Chapter 11: The Road to the Stockings
"Brother, you can't leave me!" To say that Scarab's birthday is a few days older than Liu Xin, this brother's call is a bit milky, which means that the mother and the thief are the father divided by two and then descended by a generation.
"Nima, you're in front of me, which of us will leave whom?" Liu hurriedly scolded.
"Let's be together, if we are caught up and beaten, we will also take care of it, disperse and break through, won't we be broken one by one?"
"They were all beaten, and they still took care of a fart? As far as you don't play, people will kick a few times and it's over, and if you don't like it, you will be given a few more blows. ”
"It's different, brother, I was beaten with you, no matter how bitter and tired I was, it was sweet."
Liu Xian has this hatred in his heart, if the two are separated, even if they are caught, they will be over by saying some soft words shamelessly, and they will be with the scarab, and if they can't keep this goods, there is a kind of you beating me to death! When the time comes, I will have to die generously with him. Looking back at the people who were chasing, there were four in addition to Brother Gun, and it was too late to discuss, Liu Busy asked the Scarab to run first, deliberately a few steps behind, and then turned around and got into the community next to him.
It may be that Liu Busy's hatred value is relatively high, and the five people behind him followed him one by one, and the scarab is safe. Liu was busy with helplessness for a while, how did he fall to the point of being chased by a few half-sized children running all over the street? It seems that I really have to find time to exercise and exercise, or I will be beaten by teenagers all the time, and my psychology must not be distorted? Walked left and right in the community, dragged down N bicycles to slow down each other, and finally got rid of them.
Liu Xian's physical strength was almost at the limit at this moment, and he sat on the side of the road and gasped for a long time before he could slow down this breath. was chased like a lost dog, scurrying in the community, and I didn't know where I was, and when I was out of breath, I walked out of the community and got to know each other on the road.
After resting for a while, Liu Xian felt that his physical strength was almost recovered, and walked back along the original road, this community himself obviously had never been here, but it seemed to be very familiar, for example, the back of the building in front seemed to be a garage, and when he walked there, he saw that there was indeed a garage, and it was exactly the same as he expected. It's too familiar, Liu hurriedly didn't go back the same way, and walked on a fork in the road that he hadn't walked, if the familiarity just now may have been a little impression, then the fork in the road must not have been here. Liu Xian closed his eyes as he turned the corner, and his mind was anticipating the possible scene in front of him, a flower bed in the middle, facing a four-story old residential building, and a small shop near about the third unit, with a few bicycles parked crookedly at the entrance of the building. When Liu Xian opened his eyes and looked, he found that except for the number of bicycles, which were not quite consistent, this place was exactly the same as what he had in mind. Liu Xian felt that he must have been here before, but he had no impression at all, could it be that he missed a memory when he crossed over?
There seems to be a very important person here, or something very important happened, Liu Busy said that he couldn't remember anything, so he simply believed in the horse and followed his feelings, if there was really any memory here in the previous life, then this memory would be awakened sooner or later, Liu Busy was carried by this feeling, and he didn't know that he had come to his alma mater in high school in his previous life, Eleventh Middle School.
Liu Xian was puzzled, the place just now was not far from the Eleventh Middle School, but it was in the opposite direction from his home, and it was not a good way, and the memory of high school should be to take another road, but why is this road so familiar? Liu Xian took the gate of No. 11 Middle School as a starting point, and walked back with his vague feelings, this time the feeling was even stronger, he must have walked this road more than once, and little by little, dusty memories surfaced.
A girl, a scar, a romance, a pair of stockings.
The girl wore stockings no matter how hot it was, because she had a scar on her foot, Liu Xian didn't know if he fell in love with her because he liked stockings or because he fell in love with her, the silk love plot seemed to start at that time, the girl's name was Qin Yue.
That was more than 10 years ago, or two years later, and the boys were good and talented, and the girls were also extraordinary and good-looking. In the campus where early love is regarded as a flood beast, the two are not bound by the world, and a sweet underground love affair is quietly going on. It's not a sweet love story, though. First love may not be all youthful memories, perhaps, it is a bitter fruit that is difficult to swallow.
During the physical examination in the third year of high school, the girl was found to be pregnant, the school was shocked, and the parents were furious, but the girl never said who the father of the child in the womb was. Eventually, the girl was dissuaded from the school and the family left the city.
The girl said, "It's all my fault, you're a man, how do you know this?" It's not your fault."
The girl said, "I'm going to be expelled anyway, and it won't help to confess you, it's better to die one than two." ”
The girl said: "Actually, we have done a good job of secrecy, so many classmates and teachers, no one has found out." ”
The girl said, "You don't have to blame yourself, I did it voluntarily." ”
The girl said, "You have better grades than me, get into a better university, get a good job, marry an excellent woman as a wife, you must be better than me." ”
The girl said, "I don't regret being with you. ”
Liu was dizzy for a while, sat down on the ground, buried his head deep between his legs, and couldn't cry. It hurts, I really feel the pain in my heart. Obviously, this memory in his mind is the result of his constant psychological suggestion and deliberate avoidance, and Liu Busy did it. At first, he comforted himself that it was better to sacrifice one person than both, this situation was undoubtedly the best ending, he couldn't waste the girl's hard work, and if he stood up and admitted it, it would hurt her. Under self-hypnosis, Liu Xian successfully persuaded himself that even if he was a coward and a coward, he was at ease. Of course, guilt is an unbearable punishment, Liu Xian successfully hypnotized himself in order to escape this punishment, maybe it was just the plot of a novel he once read, otherwise how could there be a relationship that was not discovered by the surrounding classmates for two years? How can there be such a stupid girl? Does the character Qin Yue really exist? What is the name of the heroine in that novel?
After recalling everything, Liu Busy was deeply ashamed of his cowardice at that time, he knew in his heart that no matter what Qin Yue said, he hoped that her man would be able to stand up at such a moment, no matter how many comforting words he said, Liu Busy could feel her disappointment in himself at that time. Letting a girl face everything, while hiding in the corner for self-preservation, made Liu Busy subvert his perception of himself. I'm such a coward.
Why do I have a feeling of wanting to be close every time I see a girl's stockings? Maybe stockings have become the girl's label. Why did the post-90s beauty supervisor let her put shoes on her, and she readily agreed, maybe only by kneeling in front of the girl to atone for her sins can she feel more comfortable.
After a long time, Liu Busy adjusted his emotions, when he stood up again, he felt more real, now, he is no longer the Liu Busy with a clear conscience, but it is more real, he realizes that he also has a mean, cowardly, shameless side, only by facing his cowardice, can he be brave, the so-called shame and courage, only in the face of his own mistakes, it is possible to be forgiven. Remorse and guilt are useless, take responsibility! A man's responsibility.
Fortunately, none of those things have happened in this life, and I still have a chance to make amends. Let the sins of the previous life be atoned for in this life.
Looking at the time, it was almost four o'clock, Liu Busy turned around and walked in the other direction, 43 Middle School, the school where Qin Yue Junior High School was located.
When he walked to the door of No. 43 Middle School, he was just in time for school, and Liu was busy for a while, fortunately, No. 43 Middle School was all day today, and the time was just right. At that time, junior high school did not have as many parents to pick up their children as now, if the home is not particularly far away, they are generally accompanied by classmates, and on the way home from school, it is a good childhood memory, but unfortunately many children cannot have it now. Liu hurriedly stood at the school gate, trying to calm his emotions.
The waiting time is very long, go far and forget each other, return to the close is unbearable, at this time Liu busy has been unable to maintain the stability of the 32-year-old, anxious like a monkey, but unfortunately there was not even a watch at that time, he kept asking the parents who were waiting what time it was, and he was a little embarrassed to ask. Finally, the bell rang for the end of school, and the students rushed out in a swarm, and he was dazzled to see it, Liu Xianzhen was really not sure if he could recognize Qin Yue in the third year of junior high school among so many people, what clothes was she wearing, and what kind of hairstyle was she wearing now?
If it weren't for her height of 1.72 meters, it would be really difficult for Liu Busy to recognize her in the crowd at once, with neat short hair, feminine softness, tall posture, and a unique taste for wearing an old-fashioned school uniform dress. On his slender legs, he wore black stockings as always. That eyebrow, that eye, Liu Busy's eyes are not only beautiful, but also Xi Shi in the eyes of a lover; That's the goddess you've ever had; That is the tenderness that once belonged to you, and that is also the beautiful pain that you still bury in the bottom of your heart after more than ten years.
Every time she took a step forward, Liu Busy's heart trembled, the closer she got to, the more difficult it was for Liu Busy to breathe, and the complex emotions made Liu Busy like a fish in her throat, it seemed that as long as she closed her eyes and opened them again, she would disappear immediately, just like how many times in her thoughts. Nearly affectionate, Liu Xian once again doubted the world he was in, it seemed that he had experienced such a picture countless times, he was waiting for her at the school gate, she came with a smile, took her hand, and put half of her body in her arms, this scene is so familiar, whether it is in front of the school gate of high school or in her own memories, Liu Xian feels that she is getting closer and closer in front of her, but it is getting more and more blurred, between her eyes and her face, blocking a thin layer of liquid, making her figure more graceful, as if it is a reflection in the water, Liu Xian was afraid that she would dissipate, so he couldn't help but shout in distraction: "Qin Yue!" ”
Liu Busy Diary:
There are some things that do not exist without saying a word, and history will not forget what you have done, but you have chosen to hypnosis yourself, and even let yourself have the illusion of serving the people. I really should let you also walk the "road of stockings" in this chapter, after evoking memories, I don't know if you will regret not being at the beginning like Liu Busy in the face of your own conscience? Shame and courage, to be responsible, these words apply to a man, but they still apply to the government of a country.
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