Chapter 22: The Search
For a few days, An Dong lived like purgatory, she opened her mouth but couldn't eat, and saw that people were getting thinner and thinner. She knew that she should leave He Fei, the culprit of these things was her, if it weren't for her, He Fei wouldn't be in pain, and Jiang Xueyun wouldn't have been hurt so much. But if she wanted to leave He Fei, she once again felt a feeling of life and death, when Xiao Hua died, that shocking, that feeling that she would touch her heartstrings when she saw a love scene, and now she was surrounded by a spider web like a dense and soft spider web. She knew that she had to leave He Fei this time, and through her interactions with He Fei during this time, she saw that if she didn't leave He Fei decisively, it seemed difficult or even impossible for He Fei to take the initiative to leave her.
For more than a year, He Fei's appearance has made her bland life become vivid and colorful again, they went to collect antiques together, opened art exhibitions together, watched He Fei paint on the side, and sometimes drank wildly together, that kind of paradise-like quiet, that kind of extreme hustle and bustle, the kind of fun brought by common hobbies, and the tacit understanding that does not need words. These made her forget her loneliness, forget her sorrow, and become vibrant again.
For the first time, Jiang Xueyun found out about her and He Fei, she was really reluctant to leave He Fei, at that time she thought in her heart, she would rather not have a name, silently accompany He Fei, and Jiang Xueyun was still together happily like when she was a child. Although every time He Fei returned to Jiang Xueyun's side, her heart was reluctant, but in order not to make Jiang Xueyun sad, she always reluctantly left He Fei, let He Fei return to Jiang Xueyun's side, woke up in the middle of the night, and didn't see He Fei, her heart was always infinitely melancholy, but whenever she saw He Fei, those melancholy and lonely feelings were as absent as yesterday's wind and rain, as long as there was a rainbow today, she was happy, happy, worth having, and had no regrets.
Life must be happy, she doesn't think about what tomorrow will be, as long as she can be with He Fei today, she is happy to be together. She was worried that Jiang Xueyun knew, although she knew in her heart that she would know sooner or later, but just like drinking to quench her thirst, she was still hopelessly addicted, and she couldn't see He Fei for a day, she felt that time was like a stretched silk thread, which was boundless. She knew that if Jiang Xueyun knew, she would definitely quit, or she would divorce Jiang Xueyun and marry her, she would never be able to do it, in her heart, the innocence between her and Jiang Xueyun, the relationship between the two little guesses, no one could replace it.
This time, being discovered by Jiang Xueyun, An Dong was extremely sad. She knew that she no longer had the face to appear by Jiang Xueyun's side, and she couldn't find an opportunity to say to Jiang Xueyun like last time that she would never destroy her family, because she knew that even if she didn't want to destroy Jiang Xueyun and He Fei's family, Jiang Xueyun would not allow this relationship to exist.
A few days ago, He Fei called and said that Jiang Xueyun was gone, He Fei was crying like a child on the phone, he knew that he had hurt Jiang Xueyun, and he was so sad that he couldn't do it, but he knew that An Dong was also a persistent temperament, and her sadness was no less than his, and the love between two women was really too difficult. He asked An Dong what he should do, and although An Dong was sad, he still forced himself to tell him that he was wrong with her, and that he should be kind to Xue Yun, take Xue Yun back, and influence her little by little. He Fei asked An Dong what to do alone, An Dong couldn't help crying, she said why not I have to leave you this time, although I know that I can't do without you, but I have to find a way to make myself have to leave you.
At the moment, she hadn't figured out a way for herself to leave He Fei, but He Fei called and said that Jiang Xueyun had left without saying goodbye, taking away a few changes of clothes and daily necessities, and it was estimated that she had left Raoxing County.
When An Dong heard this, she panicked, she asked He Fei not to worry, she said that everyone should find a way to get Jiang Xueyun back. She called Gu Xiaojing and wanted Gu Xiaojing to accompany her to Rao'an County and find a way to find Jiang Xueyun with He Fei and others, but Gu Xiaojing told her that her home was also a mess and she couldn't leave.
So An Dong contacted Tan Zhijiang, found He Fei, Cheng Hui and Chu Yu, and discussed ways to find Jiang Xueyun together. When Cheng Hui and Chu Yu saw An Dong, they were about to quarrel with An Dong, but they were stopped by Tan Zhijiang, and he said Let's hurry up and think about where Jiang Xueyun might go. He Fei panicked in his heart, and couldn't think of it at all, because since Jiang Xueyun left, his mobile phone was turned off, and his heart seemed to be rubbed and grasped repeatedly by an invisible big hand, he had no intention of drawing, no intention of doing things, and he didn't want to eat, fortunately, the two children used the winter vacation time to tutor at school, otherwise he really couldn't face his children, his mother hadn't seen Jiang Xueyun for the past two days, and she was not happy, although she was already unconscious, but she was still clear in her heart, when she was clear, she looked for Jiang Xueyun, and she didn't eat when others fed her.
I have already searched all over the county, and there are no relatives and friends at home, so why don't you dare to go to the public security bureau, because then the whole county will know about it, and he and Jiang Xueyun are both people with face in society, so it would be too embarrassing. After thinking about it repeatedly, he decided to go to all the places where Jiang Xueyun could go at one time, until Jiang Xueyun was found.
For a few days, Jiang Xueyun was like a stray white dove, she went directly to Hangzhou by high-speed rail, she wanted to see the beautiful scenery of Suzhou and Hangzhou, hoping that the beautiful scenery could bring her sorrow in her heart, but sitting on the shore of the beautiful West Lake, she sat from dawn to dark, from sunrise to sunset, after all, there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, and there were bursts of sadness like a rising tide kept coming. She thought that she had been here with He Fei before, He Fei set up an easel here, facing those beautiful scenery, a painting was a day, she was by his side, taking care of his diet and daily life, at that time, He Fei's eyes were only Jiang Xueyun in addition to the beautiful scenery.
Jiang Xueyun has been a model for He Fei countless times, He Fei said that Jiang Xueyun is his best model, because Jiang Xueyun's facial features are impeccable, He Fei fell in love with Jiang Xueyun when he was young, that is, he accidentally saw Jiang Xueyun, and he never forgot it, looking for Jiang Xueyun everywhere, and when he found it, he was reluctant to give up until he got married and had children.
For so many years, He Fei and Jiang Xueyun are undoubtedly recognized as a model couple in the eyes of others, envied, typical talented and beautiful, with both children and daughters, both of them are engaged in decent and idle work in administrative institutions, maybe all this is too smooth, so smooth that Jiang Xueyun and He Fei seem to understand those things in the world, the two of them have a common characteristic, in their eyes, there are only good people in this world, there are no bad people.
Even if An Dong hurt Jiang Xueyun, Jiang Xueyun couldn't hate it in her heart, she knew that An Dong had such a temper since she was a child, she didn't want anything she didn't like at all, and she wouldn't let go if she liked it. She calmed down and thought back to An Dong's words, An Dong actually made a lot of efforts and sacrifices, for Jiang Xueyun, she didn't rob She Fei from her, let He Fei divorce Jiang Xueyun, and marry He Fei herself, this is no longer in line with An Dong's character, she knows that An Dong has also made concessions, but despite this, thinking of He Fei, her dearest lover, sleeping next to An Dong, her heart is full and she can't fit it at all.
She lay on the bed, thought about it, and finally made this decision, leave He Fei, give He Fei time, let him calm down and think about whether he loves her more or loves An Dong more, if He Fei feels more in love with An Dong, then she will quit and live with her children by herself, but thinking like this, her heart is sad again.
After a few days in Suzhou and Hangzhou, she went to Xi'an, she had an aunt in Xi'an, and her aunt loved her the most since she was a child, and she hadn't seen her aunt for several years, so she got on the train and went to Xi'an.
It was probably the third day that Jiang Xueyun came to Xi'an, and He Fei also came to Xi'an. In the past few days, his brain was not at peace for a moment, he didn't find Jiang Xueyun for a minute, his heart was hanging, he thought about almost all the places where Jiang Xueyun might go, and several people went separately to find it, and finally he thought that Jiang Xueyun might go to Aunt Xi'an's house, so he took the high-speed train to Xi'an, and the moment he saw Jiang Xueyun, he shouted Xueyun and hugged her tightly.
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