If I hadn't seen the photo sent by Li Xin, I wouldn't have thought of going to Quchifang to give Tang Xiaoyun the key.

People are often at their most frustrated, and they will unconsciously look for psychological comfort and their own shallow soul comfort.

I know that I can't be too careful, this may be irresponsible and unfair to Li Xin, after all, Uncle Li mentioned our marriage in front of me and Li Xin a while ago.

But when I saw Li Xin and Guo Dong together again, my mood became indescribably lost and sad.

And it was at this time that Tang Xiaoyun appeared.

I knew that I, like Tang Xiaoyun, needed to be comforted.

Therefore, I left the inn a little willfully, and went to Quchifang with a full debt to Li Xin, and I was in a dilemma and unstoppable.

I even remember the last time I quit smoking, it was after I lived with Li Xin, and when I knew that Li Xin only smoked occasionally, and she also showed an aversion to the smell of smoking, I made up my mind to quit smoking.

That time I persevered for a whole week, and it was difficult to persevere in an environment where no one was affected. But at that time, I learned about Tang Xiaoyun's recent situation by chance, and Tang Xiaoyun also intended to contact me during that time, which made my originally peaceful heart once again set off a storm, and I felt lost in the situation that I was on the cusp, which triggered my desire for cigarettes, which led to the failure of quitting smoking.

The failure to quit smoking is the same as when I couldn't help but want to see Tang Xiaoyun in the middle of the night.

When people are frustrated, they need warm feelings of comfort, or they need the diffuse smell of cigarettes to anesthetize themselves.

I walked all the way to Quchifang, arrived before Tang Xiaoyun, and after entering the door, the room was still the same as before, and it was deserted for a long time.

The potted plants and greenery on the balcony are lifeless, like a wife who has been neglected by her husband, exuding a resentful atmosphere.

I took a watering can and went to the sanitation to pour water, and then carefully watered the grumbling flowers. At this moment, I felt that I understood these plants, and their posture was very similar to me at this moment.

Maybe it was out of professional habits, when I was in the inn, I categorically did not allow the room to be in a bad sanitary condition, so when I saw a faint dust in Tang Xiaoyun's room, I couldn't help but want to clean it.

Keep yourself busy, and maybe a night like this will stop thinking about those sad things. So I swept the floor and wiped it with a cloth, and then I wiped the table and even the cupboards in the kitchen.

Go into the bedroom, sweep the sheets, pull the quilt, and warm the quilt for her.

Like a qualified husband, I do what I can for Tang Xiaoyun. But the whole world knows that we have parted ways a long time ago, and that in this life, we will never have the opportunity to go back to the beginning.

The events of the past were waving in front of me like a sharp knife, and in the wind brought by the blade, the laughter and laughter of the past years were hidden in the middle. There is no crying and sorrow in this voice, and there is no lament for unsatisfactory life, only beautiful and fragrant past.

I turned off all the lights in the room and leaned quietly on the sofa alone, remembering all the times since I met Tang Xiaoyun, when she was as pure as a glass of pure water, unpolluted. At that time, she still had a small dream, a dream of writing calligraphy beautifully, and the courage to copy three times sixty-five poems with a brush.

Time flies, and many stories and people can't withstand the invasion of time and dust, and finally they will fall into ruins, and finally wither into a bunch of withered wildflowers.

"She said she would soon forget about me, or she would soon die in her thoughts!" This is a sentence that Tang Xiaoyun posted on Weibo after we broke up, she said this sentence in the third person, but what she expressed was her own thoughts.

No one has the right to stop a person from aspiring to a prosperous life, and no one can stop one from wanting to be another person.

Everyone's life is not smooth sailing, and every relationship is not smooth to the end. Separation is a choice we have no choice but to make, if we all smile and walk away, never look back, no longer return to the memories of the past, and no longer pay attention to the future life of another person, then we will undoubtedly be successful.

It was my first formal love, from a young man to a golden rice field, all the stories are memorable, and we can't quickly forget the past.

After smoking three cigarettes in the living room, Tang Xiaoyun still didn't come back.

The room was smoky, and she had never liked me smoking, even though there were still Tang Xiaoyun's leftover lady cigarettes on the coffee table in front of me.

Go to the balcony and open the window, hoping that the smell of smoke will dissipate as soon as possible.

Looking down from the window, the bright and dark lights in the Quikebo are interspersed with the cleverly arranged trees, and there is an extremely quiet feeling.

Just when I retracted my gaze, I saw Tang Xiaoyun coming in from the entrance of the community, followed by a person next to her.

That obscene bald-headed and big-bellied man, even if he turns to ashes, I can recognize it. She walked beside Tang Xiaoyun, and the trolley case made a rolling sound behind him.

Seeing this, I knew that I should leave as soon as possible, I was not afraid of delaying the good things of Tang Xiaoyun and the bald man, but there were some people, I didn't need to see them.

For an adult, I can't impulsively pounce on the person like a child, push the person to the ground, and then stomp on his crotch twice.

Time can always make people become a lot more mature inadvertently. The first time I bumped into Tang Xiaoyun and his bald godfather in my room in Bali Village, my anger was like a volcanic eruption. Time has passed, and I no longer get angry at a lewd man, even though he has thrown my life into misery.

We can always face the troubles of the world with a calm mind, because we are at peace in our hearts, mature and strong.

Turning on all the lights in the room, I turned around and went out, took my keys, and prepared to give them the keys at the elevator door downstairs.

Bite!!!

Just as I was about to turn around after locking the door, the elevator had stopped on this floor.

I didn't plan to hide, so I looked at the elevator with very normal eyes and expressions.

To my surprise, Tang Xiaoyun was the only one in the elevator who walked out, and she smiled happily when she saw me, and her smile at this moment was like the innocent little girl on campus many years ago.

"What, you're up alone?" I asked, puzzled.

"He's going home, and there's someone waiting at home" Tang Xiaoyun spoke naturally, and he didn't have any intention of hiding it from me at all.

"Oh!" I squeaked casually, but unconsciously reached out and took the trolley box in Tang Xiaoyun's hand.

She took the key from me and quietly walked to the door to open it.

The room was brightly lit, and after Tang Xiaoyun entered the door, he hung the bag on the hook at the door, turned around and said, "Come in, why are you stunned!" ”

I went in like that thoughtlessly, dragging the trolley all the way to the middle of the living room.

"I'll boil the bath water for you, go take a bath, I'll go back first!" I said as I prepared to leave.

"Why is there such a hurry?" Tang Xiaoyun stood at the entrance and stared at me vigorously.

"You're tired too, I'll bother you again, it's inconvenient!" I said this sentence so contrary to my heart, and it was not my true mind at all.

"Didn't you want me to shoot Erhaiyue for you, I took a lot of effort to get a good result, don't you want to take a look?" Tang Xiaoyun smiled and seemed to understand me very well.

I nodded and didn't speak, but sat back on the couch a little cramped. Many years ago, I must have asked Tang Xiaoyun with a hippie smile if I wanted to rub my back in the shower, but today, we looked at each other's unfamiliar smiles, and we could never return to the once familiar scene.

"Don't be in a hurry to leave, I'll take a shower first, and I'll show you the photos when I'm done. I slept all the way on the plane, it won't be too sleepy, so you can be kind and accompany me! ”

After Tang Xiaoyun finished speaking, he didn't give me a chance to breathe, threw the light sunscreen clothes on the sofa, and walked towards the bathroom lightly.

The bathroom door closed, and the sound of rushing water came out, how calm I was.

Suddenly, the door of the bathroom opened again, and Tang Xiaoyun said: "I brought Guangxi's specialty cigarettes, on the outermost layer of my bag, you can take it yourself!" ”

After she finished speaking, she went back to the bedroom, I don't know when Tang Xiaoyun became more intimate, and became willing to bring me a small gift when I came back from traveling, and it was also the cigarette she objected to me smoking before.

Look at it, everyone will change, but the person who changes her may not be the one who cares about her the most.

I didn't go through Tang Xiaoyun's bag to find cigarettes, because I wanted to try my best to make myself good in front of Tang Xiaoyun. I didn't do it when we were together many years ago, and even if I'm better now, it doesn't seem to make much sense, but now I'm so paranoid about looking better.

Tang Xiaoyun quickly came out of the bathroom, she was wrapped in a pink bath towel, her body smelled of roses, and there was a trace of heat on her head curling towards the ceiling. At this moment, she is like a flower in the morning mist, after a night of deep silence, emitting the most soul-stirring fragrance in the morning light.

"Come on, take a look at the snow scene of Cangshan Mountain, and the moon of Erhai Lake!" Tang Xiaoyun took out the camera from the trolley case, and then sat down next to me peacefully.

The scent of roses seemed to be deliberately trying to penetrate my body.

"At this time, is there still snow on Cangshan?" I moved towards the other end of the sofa and asked Tang Xiaoyun.

"It's good to have snow in your heart, you have to see that the mountain is not a mountain, and the water is not water!" Tang Xiaoyun flipped through the photos, lowered his head and spoke softly.

"I've reached the realm of seeing mountains or mountains, and water or water!" I'm kidding her, and the mood is a little subtle at the moment.

"I know you're not flaunting yourself!" Tang Xiaoyun said and stretched the camera to my side again, the scenery on her chest seemed to be dewy and a little tempting.

It's been a long time since I've been alone with Tang Xiaoyun in such an ambiguous atmosphere, and we all seem to be at a loss for such a scene, but we still try our best to pretend to be familiar with each other's every look.

"Don't go back at night!" After looking at the photos, Tang Xiaoyun spoke.

"It's not good for anyone!" I say.

"Feng Tang, I'm pregnant, alone in the dark night, I'm so scared that I can't breathe, I want you to accompany me!"

It was a thunderclap, and the lightning shone on my pale face, and I was expressionless