I didn't know the purpose of Tang Xiaoyun's coming, thinking that she might have come to Chen Wei's cigarette hotel to inspect as the proprietress of the house. Thinking like this, he walked towards the door of the inn, and at the same time changed his tired expression, and greeted Tang Xiaoyun with a happy smile.

"Where's Chen Wei?" I asked.

"I just came here to ask you, I can't find him now, the phone can't get through, and WeChat doesn't reply!" Tang Xiaoyun stretched out her hands helplessly, and her belly had begun to take on the outline of a pregnant woman.

"This bastard has always been like this, he is used to being free and casual, maybe he has not yet gotten used to the life of two people, and he has run out to wander and debauchery, he is an adult, and he will not lose it. Don't worry, go back and have a good rest, with what I know about him, he will naturally come back in two days! ”

I said as I walked up the steps, intending to go headlong into the inn and ignore all the troubles.

"Aren't you going to let me in and sit?" Tang Xiaoyun suddenly turned around and stared at me and asked.

I turned around and glanced at her, and after just one glance, I reluctantly said: "You are now a family person, and it is easy for Chen Wei to misunderstand when you appear here, I suggest that you go to the Smoke Hotel to sit and see how the business is doing." ”

Tang Xiaoyun still stared at me and said without relaxation: "Feng Tang, are you disgusting me?" ”

The question was very abrupt and serious, and I was caught off guard by the sudden question, and I didn't know how to answer it for a while.

"Ugh!"

"Okay, I know, you all dislike me, you all blame me for being young and ignorant, you are busy, I'm leaving!" Tang Xiaoyun was already in tears when she spoke, she let the tears slide down her cheeks, and she trembled when she turned around.

I felt a little sad in my heart, she was not alone now, and the oil bottle in her stomach did not allow her to cry. I am always entangled in the cruel reality and fragile feelings for no reason, too many things in life are contradictory, and we can never find a balance between the three-dimensional.

"Hey!" I couldn't bear to stretch out my hand and greet Tang Xiaoyun.

She turned around and looked at me in silence without speaking.

"Don't be in a hurry to go, go in, I have something to tell you!" After I finished speaking, I turned around and entered the inn, it backfired, and I couldn't help myself, maybe that's how I felt at the moment.

Tang Xiaoyun really didn't leave, but followed me all the way up to the top of the building.

I put down my job at the inn and ran out for two days, and when I came back, I didn't have time to ask the dimple about the situation, and I shook my head to the top of the building, I don't know if I am a qualified entrepreneur, but I estimate that I should be a qualified man.

There are a lot of people in the rooftop café, and most of the seats on the roof are occupied. A lot of people were chatting or dozing off under the black umbrellas.

Chen Jing had already found a suitable chef and store manager, and she was busy graffiti on the floor with a few girls from the art academy, and when she saw me coming up, she only nodded slightly, and didn't pay much attention to it.

Tang Xiaoyun and I chose the most corner of the west side, which was far away from the others and it was easier to talk.

Tang Xiaoyun sat opposite me, asked the store manager who came to greet me for milk tea, and without my consent, he took the initiative to ask me for an assorted pizza, and knew my taste very well and said to put less onions and more corn kernels.

Her actions somewhat confused me, and after ordering the meal, Tang Xiaoyun didn't speak again, but looked around expectantly, as if waiting for me to speak.

"I've always had a question, can you tell me what trouble you're in? I've heard a few things about your situation from others, but it's not you, and I don't believe most of them! ”

This is my doubt, a question that has been in place for a long time. Because I don't believe that Tang Xiaoyun can't handle her love life well, after all, she has been desperately rushing forward these days, just to seek a comfortable and high-end living environment, and the smooth process has come to an abrupt end, and the questions in my heart are naturally very big.

"Just say whatever you want to ask, why bother around the bend!"

"Bend?" I made a joke to ease the awkward atmosphere, and the mood at the moment didn't seem to be very suitable for a heart-to-heart conversation.

"Do you want to know why I'm the way I did?" Tang Xiaoyun asked lightly.

"You're not down, I want to know what power gives you the courage to be reborn!" In fact, in my eyes, Tang Xiaoyun's departure from that bald man is a rebirth in that sense.

I don't think her previous life was very emotional, a person who lives in the shadow of others should know very clearly that she will never see the light, so her life is depressing, it is dark. After all, the indefinite wait is not something that youth can afford, we are all struggling on the tail of youth, and old age and decay are no match for the wanton ravages of the years. Those trampled dignity, as well as countless days and nights, are destined for a new life in the future.

"Feng Tang, you are still the same you, still the passionate, optimistic and sunny man. But I'm not anymore, I have lived with you for many years, and I have become someone else's mistress, and now I am pregnant with my mistress's child, and Chen Wei lives together after separation, and now Chen Wei doesn't want me anymore. Tell me, what qualifications does a woman like a broken shoe have to be reborn and what ability does she have to start a new life? ”

Tang Xiaoyun spoke in a low voice, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his chest, depressed, tired, and without any sense of anger.

I can't say that the protagonist in Yu Hua's novel "Alive" has suffered a lot more than her, let alone that Valjean in "Les Miserables" is even more tragic than her. Comforting a person is not to tell her that other people have more tragic experiences, nor to let her know that I, Feng Tang, are also helpless, but to let her look into the distance, there is a bright future, fiery youth, and immortal ideals in the distance.

Some of the words that have been thought out in my heart come to my mouth, but I don't know how to say them. I know that what Tang Xiaoyun wants is not a bunch of obscure theories, she just needs a hug, a warm embrace, and a safe and weather-free home.

"You know, I'm not good at comforting people, and I'm always going to comfort someone who is just in a bad mood until they cry, so don't expect anything from me. But you can tell me what happened to you, and I might be able to give you some advice! ”

Tang Xiaoyun was in a bad mood, but after hearing my evaluation of myself, he rarely showed his white teeth and laughed softly.

"The last time we went to Dali, we were reported by others, someone intended to rectify him, and after being exposed, it attracted an investigation by the Commission for Discipline Inspection, and now it is locked up, it is said to be a serious violation of discipline and law, and now it is a sure thing to go back to the sky." Tang Xiaoyun said lightly.

"Do you feel sorry for her?"

"I feel sorry for myself, but I am pregnant with his child, even if I have no feelings with him, but the child in my belly is my own flesh and blood!" Tang Xiaoyun didn't say a word, and tears rained down again.

This state is completely irresponsible to one's own body and fetus. My heart was sour, and I pulled out a tissue to wipe away her tears.

"Do you have a good idea now?" I asked.

"My house and car have been seized, I have nothing, and I have a child in tow, what good idea can I have?"

I can understand Tang Xiaoyun's helplessness, and now she really calls the heavens and the earth inspiritual.

I can't call her a child, it's a life. And Chen Wei just had the good feeling of being with Tang Xiaoyun when he was young, he admired her when he was young, and admired her dignified and generous, smart and lively, but once that feeling of admiration is mixed with the dust of the years, once he has experienced the turmoil of reality, the feeling is not as good as before.

Many people admire your young and beautiful face, but few people are willing to put a big treasure on your old face.

Chen Wei never forgot his love for Tang Xiaoyun back then, and many years later he got his wish and was with Tang Xiaoyun, but then he found that there was a cramped reality between the two, there was another man's child lying in the middle, and there were wrinkles that could be seen through each other even if they didn't laugh like the waves of Nanhu.

The beauty of the past is like a pile of yellow sand, and when the demon wind blows over the years, it has changed the outline of the year and lost the beauty of the past.

"Don't torture yourself too much, I'll rent you a house near here in the afternoon, you can live there first, and then make plans after giving birth." Don't worry about money, the money you put into the inn is the principal, and the dividends are enough to feed your mother. ”

As I spoke, I separated a piece of assorted pizza and put it in front of Tang Xiaoyun, she pinched her fork and cut the pizza hard, tears pouring down her eyes like short-term pearls.

She was still a fragile child, not as strong as she thought she would. In four or five months, she will be promoted to the mother of a child, I don't know how to face the children around Tang Xiaoyun when I am strong, and the one she was at the beginning.

Watching Tang Xiaoyun cut the pizza into a pile on the roof, I had to take it over and solve it all, and the pizza stirred with tears was a little salty.

Chen Jing came over after she was busy, and she asked Tang Xiaoyun about her physical condition with concern, and asked if there was any fetal movement. As soon as I heard that it was not suitable for men to stay for a long time, I saw that Tang Xiaoyun and Chen Jing had a good chat, so I went downstairs with confidence.

Little Dimple and Little Huya said that everything was normal recently, and after I went to Fugu, they also successfully received a tour group of 20 people, and sent them away in the morning, when I should have been on the way from Yulin to Hukou Waterfall.

Xiao Huya said that after Lao Han left, there was finally a lack of demonic spirit in the store, and I smiled softly and didn't answer, but I was still a little lonely in my heart.

Open the website of the same city, I want to rent a house nearby, let Tang Xiaoyun move in when the time comes, and I can also take care of her diet and daily life after work.

The rent of the nearby two-room house is mostly above 2,000 per month, I deliberately chose a community far away from Quchifang, and called to make an appointment to see the house, as long as Tang Xiaoyun is satisfied after seeing it, the price is not a particularly important thing.

Everything was under control, and I finally relaxed. But at this moment, I found Chen Wei walking into the inn leisurely......