Chapter 25 There is a kind of loneliness that comes from the depths of the soul
Yang Alin didn't contact Gu Meng for a long time after knowing that the gift he gave to Gu Meng was rejected, and he knew that he couldn't resist at what time, because Yang Alin was already familiar with the days in his life that he couldn't live without her.
There is a kind of love that is deeply rooted in the soul and rooted in the blood, so that it can endure pain and not be afraid of the erosion of time.
Two months later, Yang Alin couldn't help but call Gu Meng one night, and Xiao Meng's faint voice came, making Yang Alin feel a little depressed. In the end, Yang Alin jokingly said Girl, you should fall in love, Gu Meng replied that he was talking. Yang Alin heard it like a lightning strike, lost his soul, and could not recover for a long time. The mobile phone slipped from the palm of his hand, Yang Alin didn't pick it up, he was alone, extremely lonely and came to the wide playground, shouting hoarsely, and countless classmates around him passed by and walked away.
In the end, his legs couldn't bear it, and he knelt on the lawn, his hands grasping the ground, his eyes were ruddy, and he was quietly in a daze.
I never thought that even if I lost it, I should lose it very late, but when I really lost it, I realized that I was powerless to stop it.
Chen Lingrui was very anxious when she heard her friend at Jinghua University tell her that Yang Alin was crying inexplicably on the playground, and she hurried over. When she came to the playground and saw Yang Alin in a mess, she was sad and quickly pulled up. Yang Alin struggled, Chen Lingrui sat next to him and waited, consuming. After a long time, Yang Alin felt hungry, and the poor girl next to him stood up, straightened her clothes, and said, "Let's go." The two of them ate a portion of shredded pork with Beijing sauce, a plate of vinegared potatoes, and two servings of rice on the snack street outside the school. Yang Alin drank four bottles of Jinghua beer alone. After the meal, Yang Alin sent Chen Lingrui outside the gate of the University of Industry and Commerce to say goodbye. Chen Lingrui asked him a little worriedly if he could go back alone, and he patted his chest and said yes. Chen Lingrui returned to the dormitory with some worry, Yang Alin walked back by himself, and with the cool breeze blowing on the overpass, he shrank and lay in a corner.
Wang is really a very naughty girl, she is beautiful and lively, every time she tosses the boy who chases him and the man who flirts with himself, since she cheated Yang Alin of a pot of poor money last time, and met Yang Alin again, she is a little embarrassed, the probability of the two meeting among tens of millions of people in a metropolis like Jinghua is too small, and Yang Alin finally got involved with his grandfather, which makes her even more unbearable.
Late after work today, she is used to watching the lights of thousands of homes and shuttle vehicles on the overpass in Jinghua. She looked at it from afar, stepped on a person's thigh, and she secretly said that it was really unlucky. She looked at it in the flickering light, and oh, the ghost is not gone. Yang Alin was dizzy under the action of four bottles of beer, Wang Zhen kicked him in disgust, and Yang Alin rolled over. Wang Zhen thought that this guy had something to do with his grandfather, and he really couldn't ignore it, so he took one of his hands and pulled him up, stopped a taxi under the overpass, returned to his residence, and threw Yang Alin on the sofa in the hall and didn't care.
Yang Alin woke up in the morning and found that he was not in the dormitory, but on the sofa, wondering who brought him back, the door next to him was open and he approached it, the girl who cheated herself on the tea money last time was lying on the bed in pajamas, lazy, with her long legs open to the side, and before Yang Alin could react, a pillow was thrown over there, "Where are your eyes looking?" Yang Alin apologized innocently, and Wang Zhen threw him out of the door domineeringly. Yang Alin reluctantly walked away.
In the square of Jinghua North Station, stay quietly. Reluctantly, I walked to the ticket window and bought a ticket to Jinmen in a daze. Sitting in the car, he had no intention of looking at the scenery on both sides of the road, closing his eyes and recuperating. He stood at the gate of Jinmen University, for an hour, two hours,...... Disappointed, he returned to a nearby guesthouse. Looking at the bright moon in the round sky at night, the words "I wish people a long time, thousands of miles together" came to my mind. He was at the door of a luxury supermarket, looking at the magnificent decorations, the people who were not rich or expensive, and he sighed in his heart that he was the same person, a hundred kinds of life. At this time, he heard a girl's cry, as if it was very familiar, and he squeezed over to see that it was Xiaomeng, the girl who was haunted by his dreams. He hurriedly asked what was going on, it turned out that Xiaomeng, a part-time classmate here, was asked by a guest to take pictures of them, but a drunken man came from behind and bumped Xiaomeng, and Xiaomeng's high-end mobile phone was thrown out. The drunken man left early without anyone to stop him, and the guests pulled Xiaomeng to compensate, Xiaomeng felt that it was not her fault, and explained that the guests didn't listen, just to complain about her, Xiaomeng shed tears aggrievedly. After hearing this, Yang Alin was furious and said to the pair of guests, "How much money, I'll give it to you." The couple said "12,000", and Yang Alin took out 20,000 from the ATM at the entrance of the door, counted out 12,000, and handed it to the guests. The pair of guests were watched by others, feeling guilty, and then checked out and left. Xiaomeng looked at Yang Alin, who was taking care of her, with a sour nose. Yang Alin walked over, wiped her tears for her, and said, "Okay, don't cry, if you cry again, you will become a little flower cat." Xiaomeng stopped crying and asked, "Why are you here?" Yang Alin pretended to be mysterious and said, "I'll pinch my fingers, my beloved little dream has a catastrophe tonight, and I will rush to help non-stop." Xiaomeng smiled, "Yes, I have become a half-immortal." ”
Yang Alin and Gu Meng walked on the street in the dark night, the dim lights, the swaying branches, Yang Alin said, "Are you okay?"
Gu Meng smiled and said, "It's okay." Yang Alin sent Gu Meng to the school gate and said, "Go back, I will go back to Jinghua tomorrow, say hello to your boyfriend for me." Yang Alin walked away calmly, Gu Meng watched the thin figure walk away in the night, and sighed softly, Where did I come from.
There are always misses in the world, and every time we miss them, it is not because fate has been predestined, but because we have chosen to ignore them. We are always self-righteously thinking for others, but we don't think about how many of our own decisions we have imposed on others.
Yang Alin had breakfast near Jinmen University in the morning, and arrived at the station without saying goodbye to Gu Meng, and at the moment when the train started, a familiar figure appeared in the crowd, she was looking for him, Yang Alin wanted to jump off the train and said to her, "Hi, I'm here." ”
"I've come from afar, and you happen to be there
Obsessed with lingering in the world, I am wild for her
I was this dazzling moment
It's a flame that crosses the sky
I'm desperate to see me for you
I will be extinguished and will never come back
I'm here
Right here
The frightening is generally short-lived
Gorgeous as summer flowers"