When I came to the back/station, I also had nothing to do, remembering that the message sent to Zhao Qian did not respond, and the phone did not get through, I was entangled in my heart, took out the phone and checked it, it turned out that Zhao Qian had already replied to my message ten minutes ago.

"It's all in the past, can we go back?"

I stared at the text message for a long time before replying, "Can you let go of our three-year relationship?" ”

This time, Zhao Qian quickly replied to me, "What if you can't let it go?" But aren't we broken up now? ”

Zhao Qian's reply made my chest ache faintly, and I hadn't figured out how to reply to Zhao Qian, her text message came again, "Li Mingjun, we've broken up, don't contact again, I don't plan to use this mobile phone card in the future, I think, I will forget you." ”

"Wait. I think you should know how depressed I have been in the past two months, but now everything is better, I feel that I can give you happiness, can you forgive me and come back to me? ”

"Getting better? Have you found a job now? Don't have to go to the bar to sing in the bar? What is the job? Can I still trust that you won't push me away again? ”

Zhao Qian's reply made me see hope again, I know that she still loves me and is not dead to me, maybe there is resentment in her heart, but as long as she still has me in her heart, there is still hope to find her forgiveness.

"I signed a contract with Century Huayin today, and I will be able to get a signing fee of 500,000 yuan tomorrow, come back, now I have the ability to give you happiness."

The text message was sent, and I didn't get a reply for a long time, I was like an ant on a hot pot, I lit a cigarette, went to the bathroom, and Zhao Qian's reply came belatedly, "Heh, I can't see that you have become a big star in the blink of an eye, should I say congratulations to you or what?" That's it, I'm going to get on the train, and I'll see you later. ”

I stared at the text message for a while, I didn't know what Zhao Qian's text message meant, and I didn't think much about it at this time, I just wanted to hear Zhao Qian say what she meant, how to forgive me and return to me.

There was a prompt sound from the earpiece that the other party had turned off the phone, and I was at a loss for what to do with my mobile phone, and I couldn't understand what Zhao Qian's last text message meant.

"Li Mingjun, it's time for us to come to power." Gangzi walked over and patted me on the shoulder and said, "How is it, have you contacted Zhao Qian?" ”

I handed the phone to Gangzi to watch the conversation between me and Zhao Qian, Gangzi looked at the phone and frowned, and only sighed halfway, "It seems that you hurt Zhao Qian too deeply this time." ”

"But women's hearts are made of water, and they have always been duplicitous, I see that Zhao Qian is still angry at the moment, no matter how you ask her for forgiveness, it will not help, you should not wait, wait until she is angry and try again, and I will ask Zeng Qi to help you talk about it when I go back."

I nodded, no more, took the guitar and walked to the stage, business is still hot tonight, with the introduction of the host, there seem to be a lot of customers from last night in the audience, 'they' seem to remember the song I sang last night, I just came on stage, many audience members have already made noise.

"A song "Come Back, My Love" is given to everyone, I hope everyone can cherish the loved one in front of them."

The taste of longing

It's like this bitter cup of coffee

Although it is possible to add a little sugar

It's still haggard

The past cannot be traced

Memories are like a cold wind blowing

It was all my fault in the first place

It makes you sad and never look back

Now I regret it all night

I hope you will return

The future is without you

How should I deal with it?

God, please give me a chance

Compensate your sweetheart for some comfort

If life can be reincarnated

I'd rather go back in time

……

At the end of the song, the audience cheered continuously, and even I saw many couples hugging each other, accompanied by a faint sad song that made people cry, maybe someone secretly cried in an invisible corner.

After singing, I quit the back and stage, I was not in a good mood tonight, and I didn't want to stay in the bar for a while, and when I returned home, I might be able to recall the good times I had with Zhao Qian before.

"Come over here, have a drink with me."

At some point, Ampriru squeezed through the crowd and came to me, pulling me to her seat.

After recognizing An Biru, my hair stood on end, trying to break free from An Biru's grasp, but she grabbed it too tightly, and when she saw my movements, she hugged my arm with both hands, looking afraid that I would escape.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, I don't know what kind of sad thing An Biru has experienced, she likes to come alone to buy drunk, and she doesn't worry about her safety.

I sat next to Anbiru, she poured me wine with one hand, but the other hand did not let go of my posture, grabbed my sleeve, a glass of wine was poured, she handed it to me, and said in a mouth full of wine, "Come, I invite you to drink." ”

I took the glass, but I didn't drink it, put it on the coffee table, looked at Ambiru and asked, "Don't you have any friends in this city?" Why don't you bring a friend with you when you come out for a drink? ”

"Friends? Hehe, I have no friends in China at all, and those who want to drink with me are ill-intentioned, do you dare to bring it? An Biru looked cold, picked up the cup and drank it all, then looked at me, "Can you be my friend?" ”

"I ......" I was very entangled, looking at An Biru's appearance at the moment, I felt that she should be a deeply injured woman, otherwise she would not be so closed to herself, unwilling to accept others. And at this moment, she and Bai Bai are almost like two people, and the idea of getting rid of her as soon as possible in my heart has also been extinguished without a trace.

A wounded woman, who seemed so lonely, couldn't bear to refuse, picked up the cup on the table and touched her, "Okay, for we are friends, cheers." ”

"You say, why are people so tired of living?" Ampie Ru looked at me with a confused look in her eyes.

"yes...... Why are people so tired of living? I nodded, thinking back to my old self, but it was really embarrassing, and I said, "Maybe it's because we want too much and get too little, so we feel tired, right?" ”

"Aren't you tired of living?"

"Tired! Even if I live worse than a dog, will I shout so that the whole world will know? "At this time, I felt very sad and tired, and the scenes of struggling on the edge of life for the past two months came to mind.

"There are not so many people in this world who are willing to listen to your grievances, and there are not so many people who lend you a helping hand, there are more indifference and ridicule, so even if we are tired of living, we must face it bravely and not let those people look flat."

"It seems to make a lot of sense." An Biru nodded, and filled the wine glass again, "Come, let's have a toast to what you just said." ”

I drank it all and snatched the glass from Ampriru's hand, "You're too drunk to drink anymore." ”

"If you want to take care of it, I just have to get drunk, and when I get drunk, I can forget all those unhappy things." Anbiru shouted as she snatched the wine glass, and finally saw that she couldn't take the wine glass from my hand, so she directly picked up the small half bottle of foreign wine that was left and poured it directly into her mouth.

"You're crazy!" I snatched the bottle and went straight to the side.

"You have to take care of it! You are not mine, why do you care about me? Anbiru staggered to her feet, slammed her fist into my chest, and before she could hit me twice, she fell straight on top of me.

"Hey, wake up......"

At this moment, An Biru looked so pitiful, I sighed secretly in my heart, and I didn't care what she would do to me when she woke up tomorrow morning, so I carried her on my back and walked out of the bar.