother, Zhang Xiaodie.
At that time, it was more lively for the countryside to watch a movie than for the New Year, and it just so happened that the town arranged to show a movie in our village today. Early in the morning, people finished work early and went home to cook, and after eating, they all went to the village committee to watch movies. Zhang Xiaodie's beauty is one of the best in the village, and the young men in the village have a long queue. Everyone wants to marry her and come home to be their wife. In this village, there is a hated little ruffian in the village, Wang San, who also orders Fluttershy, and he always looks at Fluttershy with evil eyes. Fluttershy's parents know about this, so they protect her almost every step of the way.
Zhang Xiaodie's parents, like everyone else in the village, had dinner early and took the family to the village committee to watch a movie. The family didn't know how happy they were, and they all put on new clothes. On this day, Fluttershy wears a white dress and sets off with her parents, attracting a lot of attention along the way, and at the same time, it also attracts the attention of Wang San, and his saliva is dripping all over the ground! Fluttershy's parents see Fluttershy in the middle and escort her all the way to the village council.
The movie ends an hour later when Fluttershy is in a hurry to go to the bathroom. She whispered to her mother that she was going to the toilet and left! Her mother watches the movie and nods casually, not caring about what Fluttershy says. When Fluttershy arrives at the bathroom, there is a long queue outside, and she can't help but make her way to a cornfield outside the village council. She slowly walked into the middle of the cornfield, looked around for a moment, and then crouched down. Halfway through the solution, a dark shadow pounced on her, and before she could react, she was crushed by the black shadow. She wanted to shout, but her mouth was covered! Then she felt a pain beneath her, and then she lost consciousness.
"Fluttershy, where are you?" Fluttershy's mother waits until the movie is over to find her daughter missing. So he went out with the master to look for it.
Fluttershy's mother's shout alarms everyone to watch the movie, and everyone can't see Fluttershy, so they join in the search for Fluttershy. Fluttershy's mother cries and shouts Fluttershy's name.
"Come here, everyone, Fluttershy is here." A man's voice sent people running toward the cornfield.
"Daughter, what's wrong with you?" Fluttershy's mother sees Fluttershy lying in a cornfield in rags, unawake. Makes her mother cry!
"Everyone, I'm a doctor, let me see what's going on?" A bearded man pushed through the crowd.
"It's useless for you to come, everything that should have happened has happened! This girl is ruined! A middle-aged woman said in a yin and yang voice.
"What are you talking about? What do you call my daughter ruined! Fluttershy's father grows.
"What are you yelling at me for, and I didn't ruin your daughter? What do you see is that? The middle-aged woman said, pointing to her panties that were thrown not far away.
Fluttershy's mother takes a look at it and reaches into her daughter's skirt before she sits on the floor! People understand what's going on! Fluttershy's mother sees her daughter lying unconscious, and she slowly picks her up and leaves the crowd. At this moment, there was another commotion in the crowd. The next day, Fluttershy's two older brothers carry their ashen father back. Her mother couldn't stand the double blow, and after spitting out a mouthful of blood, she never got up again.
After three months, Fluttershy's belly grows, and her two brothers discuss marrying her to a man in his forties from the next village. A year later, Fluttershy gave birth to a daughter, and that was me. My mother and my father had a good time. My father's name is He Laoshi, and he is as his name suggests. People are also honest and dutiful, when I am treated as my own daughter. But there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and people have good and bad luck. When I was 12 years old, my father fell off a cliff and never climbed again.
I looked so much like my mom that people said I was a shadow of my mom. Although my mother was in her thirties and almost forty years old, she didn't look like she was thirty years old. My mom took me through two years, and life really can't go on! Then my stepfather came into our lives, and he brought a boy, my brother, to my house, and he was very nice to us at first. As time went on, there were more and more contradictions between us. He scolded me instead of beating me.
"Xiaohui, I heard from the people in my uncle's village that my uncle was seriously ill, and I heard that it was still incurable, I want to go and see him, why don't you go with me to have a look." My mother said to me in a consultative tone.
"I don't want to go, I'm about to take the high school entrance examination, and I still have to review? Otherwise, I wouldn't have the opportunity to study? ”
"Alright then, you can review it at home! Don't forget to cook and do laundry for your dad and brother! I don't know when my mother will come back......"
"Alright, I got it! I'm starving to death and they can't be? I interrupted her.
"You see you're almost fifteen years old, why are you so annoying?"
"Don't worry, I'll take good care of them! If you don't leave, I'm afraid you won't see your uncle! ”
"You kid! Ay! The mother sighed and walked out.
For as long as I can remember, my mother rarely went to her parents' house, and I didn't know why. Every two nights after my mother left, I knew what the reason was. On the first night, when the stepfather came back, he found that his mother was not happy and walked into the room early, but nothing happened all night? My brother attended high school in the town and only came home once a week. Unlike me, I can go home every day, but it's an hour's walk.
Today happens to be Friday, and my brother is coming home. My stepfather said that today was my brother's birthday and gave me a hundred yuan to buy some meat and come back with a bottle of wine. It's rare for my stepfather to be so happy and give me money to buy meat to eat. It's been almost a year since he came to our house, and today is the first time I've given me money to buy something. I bounced to the little bazaar and bought some meat and wine. I followed my mother's example while frying while waiting for my stepfather and brother to come home.
"Auntie, I'm back!" My brother still calls my mom an aunt.
"Brother, you're back! I wish you a happy birthday," I happily ran out of the kitchen, greeted my brother, and then continued to stir-fry.
"How do you know it's my birthday? By the way, where did Auntie go? My brother looked around for a week and then ran to the kitchen and asked me.
"My mother went to my uncle's house, and I heard that my uncle is seriously ill and may have to spend a few days there?" I replied casually that he continued to do his own thing.
"Oh, that's right!" After saying that, he lowered his head and walked out.
"Girl, is the meal ready?" I heard my stepfather's voice, so I said yes, and it was all right away.
"Dad, you're back!"
"Well, son, happy birthday! I'm about to become an adult, so I don't know what your wishes are. Daddy will do it for you! ”
"Thank you then!"
"Silly son, you still say thank you to me! Today, our father and son are not drunk together! How long does it take for a girl to have a good meal! "I listened to his voice with some impatience.
"Alright, now the dish is served." I said yes as I brought out a plate of braised pork from the kitchen. To be honest, I envy my brother. He can have both fatherly love and motherly love, while I can only have an incomplete mother's love. I felt very bad when I thought about it, so I put down the food and left quickly.
"Come on, come on, let's go one by one!"
"Don't you wait for her?"
"What are you waiting for her to do? It takes so long to stir-fry. Let's come back and eat when she's done stir-frying! When I heard this, my heart was chilled.
Listening to the two of them staggering in the living room made my heart feel bad. But it's not easy to have a seizure. After all, it's my brother's birthday! Besides, I was slow! The dishes were finally fried on six plates, and I served them to the table one by one. I was very satisfied to see that the father and son were eating deliciously.
"Come on, girl, you're tired all night! Come sit down and have a few drinks with us! The stepfather pulled him and sat down. I sat next to him.
"Don't be tired, as long as you're happy! As for drinking, I haven't drunk it yet. I said the latter sentence weakly.
"Huh? If you don't know how to drink, you can learn! Besides, no one is born with it, today is your brother's birthday. It's also rare that we have a meal together today. "How can I listen to the good words in the back, as if there is something in the words! But I didn't dare to think about it.
"Alright then, I'll just have two drinks!"
"That's right!" He took out a large cup from the cabinet next to him and poured it full. I could only pick up my glass.
"Brother, I salute you with this cup and wish you a happy birthday today. My sister can't drink it, so drink this cup! As I spoke, I tilted my neck and the wine went down my throat. Suddenly I felt dizzy, and I staggered back to my seat.
"Yo, I didn't expect the girl to drink quite well! Above our father and son! To thank you for your hard work for my son today, I will give you a glass in return for him! With that, he took a sip and drank the wine in the glass.
Now I had to drink it, and I drank the wine in one gulp, as she did. After drinking, I couldn't hold it anymore and threw myself on the table!
"Son, today you are an adult, and you should do what an adult should do, this girl is drunk like this, you help her back to the room! Remember, you're an adult today, and I'll check it out later. Why don't you go and ...... "I can't remember what the rest said."
In a daze, I remember that my brother helped me into the room. I felt a deep smell of alcohol rush towards my face, and then my mouth was blocked by something very hot! I struggled to open my eyes and found my brother pressed against me.
"What are you going to do, I'm your sister!" I cried and cried out.
"You're not my own sister, I heard my father say you don't know which seed it is? Besides, I'm an adult today, so I'm going to do what adults do! "You're going to unbutton me.
"What are you talking about? You let go of me! Help......" I struggled hard.
"He didn't say nonsense, your mother is an unchaste woman, I don't think you two are good-looking. I'm not going to start a family with you! Son, you're too useless, aren't you, what are you talking about with her? After saying that, he ran over to help.
By this time my wine was awake, and I knew how helpless and powerless I was in front of these two people. I thought it was just his son who just wanted me, but what I didn't expect was that my stepfather also joined the array. One night I was toyed with by the two of them, and I wanted to die.
A week later, my mother returned, visibly emaciated. It turned out that her uncle passed away the day after she returned. Originally, I wanted to tell her about it, but seeing that she was so haggard and didn't know how to speak, I chose to forbear. I didn't expect that as long as my mother was not at home, my stepfather would treat me like that, and as soon as his son came back, no matter if his mother was not at home, he would sneak into my room in the middle of the night. As the saying goes, paper can't contain fire after all. The next month, my relatives didn't come to see me. The mother found the pull-out and closed the door in the room.
"Girl, why didn't you come? Wasn't it punctual before? ”
"I ...... I...... I don't know! "That's when I suspect I have children.
"Take off your shirt and show me." I didn't understand what she was asking me to do with my shirt, I just did as she said. She approached and looked at my pair of white rabbits and looked at them again. With a blue face, he asked, "Whose do you say?" ”
"Whose is that?" I don't understand her words!
"Do you want to lie to me again?" This time she was really angry, and tears flowed down her eyes.
"I really don't know whose it is......" Before I could finish speaking, she slapped me.
"You thing, you don't even know whose it is! Why don't you die! ”
"You still talk about me, so who is my biological father?" I asked my mom rhetorically.
"Wickedness, God. If you want to punish me, why do you harm my daughter! I asked myself, I didn't do anything unreasonable! Why do you want to keep you going of me! If you really think I'm good-looking, is it wrong to be good-looking? Besides, my daughter is innocent! Please, let a thunderbolt kill us all! After speaking, he slapped his head with his hand.
"Mom, I'm really not sure if it's my stepfather's or my brother's!"
"What! You...... You...... How can you do such a thing? ”
"I didn't want to, just the day after you left, my brother had a birthday, and they slept with me after getting drunk! Later as long as you are not in their ......"
"Say no more!" With that, she slammed her head into my abdomen. Immediately I felt a pain in my stomach and could feel the bleeding underneath. Seeing that I was bleeding, my mother pushed me into a corner and said, "I gave you life, and today I will take you with me." She slammed my head against the wall as she spoke. I knew that my mother was so broken that she didn't say anything, and let her do whatever she wanted.
"Are you crazy?" The stepfather couldn't help but run in when he heard the mess inside! I was stunned when I saw this scene!
As soon as my mother saw him, she picked up a pair of scissors and broke them in half, one half of which went deep into her throat, and the other half in front of mine.
"What are you going to do? Fluttershy! Don't mess around! ”
"It's all the good things that your father and son have done, and you have done these unseemly things. Is my daughter at fault? But you will do her this harm! No matter how unclean I am, it's my business, what does it have to do with her! Do you say that after I followed me, I did something that was sorry for you? Who hasn't gone over, why do you always use this to blackmail a woman who is miserable? This child was supposed to come into this world, and now she is on the same path as me, I ...... I...... I...... Want...... Bring...... With ...... "Speaking of this, the scissors in her hand fell to the ground, and with a loud bang, she fell to the ground!
"Fluttershy, we're not human, I'm going to turn myself in with my son tomorrow, and I'm going to take you to the hospital today!"
"No...... Use...... ......After saying that, he stared at me with his eyes, then looked at the puddle of blood on the ground, and closed his eyes with a smile.
"Wife, I am the one who bears you in this life, I can't imagine that you are so chaste! I'm so angry, too! Child, it's me who can't stand you. Spare my son. Tell him everything that happened and tell him not to follow my old path! After saying that, he picked up half a handful of scissors on the ground and stabbed them into his throat.
"Girl, can you please bring me a pen and a piece of paper?"
What does a stepfather want a pen and paper for? Listen to the next breakdown!