Chen Zhigang helped Gu Xiaoqing's mother buy a ticket and send her to the station, but was discovered by Ye Shuilian again, Ye Shuilian returned home and cried and made a fuss, Chen Zhigang promised her not to go to Gu Xiaoqing's place again.

Gu Xiaoqing has become alone again, especially her body is not convenient, she lives on the third floor, every time she goes downstairs, she has to work hard, sometimes the neighbors see her struggling, so they help her.

Gu Xiaoqing's life suddenly became embarrassed, it turned out that when her mother was at home, no matter what, many things could help her, but now even simply changing a bucket of pure water has become a problem.

Gu Xiaoqing lay on the bed, thinking about these things over and over again, thinking about his own situation. Thinking that Ye Shuilian is now living in harmony with Chen Zhigang, and thinking that He Fei is going to return to the family again, and getting farther and farther away from her, Gu Xiaoqing's heart seems to let countless little insects slowly bite bit by bit. She thought of her current situation, and thought that she had nothing to do with He Fei at the beginning, but she was teased by Jiang Xueyun again and again, whether it was an accident, whether it was her misunderstanding of her, in short, now she is in prison and lonely. Gu Xiaoqing looked at the scar on her face, vaguely still there, looking at the ribs wrapped in gauze with a splint, she felt that whether it was Ye Shuilian, who snatched love and destroyed other people's families, or Jiang Xueyun, who indiscriminately hurt her again and again, and An Dong, who had been involved in Jiang Xueyun's family and now went to the United States, she felt that everyone's situation was much better than her. Anyway, Ye Shuilian can get along with Chen Zhigang and me every day, Jiang Xueyun and He Fei are also happy and harmonious, An Dong is alone and at ease abroad, only she is divorced, and even the children were awarded to Chen Zhigang, and she was beaten one after another.

Thinking of this, Gu Xiaoqing felt that she had failed very much, she had not eaten from morning to noon, she felt a little hungry, she wanted to take a glass of water, the water dispenser was still empty, Gu Xiaoqing put the cup on the table in frustration, picked up the phone and called He Fei.

She said, "Why don't you do it?"

He Fei was painting in the academy at the time, originally he was also thinking about Gu Xiaoqing in his heart, but Jiang Xueyun was also worried about it these days, and talked to him repeatedly, asking him to leave Gu Xiaoqing and not contact her again, He Fei was under a lot of psychological pressure, and he didn't know how to solve it, so he hid in the academy and painted. Under normal circumstances, Jiang Xueyun doesn't bother him when she knows that she is painting, sometimes she comes to see him occasionally, buys him some coffee, tea, fruits and the like, and when she sees that He Fei is painting, she doesn't say anything, and leaves after a while.

When Gu Xiaojing called, Jiang Xueyun had just come to see He Fei, and when he saw that He Fei was concentrating on painting, he didn't say anything, and went back after staying for a while.

Why didn't he follow Gu Xiaoqing's phone, and felt that Gu Xiaoqing's voice was wrong in the first sentence, he said What's wrong Xiaoqing?

Gu Xiaoqing cried, she said that her mother went back, she was the only one at home, and she hadn't eaten since morning. Gu Xiaoqing said, couldn't help but be sad, and slowly cried as she spoke.

He Fei heard Gu Xiaoqing say that he hadn't eaten for two meals, and there was nothing to eat at home, He Fei suddenly felt very sad, especially Gu Xiaoqing's crying voice, He Fei couldn't draw anymore, he said Xiaoqing, you wait, I'll go over in a while.

He Fei wanted to beat Jiang Xueyun who had already come to the gallery just now, and it was estimated that he would not come again, so he didn't call Jiang Xueyun and drove to Gu Xiaoqing alone.

Gu Xiaoqing's room was deserted, Gu Xiaoqing was lying on the bed wrapped in gauze alone, with a pair of crutches next to him, and there was no glass of water on the bedside table, let alone fruits and meals.

Gu Xiaoqing knew that He Fei was coming, so she opened the door in advance, and now that she heard the movement, she tried to stand up and wanted to sit up, He Fei put his hand on Gu Xiaoqing's shoulder and signaled her not to get up, Gu Xiaoqing raised her head and saw that He Fei's eyes were already full of tears.

Not. Gu Xiaoqing shouted He Fei's name, stretched out her hands to hug He Fei, and burst into tears in an instant, she said What have you been doing for so many days, I can't see you all day long, I feel as if I have lost something.

Why don't you say I'm sorry Xiaoqing, I don't know, I don't know that no one takes care of you...... Why don't you look around and say, when did your mother leave?

Gu Xiaoqing said that he left the day before yesterday.

Why didn't you tell me earlier, you see, there's nothing, how can you recuperate? He Fei said and stood up, he said Xiaoqing, I'll go out and buy something and come back to cook for you.

Gu Xiaoqing nodded.

He Fei went to the vegetable market, bought all kinds of vegetables and pork ribs and fish, then bought a lot of fruits, and finally bought a box of pork ribs noodles, preparing that after he left, in case Gu Xiaoqing didn't eat, he could always satisfy his hunger by making a bowl of pork ribs noodles with boiling water, but thinking that Gu Xiaoqing needed to recuperate, he felt that it was unbearable to let Gu Xiaoqing eat pork ribs noodles, so he went to a small restaurant, put down a thousand yuan for the boss, took the boss's business card, wrote down Gu Xiaoqing's address, and asked him to deliver food to Gu Xiaoqing at any time. The boss accepted the money happily and nodded again and again.

After He Fei finished doing this, he went to the water change place to change the water, and then returned to Gu Xiaoqing's house.

At that time, it was already slowly getting dark, and he considered that Gu Xiaoqing hadn't eaten a decent meal for a day or two, so he put on an apron and went into the kitchen to cook. He Fei usually doesn't go to the kitchen much, most of the time Jiang Xueyun cooks for him, but He Fei is a meticulous and warm person by nature, he doesn't hate these family things, or he doesn't do it, and if he does it, he will do it well.

Gu Xiaoqing stood at the door of the kitchen on crutches, happily watching He Fei cooking, watching He Fei wearing an apron and busily frying and frying, Gu Xiaoqing felt a long-lost warmth. When He Fei came over to get the green onions, Gu Xiaoqing couldn't help it, stretched out her hands and hugged He Fei, she pressed her face tightly against He Fei's back, and muttered in her mouth, Fei, how happy I am when you are here!

He Fei was held by Gu Xiaoqing and turned around slowly, because he heard the sound of crutches falling to the ground, he was worried that Gu Xiaoqing would fall, so he slowly dragged Gu Xiaoqing's hands, turned around, and Gu Xiaoqing fell into He Fei's arms all of a sudden.

Gu Xiaoqing was wearing pajamas, the pajamas were very sexy and somewhat transparent suspender pajamas, through the pajamas, He Fei could see Gu Xiaoqing's almost transparent skin, plump and soft curves, because it was summer and the weather was hot, He Fei only wore a vest, Gu Xiaoqing's chest was soft and soft on He Fei's body, He Fei couldn't control it for a while, he turned back his hand and closed the valve of the liquefied gas tank, and Gu Xiaoqing instantly entered a turbulence......

For so many days, the relationship between He Fei and Jiang Xueyun has always been not restored, and there is unspeakable pressure in his heart, he can't say why, these days with Jiang Xueyun, he always has a sense of guilt, and a feeling that the most wrong thing is not what to do. Jiang Xueyun said to let him change his mobile phone number and not continue to contact Gu Xiaoqing, why not say that after Gu Xiaoqing's body recovered, he would slowly cut off contact with her, although Jiang Xueyun didn't say anything anymore, but he could feel the lingering melancholy and depression in Jiang Xueyun's heart, as well as the guilt and contradiction from his own heart. He didn't know what his psychology was, he always felt as if his chest was blocked by something, and he slept in the same bed with Jiang Xueyun at night, and he didn't seem to be able to find the harmony he had before. In the past, for many years, two people were in the same bed, whether they fell asleep or not, Jiang Xueyun would always naturally roll into his arms, and he would naturally hold Jiang Xueyun, but now that he was lying next to Jiang Xueyun, there was more guilt and contradictions in his heart, and Jiang Xueyun did not roll into his arms naturally as in the past, and he felt that there was a strangeness between the two people.

He also wanted to try to hug Jiang Xueyun, but Jiang Xueyun sighed from time to time, and that sigh seemed to have lost his courage, so although the two of them were close at hand, he felt that he still had a distance from her.

He couldn't tell what was between him and her, it was like an invisible gap, he wanted to ignore its existence, but he couldn't cross it, so although he and Jiang Xueyun didn't discuss it further because of Gu Xiaoqing's matter in the past two days, he knew in his heart that Jiang Xueyun didn't put this matter aside in his heart, and he didn't know what to do. Jiang Xueyun discussed this matter with him, he couldn't say why, Jiang Xueyun quarreled with him because of this matter, he didn't know what to do, on the contrary, in Gu Xiaoqing's place, he didn't feel pressure, and with Gu Xiaoqing, there was a feeling of relaxation from the inside out.

Now, Gu Xiaoqing was lying in his arms, stroking his cheeks and body, and his face was full of satisfied attachment. He hugged Gu Xiaoqing's soft body, kissed every inch of her body, and his heart became extremely soft, speaking in his heart, Jiang Xueyun talked to him about not contacting Gu Xiaoqing again, he could agree intellectually, but there was really a lot of reluctance in his heart, for a few days, he controlled himself not to call Gu Xiaoqing, but he couldn't tell why, he always unconsciously appeared in his mind the scene of him and Gu Xiaoqing together, they drank together, played together, ate together, slept together, The feeling of being free and easy together, he doesn't know if he really can't do without Gu Xiaoqing, or if he can't do without this feeling, he can't analyze it, and he doesn't want to analyze it, he only knows that at this moment, in Gu Xiaoqing's arms, he is like a free and easy child, immersed in a soft and warm embrace, immersed in a boundless ocean of tenderness.

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