Chapter 31: Feng Tang, hug me
When the ginger cola was brought to Li Xin, she didn't stretch out her hand.
Li Xin looked at me weakly, her eyes were deep, for a long, long time, and suddenly saw Li Xin's two lines of tears.
"Okay, don't be sad!"
I hurriedly comforted Li Xin, this little girl is so good at crying, and she won't be so sad when she has a cold.
"I just want to cry!" Li Xin sobbed, "Feng Tang, hug me!" ”
Li Xin's request made me petrified instantly, although I saw Li Xin many times, I had the urge to rush up and hug it tightly. However, at this moment, when Li Xin took the initiative to ask me to hug her, I was a little embarrassed and even timid.
Hug, what a sacred and great word.
Late that night a few years ago, when Tang Xiaoyun and I walked into the small hotel together, Tang Xiaoyun took the initiative to give me a bear hug, at that time I was like a fool who had never seen the world, standing in place like a willow tree, looking at the yellowed incandescent lamp on the ceiling, my body stiff and my heart beating faster. Tang Xiaoyun is the same as Li Xin today, she said that Feng Tang hugged me tightly, I held Tang Xiaoyun in my arms stiffly like a robot, and my first hug had no good memories, so it ended abruptly.
Today, when Li Xin said these five words, I began to think about what kind of mood and mentality I should use to face this sudden invitation.
What happens after the hug? When I had mustered up the courage and adjusted my mentality to prepare for an enthusiastic hug with Li Xin, this thought was so terrible in the depths of my mind.
Not because of anything else, because there was Wen Cun after that hug back then, and after that hug and Wen Cun, Tang Xiaoyun and I officially established a relationship, and we relied on this relationship to live together for many years, and the final result was a breakup.
Behind a good start, there may be a disappointing ending.
Am I afraid of the outcome, or do I care about the process?
This kind of proposition full of mysteries will not be answered for a while.
At this time, Li Xin needs comfort, it's as simple as that.
I closed my eyes, gently approached Li Xin, stretched out my trembling arms, and hugged Li Xin tightly into my arms. If the artificial respiration in Daming Palace in the morning is also an affectionate kiss, did our hug come too late at this time?
"Feng Tang, thank you!" Li Xin wiped a handful of tears on my shoulder, "For many years, there are few people who have such a pure relationship with me. The concerns around me are mixed with so many things that are not clear, there are interests in them, and they are full of copper smell, which is not what I want. Until today, when you coax me to be happy and give me care and care again and again, my heart is warm, and my tears are warm! ”
Li Xin said so much, I didn't answer, I just hugged Li Xin tightly, I was afraid that the words I opened would directly break the quiet and beautiful at the moment.
"Feng Tang, why do you say that human life is so complicated, isn't it simple to be simple?"
Li Xin's words make me feel in a trance, I haven't verified this mysterious proposition, maybe because I live a complicated life. She is like a simple child, who has not experienced the dangers of the world, but the environment in which she lives will give her a popular value worldview, and I have no ability to let her live in her own fairy tale world.
"There is a saying in Tai Chi called overcoming rigidity with softness, I hope you can respond to all changes with the same, the enemy moves and I am quiet, and the enemy advances and I retreat."
I can't hold back the urge to praise myself, Tai Chi and Sun Tzu's Art of War are fused together, and it does have unexpected effects.
"It's too tight Feng Tang, I can't breathe when you hug me!"
Li Xin said coquettishly in my arms, she wriggled her body, like a graceful little goblin, if it weren't for my strong enough concentration to look at my nose and nose, maybe the second child at this time would have been in the sky.
I suddenly remembered the words "You pressed my hair", many late nights, Tang Xiaoyun had repeated this sentence countless times, I didn't miss the past, just because Li Xin's sentence was too tightly hugged and made me a little throbbing and a little stunned.
As a normal man, how much I like to hug for a while, a pair of soft behemoths on my chest top my whole body is soft, there is nothing in the world that can make people's hearts move, and there is nothing that can make people so unable to let go and can't give it away.
"Hold it for a while, just for a while!"
What I am saying is what I really think in my heart, I am an upright young man, and I rarely beat around the bush when I do things and talk.
Li Xin didn't speak, she actually cooperated with me and hugged me, I think if there is no rapid breathing at this moment, it is definitely unreasonable, but if I do that, is it considered a beast to play hooligan?
I plucked up the courage to put Li Xin down and lay flat on the bed, I have been alone for a long time, I want to talk to Li Xin about wishes and life, there is nothing like a couple talking about life in a bed and a bed.
But at this most critical moment, Li Xin's mobile phone suddenly rang.
What a disappointing phone call, and if there had been no distraction from outside sounds, perhaps a good life would have already begun.
"Xiao Xin, I booked a table for dinner at Kempinski, I don't know if you will give face, I don't think you should refuse me, because you have always been so smart!"
It was none other than the man who drove the Maserati Safari at the gate of the community in the morning.
"I see!"
After Li Xin finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, without giving the other party any chance to speak, such a woman simply made me comfortable, a man like Guo Dong should let an ice and snow beauty like Li Xin be rectified.
After the interruption of this phone call, I have no reason to put Li Xin on the bed again.
There are only half the chances, and if you grasp the simplicity that can succeed, you don't grasp the ordinary life and the usual thoughts.
I came out of Li Xin's bedroom, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, feeling an inexplicable loss in my heart, Li Xin actually agreed to Guo Dong's invitation, didn't this make me sad?
After a long time, Li Xin came out of the bedroom, she looked at me with her eyes in the sofa, and said, "You seem to be a little unhappy?" ”
"What's there? It's your freedom who you eat with, and I, as a guest, have a reason to interfere with your trip! "I flatly denied it, and I was really hiding the confusion in my heart.
"It's okay, you can come with me then!" Li Xin's words make me feel like I like to be in the big pun.
Li Xin began to clean up almost non-stop, Kempinski Hotel is far from the city, even if you drive there is a long way to sharpen.
After packing up, Li Xin and I drove to the South Third Ring Road, and the rest of the story should be warm enough......
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