Chapter 11: You're Okay Now
Chapter 11: You're Okay Now
If you don't owe each other, how can you meet, I always struggle with this question, is it the money I owe you in my previous life or do you borrow my money and don't pay it back? If it's by the standards of this life, well, I borrowed a lot of money from you and forgot to pay it back, come to me, although you still can't afford to pay it back.
At an altitude of 10,000 meters, I know that this trip to Yunnan is over, thinking back to last night's heartiness, I sincerely wish Qing. In the words of Shangliu, you look at people who go out and find a daughter-in-law, why are they there?
What's the matter, drink too much, wash and sleep, get on the plane and continue the journey of our lives, although I have a secret, but I can't say that yet, I don't know what this kid is hiding from me!
Before getting on the plane, I sent her a message, and we had a good chat, but there was still a small regret in my heart, that is, why should we be separated after we met, maybe only by separating can we appreciate the value of reunion. I know that we are all about to start a new life, maybe it is just a small episode in the journey of life, how can it be the only eternity in the bottom of our hearts.
Qing returned to the part-time tour guide who was busy before and after, and he was very happy to see him, and the stone in our hearts finally landed, no matter where they can go, we will still bless, after all, it is not easy to find a person who makes their hearts move, not to mention that they can still be happy with each other.
Looking at the vast sea of clouds, I suddenly remembered you, the girl in blue with a smile on the corner of her mouth in the dim light, maybe it was the stimulation of alcohol, the girl in blue with a smile on the corner of her mouth, you are good now, maybe it is my wishful thinking, maybe it is thousands of miles away, but the longing cannot be stopped, I really seem to be by your side now, so I gently ask you how are you now? Maybe, maybe I'm thinking too much. Because it's only one side of the story. Even though we contact again, I don't know your heart, I don't know what you're going to think of me, torture, maybe I've fallen in love with you! I couldn't get in touch for hours, and I was tormented like this! How do I express it? Looks like I'm going to have to work out my plans too!
In the haze, I felt that someone was filming me, it was to stay, "Brother, it's here, it's time for us to get off the plane!" "Time flies, hours go by, my plan, my dream!" Brother, what were you laughing at in your dream just now? If it weren't for it, I really didn't want to call you that, hehe, I took a photo and sent it to a circle of friends! "Damn, you kid, hurry up and delete it for me, can this be messed up?" "It's okay, your old man is still handsome and handsome, maybe someone likes it!" "Damn, it's about to be deleted, I can't see anyone!" Frolicking, we returned to the Northland.
The journey home is still exciting, telling the joy of travel, sharing the story of the encounter, the people in the group are still sending blessings for the consummation of Qinghe Xiaojing, I am also happy for the two of them in my heart, but although they are still discussing the evening party, and I just want to go home and take a good bath, and then think about her quietly, don't tell anyone for the time being, this is just a little secret in my heart.
The north is still cold, there will be no warmer weather because I come back, the sky began to scatter snowflakes again, I sat on the windowsill, watched the rising mountains, lit a cigarette, and instantly my mind was full of her shadow.
Thinking about it, I still picked up my phone and texted her, "I'm home, but I'm starting to miss you again!" For a moment, "Do you miss me, or do you want to be quiet?" "Who is Jingjing? What's your nickname? "No sense of humor!" "Hehe, I don't want to be quiet, I just miss you!" "Oh??? Why? "I can't say it, I can't understand it!" "Strange you!" "Maybe you don't believe it, but that glance becomes eternal!" "Oh, love at first sight?" "Eh, in a word!" "Hehe, I'm honored to be okay with that? Or should I grieve that? "I'm so happy! But don't be sad, I think I'll look for you! "Okay, come on, Hangzhou is very fun!" "I've never been, I really want to see you!"
Before the conversation was finished, the phone rang, and I saw that it was Liu, "Brother, have a drink?" "No, I drank too much yesterday and felt uncomfortable!" "There's a girl!" "Damn, don't go, I want to be quiet!" "What do you want to be quiet, Qing should want to be quiet!" "I can't communicate, I'm not going, you can play, I'm going to work tomorrow, take a good rest today!" "Okay, you want to be quiet, I won't tell Qing!" "Dizzy, don't talk nonsense, it's quiet quiet!" This kid, I usually can't see it, where did I get so many thoughts, dizzy!
I still want to think of her in my heart. Pick up your phone and send a message, "I say what I think, you watch!" "Okay!" "Actually, I don't really believe it, it was love at first sight, but it really happened, I can't help but I don't believe it, that day you disappeared in front of my eyes, I suddenly had an indescribable pain, I was really afraid that I would never see you again! The next day on the street of the ancient city, I saw a girl with a DSLR, that long flowing hair, that familiar background, I really thought it was you, you haven't left yet, you are in front of my eyes, if you hadn't told me about your plane that day, I would have suspected that we would meet again in the sea of people. But I know it's not you, it's just a shadow of you in my heart, in my mind! I really, really don't know if I'll ever see you anymore, but I really want to tell you that I like you! "After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to send it out, no matter what she said, I have to tell her my own thoughts, I can't leave regrets!
After waiting for a while, I was about to collapse, and finally she resumed the message, "Actually, I left in a hurry that day, and I haven't seen what you look like." Your friends have drunk too much, and we're scared too! "It's all to blame! , for the first time, I feel that drinking has made a mistake!" Oh, yes! It's all the wine, what are you doing so much! Actually, the key is that I don't know if I can touch you, or I won't drink! "Do you think it's possible that we're so far apart?" "No matter what happens in the future, as long as you don't have a boyfriend now, I think I still have a chance!" "Can you try it first and see how you are?" Hee-hee, you agreed? "Let's take a look first, or you can't think about it, and then go drink, I'm protecting you!" "Well, well, you're protecting me, you're definitely saving me!" "Well, I kind of regret it!" "Don't! Goddess, let's take our time to understand first! "Hehe, I'm going to work the night shift, you should be at home, remember to miss me!" Don't lie to me! Otherwise, your consequences will be miserable! "Yes, yes! I'm always thinking about you! "Happiness, she agreed to start to understand slowly, a good start! In fact, love is like a layer of window paper, if you pierce it, it may be a good start, but the premise is that both of you have a good impression of each other, and the rest of the things will fall into place!
Actually, for me, I don't know her, I don't know her past and present, I don't know everything about her, I think I'm the same with her, the two of them have a difficult process from meeting each other, if it's really love, the rest are regarded as floating clouds, grasp the root now!
This night is bound to be sleepless, I really didn't expect her to agree, although she expressed it very implicitly, but I know that it is a great step to get to this point, after all, we don't know each other, who knows if I'm a good person or a bad person! Even though I've always insisted that I'm not a bad person, who knows if she'll believe it!
Now the only thing I can recall in my mind is how to meet if I don't owe each other, it seems that we must have been entangled in our previous lives, why don't you let me meet in the second life, but I'm an atheist, just think about it, the main thing now is to let her understand me, and I also want to tell her that I am always thinking about her!
Lying in bed, I can't fall asleep, I should send her a message, at least prove that I'm not drinking, I'm thinking about her, even if she's busy, she can know that I miss her now! Pick up your phone and send her a message, "Late at night, sleepless, leaning on the window to meditate, the stars are not visible, the bright moon is not visible, and the sky is full of snow and clouds." Thinking about that day, the lights were bright, and I fell in love at first sight, but I had to divide the two places. You don't know, stay alone in the empty room, lovesickness. You don't know, my heart is full of you, and I can't sleep at night. Listen to the wind and snow at night, close your eyes and think about you, I don't know if you are good! "Well, it looks pretty good, send it, wait for the reply!
After a while, "Yo! It's so sour! "Hehe, I miss you!" "I haven't slept yet, I seem to be thinking a little bit!" "It's so much to think about!" "Is it snowing on you? It's raining now, it looks so far away! "It's okay, I'll go see you when I get a chance!" "Well, okay, go to sleep!"
Before I could reply, the phone came to mind, and the three watches in the middle of the night weren't harassing calls, right? I saw that it was staying, what was this kid doing in the middle of the night? "Big brother, what time is it? You haven't slept yet! "Brother, I drank too much and can't find a home, come and pick me up!" Where we drank last time??????"" Hey, hey!! Where? "Before he could finish that, this kid hung up, heaven, earth! Where the hell are you? I don't remember the last time I drank there!!
I think about it, it's better to just start talking here, forget it, let's tell a white lie, "I'm sleeping, you're off work, let's have a good rest!" Miss you! "Yes, okay!"
Pick up the phone and call Qing, he should know, "Hey, Qing, stay and drink too much, say it's the place where you drank last time, where are you, why don't you go to him together!" "Brother, it's a magnificent barbecue, you can go, I can't go if I have something to do!" At this point, I know what is going on when I think about it, so I don't want to call him, I'll go by myself, "Okay, I know, you pay attention to safety!" "Before I could finish that, this kid hung up the phone, more anxious than me! Forget it, I'll set off on my own, it's snowy!