Chapter 35: The Realization of Frustration
Frustration can motivate people to grow, just as a tree is pruned and leaves scars, but it makes the tree grow taller.
After this incident, Zhao Yunfei learned a truth that he thinks is very, very important - carelessness will also kill people!
Zhao Yunfei felt very guilty about Zhou Wangcai being stabbed by the bad four, he felt that he had a great responsibility for this matter, he didn't put the money away, which created an opportunity for the bad four, if he hid the money secretly, the bad one couldn't find the money, not only would he not suffer losses, but also the things that would happen later.
If you put the money in such an easy place to find, even if the bad four don't steal it, the other gangsters in the village are also likely to steal the money, and it may also cause unexpected things, maybe even more serious.
Carelessness will sooner or later lead to disaster - that's only a matter of time!
And in the chess club, if you can be more decisive and ruthless, you won't see the bad four stabbing people with a knife.
It was only because of a few hundred yuan of money, but in the end it turned into a tragedy of tens of thousands of yuan, and some people fled from their hometowns because of this, in fact, there was a better way to solve this matter......
Zhao Yunfei also realized that even if he was extremely cautious and cautious in the disposal of money, if he was negligent and confiscated the money, it would be extremely difficult to get it back.
However, there is no regret medicine in the world, and even if there is, the person who wants to come to the medicine seller has already taken it himself......
Zhou Wangcai was stabbed, no matter what the reason, but he did not get the compensation he deserved, in order to save his life, he could only pay for medical treatment by himself, the director of the police station is his relatives are useless, it seems that there are still many places that the law cannot control, and many things do not seem to be able to rely on the law completely......
There is a feeling that can be said to have accumulated in Zhao Yunfei's heart for a long time, that is, a sense of security.
Since the day of his father's accident, this feeling has been implanted in his heart, worry, fear, uneasiness, and other indescribable things, he can never understand why such a terrible thing happened in his house, Dad is the heaven of the family, Dad is gone, the sky will fall, and the carefree childhood is also drowned by the falling sky, and now, he has long been unable to see where his sky is, because, unconsciously, he himself has become the sky - the heaven of his sister Xiaoji!
I must not have an accident, otherwise, Xiao Ji's sky will collapse, and it will completely collapse.
Although to outsiders, this home is so incomplete that it can't even be called "home", in the eyes of him and Xiao Ji, their home is complete - as long as there are people who depend on each other together, it is a complete home.
In fact, after being bitten by the Tibetan mastiff of the village party secretary for begging for disaster relief funds last time, Zhao Yunfei's insecurity hidden in the depths of his heart was awakened and amplified. Through the "disaster relief fund incident", he realized that when he really faced interests, a smiling face could immediately turn into a cold face, and any villager would be left behind, even if it was a brother, he could turn against him.
Begging for disaster relief money, money being stolen, these are all scars of growth!
You must have the ability to protect yourself, your loved ones, and your friends, and never be wronged or bullied.
"Money and power!" Zhao Yunfei roared fiercely in the depths of his heart, but it was not easy to really have them, but the complexity of society was far beyond his expectations!
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One hundred and sixty-seven yuan, five cents and two cents, this is all the money in Zhao Yunfei's family now.
"This money must be kept safe, this is the most important thing at the moment." Zhao Yunfei thought to himself.
Zhao Yunfei thought for a while, and then wrapped the whole money of one hundred and sixty yuan in a plastic bag, put it into a small iron box, and then hid the small iron box in the abandoned chimney on the wall, the chimney was pitch black, densely covered with cobwebs, and the small iron box was also black.
Now this money can last until the Spring Festival is good, fortunately there is a little pig in the pigsty, the Spring Festival to kill and sell meat, so that next spring to buy seeds, buy fertilizer money will be settled, of course, this is all in the absence of a little unexpected spending.
Don't expect to get the money stolen by the bad Si'er back, the bad Si'er has not been seen, only his wife is at home, the family is surrounded by walls, and it is even inferior to Zhao Yunfei's family, at least Zhao Yunfei's property situation is not negative, and even if the bad Si'er comes back and has money, he must first compensate Zhou Wangcai, the owner of the chess club, after all, Zhou Wangcai's losses are much greater than Zhao Yunfei's.
"There is no endless road, if you can't do it, go to the brick factory to load a car and make money!" This is Zhao Yunfei's last trump card, when he owed foreign debts because of Xiao Ji's illness and hospitalization, he went to work in a brick factory for a period of time, that is really out of line, if he doesn't do it, those foreign debts will always be pressed on his body. Loading a car for a brick factory is really not a human job, especially at a young age like him, at the end of the day, people are tired and scattered, grinding out big blood blisters on their hands, and sucking a belly of brick powder, the only advantage is that they can see cash for a day.
Zhao Yunfei knew that when it came to the issue of "money", he could only do this first, and it was useless to think too much.
Li Lanfang and Han Tuo had already heard about it at home, and they couldn't think about it except for sighing for Zhao Yunfei, they all knew Zhao Yunfei and knew that he didn't like to talk in the first place, especially in this situation, he had nothing to say, and it was good to know that Zhao Yunfei was fine, so he didn't come to visit.
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The evening in the mountain village is extremely quiet, even the dog does not like to bark at this time, Zhao Yunfei and Xiao Ji only ate some grits porridge at night, and Xiao Ji's only entertainment at night is to listen to the small radio.
Turning on the electric light, Zhao Yunfei took out the white paper printed with the handwriting in the belt, sat at the round table and pondered it, looked at it for a while, and if he realized, he picked up the pen and divided the words without punctuation into paragraphs according to four words and one sentence, as follows:
cosmic desolation,
The stars are like cattle and sheep.
Hold my long sword,
Shougo Ranch.
East of the Yinghai Sea,
The ink dragon soars.
Wielding my long sword,
Slay demons and dragons.
dragon armor scales,
The sword is hard to invade.
Straight into the dragon's mouth,
Stab him in the heart.
Mo Long was wounded,
Scales flying.
Looking for its traces,
The dragon is dying.
The dragon has meat,
I eat it myself.
Legacy descendants,
Adhering to my aspirations.
Molong drowning,
Its color is golden.
My children,
The bath is like soup.
Molong has salivation,
Its color is like a mystery.
My children,
Drink it like a spring.
Molong has tears,
Colorless and odorless.
My children,
Drink it and fall asleep.
Molong has fine,
Freezing cold.
My children,
The body of the incarnation is light.
The ink dragon has blood,
It can ward off all evils.
My children,
Dissolve into the hole.
Molong has pith,
The smell is tangy.
My children,
Sweet.
Lang Lang is too empty,
Transfiguration is infinite.
My children,
Endlessly.
Mind the world,
Be honest and truthful.
Sacrifice for righteousness,
Descendants of the Dragon.
This narrative poem is really imposing, Zhao Yunfei read it softly, and couldn't help but feel excited.
"Who wrote this long poem?" This was the first question that came to Zhao Yunfei's mind.