The winter night outside the tent was infinitely cold, and in this small world that belonged to us, Li Xin and I chatted about the story of our childhood.

She dreamed of being an ordinary preschool teacher and singing nursery rhymes like "The sun shines in the sky, the flowers smile at me" forever, but she never thought that she would enter today's industry by mistake.

I heard her helplessness from Li Xin's words, she was a very caring woman, but she stepped into the workplace for no reason.

"When I was a child, my dream was to be a poet and be as free and easy as Li Bai; Later, I wanted to be a famous writer, such as Lu Xun, Shen Congwen, Balzac, and Marquez. Li Xin blinked at me in the dark, I was a little embarrassed, and then said: "The of life is that I want to be a writer, but in the end I appeared on the construction site with a disgraced face!" ”

Li Xin smiled: "Isn't it, the ideal is full of reality, we have heard too many life principles, but we still can't do anything about the current life." The beginning of an ideal life is always like this, and when it happens, it is like a mirage. And the ending is always caught off guard, and the flowers bloom in two different places. There is a song called "The Simpler, the Happier the Happiness", so we should all simply live in the moment! ”

"I didn't think you have such a deep understanding of the ideal life, I will worship you from now on!" For what Li Xin said just now, I feel incisive from the bottom of my heart, only some insights and experiences about life may not be appropriated at will, and they may not be useful to another person.

"Worship me? Don't, everyone understands the truth, but not everyone can do it well. Too many people are in the secular barriers, sad and troubled for big or small interests, can you say that everyone doesn't understand such and such a truth, obviously not, it's just the pressure of survival or the ** of human nature, few people can be willing to let go, just like me! After Li Xin finished speaking, he sighed deeply, and continued: "Actually, sometimes I admire you, happy and happy, not disturbed by the complicated world, indifferent and free, it's good!" ”

"You can also let go, as long as you have the courage!" I'm not a humble and low-key person, so when Li Xin says he adores me, I can accept it calmly, and multiple fans are not a matter of losing meat!

"About my life, what you see is actually just the tip of the iceberg, there are many things I can't do, sometimes deep in an intricate network of interests, want to escape, it takes not only courage, most of the time it also needs a devastating price!"

I can completely understand what Li Xin said, too many people envy the lives of rich people, but the troubles of rich people are unimaginable to ordinary people. Just like Li Xin, I only saw that she had a glamorous career and enough money for her to spend, as for her family, the circle she lived in, and the big and small things at work, I couldn't imagine it!

I can't guess how big the so-called devastating price in Li Xin's mouth is, but I can feel that there are too many factors that restrain her from yearning for a simple life, so I don't even know how to comfort Li Xin at this moment.

"You see how much this is like a besieged city, the people outside sharpen their heads and want to get in, but the people inside are infinitely yearning for the simple nature outside the city, but if you want to get your wish, you naturally need to pay too much!"

"Perhaps, I'll do my best to make your life easier and more natural!"

After I finished saying this seriously, Li Xin was looking at me with bright eyes in the dark, and I held Li Xin's warm and soft right hand tightly.

Li Xin seemed to be a little nervous, this was the first time we held hands in a formal sense, she unconsciously pulled her hand back, but she didn't break free from my grip. She finally quieted down, quietly putting her right hand in my palm, but there was no extra words.

In this way, in the cold desert of winter nights, in the night when there is no moonlight and only the sky is full of stars, in the tent that is still warm, quietly counting each other's heartbeats and deeply feeling each other's temperature.

If time had stopped at this moment, I think I would have been forever immersed in this simple silence and joy;

If the next moment is the end of the world, I have no hesitation in such an end;

In such a beautiful situation, the most important thing we should do is to love each other silently, but will we all have no hesitation?

Time passed so fast in a violent heartbeat that we closed our eyes in silence, but no one had the heart to sleep. The beauty of life is as fleeting as time, and it disappears if you are not careful.

I quietly thought about the days of living with Li Xin, and those beautiful bits and pieces kept coming to my mind now. She kindly took me in, made me breakfast, helped me undress; I helped her trim the flower arrangement without permission, the underwear I helped Li Xin wash, and the barbecue and ginger cola that I ate with her in the game of Go.

All the movements came to mind, and suddenly I realized that this kind of life was what I wanted, and even what I had been pursuing for years.

While I was pondering, Li Xin stretched out a finger and scratched it lightly in my palm. For the lonely men and widows living together in the same tent, for a good young man like me, who is honest and has a good style, I will never think that Li Xin is teasing.

Although I don't think so, but since Li Xin has done this, then as a living Lei Feng who is anxious to help people when the road is uneven, to help others, to do good deeds without leaving a name, shouldn't I take the initiative to cooperate!

Just as I was about to move, Li Xin suddenly said, "Feng Tang, if you can't sleep, let's go and see the stars together!" ”

My mood was like a stone rolling down from the top of the mountain in an instant, and it smashed my heart that was about to move the thief, God, why should you be so cruel to me, don't you want to surrender to the people?

"It's rare that you have such an interest, if I don't accompany you, it will seem that I am not a gentleman enough!"

As I spoke, I got up from the tent and went out to look up, and the sky was full of stars, so bright, beautiful!

"Wow, that's beautiful!"

Li Xin let out a slight surprise when she came out of the tent, and she seemed to be afraid that the sound would be too loud and wake up the sleeping star.

"This is the star that can't be seen in Xi'an City!"

I don't mean to boast when I say this, in fact, the night sky in Xi'an is gray all year round, and it is a little difficult to see the moon, let alone such a thorough starry sky.

"Isn't it, the night sky in Massachusetts is beautiful, but nowhere near as pure as it is; The night on the Harvard campus is beautiful, but there are no such sparkling stars, and to be honest, I should thank you for bringing me here for the New Year! ”

"You're happy, so I'm happy!"

When I said this, there was a bright meteor in the sky due east that passed gently, and Li Xin and I were in full view.

"Ah, Meteor!" Li Xin snorted softly, closed his eyes, folded his hands, and began to make a wish.

I didn't ask her about her wishes this time, maybe I had already guessed the ** of the ten. Under the starry cold night sky, Li Xin and I snuggled together, we watched the sky turn white little by little, watched the burning clouds in the early morning keep rolling, and watched the east turn white.

The dawn has broken through the shackles of night, and the young heart is eager to get back on the road.

As we slowly stood up with the rising sun, we suddenly noticed a man with a knife in one hand and scarlet eyes standing at the corner of the dune......

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