At this time, Xue'er and I hated Xiao Jing to the core, but Xiao Jing was extremely calm. She picked up the glass of water on the table and drank it down. Then take out a pack of women's cigarettes from your bag and light one. I seemed to see Xiao Jing in the smoke become Sister Yiyi, which made me guess that she must have the same story as Yiyi. Xiao Jing saw that we were all looking at her, and she immediately took out two cigarettes from her cigarette case. Xue and I waved our hands repeatedly.

"Do you think I'm a bad woman?" Seeing that we didn't speak, she continued: "It's normal for you to have this kind of thought, and I can understand it. After all, I hurt you! I don't feel bad! After saying that, he fell into deep thought.

For a while, the three people in the room did not speak, and it was eerily quiet. Xiao Jing continued to tell her story after smoking a cigarette.

(The following is Xiao Jing's story, I don't need the symbol ""!) ）

I was born in a small mountain village where the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and the seasons are distinct. In the beginning, the people there lived a life of male farmers and female weavers, and the idea of patriarchal preference was very serious. My mom only gave birth to four daughters. I am the eldest daughter in the family, and my mother will not be able to hold her head up for the rest of her life. It's just because we can't give birth to a boy for our Li family. Because our grandfather doesn't hurt, and my grandmother doesn't love it. My father had a sad face all day long, and he would lose his temper with my mother and our sisters at every turn.

I only went to the first grade of elementary school and dropped out of school, and my second sister stopped studying in the second grade. The third sister finished primary school, and when the younger sister was born, it happened to be nine years of compulsory education. My little sister is very smart and works hard in reading. The walls of the house are covered with awards! In the year of the high school entrance examination, my father suffered from depression because of long-term depression and was mentally abnormal. Mom washes her face with tears every day, and after a month, her eyes are blind from crying! At this time, the results of the little sister in the high school entrance examination came down and she was admitted to the county key middle school.

"Mom, I was admitted to the county-level key middle school!" The little sister happily took the admission letter to her mother's room.

"Really? Show Mom! Mom's hand waved in the air. But Mom couldn't see it! Mom's tears flowed again.

Just as our sisters were looking at the admission letter of our little sister, my mother suddenly patted her thigh and cried loudly. All four of us sisters ran over and hugged our mother.

"Xiao'er, it's your mother who is useless, I'm afraid you won't be able to go to school!" Mom's words were like a bolt from the blue, making the four of us sisters stunned!

"Mom, why is that?" Xiao'er asked her mother in tears.

"Xiao'er, don't you know the situation at home? Your dad is gone? The eldest sister's monthly salary is only a few hundred yuan, the second sister is still an apprentice, and the third sister is still young, following me, a useless old woman, to take care of the family's affairs. Where do we have the money to read to you! It's all your fault that you were born in this family! In the next life, you will have to find a good family when you are reincarnated......"

"Mom, don't talk about it!" Xiao'er ran away crying.

"Sister, what are you going to do?" Our sisters shouted Xiao'er. I saw the little sister close the door, and the little sister's heart-rending cry came from inside.

"Xiao'er, ...... you" Mom cried secretly alone when she said these words.

"Second sister, you go to see the little sister and comfort her a few words. Tell her eldest sister that she'll let her go. Third sister, you take good care of your mother! I'll figure it out! ”

"Jing'er, what are you going to do?" Mom stopped me.

"Mom, our family finally came up with a good learner, we can't ruin my little sister's life! Anyway, I'm going to provide for her to finish college! ”

"Yes, Mom. My eldest sister and I think the same thing. You see, three of our four sisters are illiterate! The little sister has a strong personality, and it is also the material for reading. Say anything, let her be a literate person! The third sister spoke her mind. The second sister echoed in unison.

"Just the three of you? Your idea is too simple, isn't it? Society is so realistic...... "I didn't wait for my mother to finish speaking, I made a gesture to my two younger sisters and left the house.

I have a little bit of a little guy who I thought of when I was most helpless. On the way, I thought that only he could help me with this, and I pinned all my hopes on him. I was wandering downstairs at his house, and I didn't know how to speak.

"Isn't this Xiao Jing? Come to our family, Xiaohua? "I looked up and saw that it was my aunt. I nodded, then lowered my head.

"Yo, I'm sorry, sooner or later you will be the daughter-in-law of our Zhang family. Why don't you go up when you come? Aunt Zhang smiled after speaking.

"Mom, who are you talking and laughing with outside!" Xiao Hua's voice came from the house. I'm even more nervous now!

"Wouldn't you come out and see? Jing'er, I'll leave first if I have something to do, you guys talk slowly! "Auntie finished speaking and left!

"Why don't you come in? Still standing here stupidly. Xiao Hua took my hand and walked in. His hands are so big, so warm, and he feels safe. There have been times when I have wanted to give myself to him more than once. And he just kissed me on the forehead every time.

"I want your help with something, but I don't know how to say it!"

"Just open your mouth if there's anything, anyway, my mother said that you will be from my Zhang family sooner or later!" After saying that, a person giggled there. And I couldn't be happier.

"I haven't said yes yet? When did I become a member of the Zhang family? "I don't think I blame him for his smug look.

"What are you talking about, Li Jing!" I looked at him angry and I smirked!

"Oh, so you deliberately me off, didn't you?"

"Yes, I just see if you care about me?"

"Don't you understand my intentions? I only have you in my heart! ”

"I know, I only have you in my heart! But my family is now in a big problem, and I have no choice but to beg you! ”

"What's the matter, you can tell it! I'll help you. Even if you want my life, I'll give it to you! ”

"Fool, who wants your life! Don't say these unlucky things. If your life is gone, I won't live either! ”

"What nonsense are you talking about! We're all going to be good! You know? You haven't said you want me to help you with anything? ”

"My sister was admitted to a key high school, and you know my family background......

"I see, you want me to support your little sister in school! Rest assured, as long as she has the ability, I can provide for her to go to high school, college or even graduate school! "I can't thank you enough for his words.

I took a few quick steps and hugged him. Wept in his arms. He stroked my hair. I raised my head and closed my eyes, waiting for him to kiss me, but I waited a long time. He just wiped my tears with his hand and kissed me on the forehead. I simply stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the mouth when he wasn't looking.

"I disagree!" Auntie's voice I didn't agree to overwhelm the two of us. I quickly lowered my head, and my face was like fire.

"Mom, what did you say? Didn't you agree to our marriage? How did it suddenly change? Xiaohua asked in a low voice.

"At this time and at that time, our family situation is not much better! Besides, you can't marry an oil bottle and come back! ”

"Mom, what did you say? What a drag oil bottle! Why are you talking so ugly! No matter what, Li Jing is the person I love deeply, and I will not marry her in this life! Xiaohua shouted and grabbed my hand. I felt a lot of sweat in his palms, and he held my hands tighter! He had never spoken so loudly to his mother.

"You're the other kid, aren't you? Wings stiffened, didn't they? Look at her family, her three younger sisters are so young, and her mother can't take care of herself! Do you marry her or marry her family! Anyway, I don't agree, it's not easy to find good girls now. I'll introduce you to a bunch of them tomorrow. ”

"I don't want it!" Xiaohua pulled me and wanted to run, but his mother blocked the door. We can't get out.

What I didn't expect even more was that his mother suddenly knelt down in front of us and said to me in tears: "Li Jing, I know your heart for our family Zhang Hua. However, our family is not very good, please let us go, just beg your aunt to beg you! Okay, okay to let us Xiaohua go? I saw her eyes, I shook off Xiaohua, pushed my aunt away, and rushed out. I only heard Xiaohua shouting my name from behind.

I didn't hear from Xiaohua for the next few days, and I didn't know how to get home that day. The second sister knew where I was going when she saw me, and she understood it before my tears dried. The younger sister also came over, looked at me and then looked at the second sister. Then I walked to the bed and folded the admission letter and put it in a drawer. Then he locked it with a small lock, then turned around and walked in front of us with a slight smile.

"I understand my sisters' intentions, and I don't want to go to school anymore. Compared to my three sisters, I'm already satisfied! Eldest sister, take me to your factory tomorrow, my requirements are not high, as long as I can support myself! After saying that, our sisters hugged each other and cried secretly, and the third sister walked in at some point, so we four sisters secretly cried together.

When we gathered our mood and came out, we all cried out loud! It turned out that when we were secretly crying, my mother chose to break it off on her own. Blood was pouring down her wrists, and it was all over the ground. No matter how much we scream, we can't wake up our sleeping mother.

Three days later, with the help of the villagers, we buried my mother, and after my mother was seventy-seven, the four of us sisters packed up our bags and left this sad place. Xiaohua didn't see us again until we left. Later, I heard that Xiaohua married Xiaohua from the next village on the third day after we left. A month later, I listened to the people in my hometown say that Xiaohua had taken poison! Since then, I have made it my heart that I will never marry!